Among the days in this semester, today has been the day that i did sumthing fruitful. They say that when people are to do something; when they have the heart to do it, not even GOD can stop him. Well... i did lots of stuff today. And i'm so damn frigging tired now. >.< But it's okay. I guess i can still stand for a few minutes blogging before taking a 3 hour rest. I'd just take it as if today is my final. ^_^" . Things i did today.
Format my computer. (Been wanting to format my comp but was too lazy to do it. Thank to the virusses, key-loggers and worms, and because i can't find any antivirus or cleaners that can save my main driver, So in the end i decided to format it. fortunately summore my housemate have the windows CD.
Clean the toilet(about 30% of it). Got sick of waiting for the formatting process so i decided to clean the toilet bowl, floor and a bit of the wall. The toilet ain't as dirty as you guys think by the way. Coz i've seen worst. Those that aren't cleaned and smells so bad that i thank GOD for it. ^_^ Search n installed some main files, hunt and send some cool stuff to my "cyberjaya family" and oso received cool pics of chibi-bleach characters from them. And among the bleach characters.. i have to be the bad guy, Ichimaru Gin. >.<"
Chat with P-chan. Yep.. P-chan ymed me so have to layan her for a while. After all, she's my "coffee" wat. She was bored coz her bf left her in her room studying while her bf went out for buffet. Well... good for me. Manage to spent some time chatting with old friends. Oh ya... and i chatted a few with corine n kah mun. They're such cool daugther and brother. ^^
Replied blueserver's forum about my search for teammates for DOTA. Housemate, judas_x (also clanmate) told me i got replies and hit me sum hints not to spoil the clan's name. Wa ei zhai lah vince~ Steady~ I wun cause such big problems de. No worries. I might be a noob but i not that noob.
So after that i played kal online for a while. Wanted to meet my darling Mich there. unfortunately she wasn't playing. Guess she busy going out with guys gua. Nothing much i can do. Just pray and hope God will bring me an angel who will lead me to my other soul.
Next was settled a bit of the new ITS membership thingy and ososome academic stuff.
..went to check some blogs, kennysia's, jas' and erm... sum malaysian thingy blog.
...
and then i'm here, BLOGGING. HEhe
Well.. that's all for now.
Am3n.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Close but yet not good.
It all happen on wednesday evening after a dinner of chicken rice. I was at 7-11 accompanied by my two friends, JR n SL, buying a cup of slurpee*. Had to admit i'm addicted to slurpee. ^_^ But that evening the flavor they got rili sucks. Fruity n Asam. =.=" Oh well...
After 7-11, we headed our way back for class. We started crossing the road and then stopped in the middle of the road at the divider there as there was a lot of cars at the other side. Then sumthing bad came. I heard an "OI~!" yelling and as i turned to see what was going on, I saw a motorbike passing behind me within split seconds. As i turn to look at my left, I saw the motorcyclist's bike hooked onto my friend's bag, pulled her(yes.. it's her) and then action happen.
The bag broke, The whole motorbike started to turned to the right, then the motorcyclist flew out from his bike, turned twice, and landed with his body facing the floor of the road. My first glance was to my friend to see if she was okay. Then having her boyfriend taking care of her, i headed to the motorcyclist and try to pull him up. He was in a blur but consious state. The motorcyclist was an indian guy. As i help him up, I could see blood bleeding from his head and scracthes from his hand. Luckily he was able to get up. And his injury seemed minor. ALong came passerbys, indians coming to help the fella. I leave the guy to the 'macha' and then after seeing that he was okay, we walk away from the scene still shocked and with phobia on the road. We still had a few main roads to cross and I was already blur, unable to determined how fast the car was moving. Really a big phobia for me.
SL was emotionally disturbed. Man, who wouldn't? I'd freaked out if i suddenly got pulled and then next thing i know, a guy sleeping on the road. >.<" Fortunately SL wasn't dragged along with the motorbike. Although her favourite and most precious bag was spoiled, along with her file, she is sure fortunate that she's still standing there. Odd thing was that she was still able to complain about her bag. =.=" SL, if u reading this, i wanted to tell u, nothing is more important than life. The bag may be a priceless gift to you. But there are something which are more priceless. Thank God you're still standing. Imagine if u didn't, I would be asking myself ,"why the heck i asked u guys to crossed the road along with me." >'.'< Anyway, let bygones be bygones.
It might seem like a very bad thing that happened to me. But still i'm thankful that nothing worst came after that. I can imagine the worst that could happen. I'm still wondering. Why would the guy want to ride into the inner lane facing the divider instead of the other side which is definitely bigger and also no cars? Weird... I do wonder whether SL's bag broke off by full force or did an angel broke it. Coz when i saw the incident happen, I seems to easy for the bad to break apart. Hmm....
Anyway, i feeling like i'm starting to preach again. >.< That's all for now. Another time , another blog.
-End
After 7-11, we headed our way back for class. We started crossing the road and then stopped in the middle of the road at the divider there as there was a lot of cars at the other side. Then sumthing bad came. I heard an "OI~!" yelling and as i turned to see what was going on, I saw a motorbike passing behind me within split seconds. As i turn to look at my left, I saw the motorcyclist's bike hooked onto my friend's bag, pulled her(yes.. it's her) and then action happen.
The bag broke, The whole motorbike started to turned to the right, then the motorcyclist flew out from his bike, turned twice, and landed with his body facing the floor of the road. My first glance was to my friend to see if she was okay. Then having her boyfriend taking care of her, i headed to the motorcyclist and try to pull him up. He was in a blur but consious state. The motorcyclist was an indian guy. As i help him up, I could see blood bleeding from his head and scracthes from his hand. Luckily he was able to get up. And his injury seemed minor. ALong came passerbys, indians coming to help the fella. I leave the guy to the 'macha' and then after seeing that he was okay, we walk away from the scene still shocked and with phobia on the road. We still had a few main roads to cross and I was already blur, unable to determined how fast the car was moving. Really a big phobia for me.
SL was emotionally disturbed. Man, who wouldn't? I'd freaked out if i suddenly got pulled and then next thing i know, a guy sleeping on the road. >.<" Fortunately SL wasn't dragged along with the motorbike. Although her favourite and most precious bag was spoiled, along with her file, she is sure fortunate that she's still standing there. Odd thing was that she was still able to complain about her bag. =.=" SL, if u reading this, i wanted to tell u, nothing is more important than life. The bag may be a priceless gift to you. But there are something which are more priceless. Thank God you're still standing. Imagine if u didn't, I would be asking myself ,"why the heck i asked u guys to crossed the road along with me." >'.'< Anyway, let bygones be bygones.
It might seem like a very bad thing that happened to me. But still i'm thankful that nothing worst came after that. I can imagine the worst that could happen. I'm still wondering. Why would the guy want to ride into the inner lane facing the divider instead of the other side which is definitely bigger and also no cars? Weird... I do wonder whether SL's bag broke off by full force or did an angel broke it. Coz when i saw the incident happen, I seems to easy for the bad to break apart. Hmm....
Anyway, i feeling like i'm starting to preach again. >.< That's all for now. Another time , another blog.
-End
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Pierching the Ear
On 26th evening, i pierced my left ear at Alamanda Putrajaya for RM6. I was a bit scared at first coz i tot it's going to a hell of a pain for me. But seems like i was wrong. It was merely a feeling of getting bitten by an ant. Then again, it feels like ur ear got poke but the item used to poke it didn't get through. Then again the girl sprayed anaestaetic on my ear before the piercing process begins. For the first 10 minutes after my ear got pierced, i barely had the guts to lay a hand on that ear. The thought of pain that i would feel really spook me. I had a bad history with human anatomy during my highschool days. During biology and science classes, when the subject's syllabus comes to the part about the human body, i would suddenly blacked out and collaspe on the floor. Basically i think too much about it. "Brain overload". That's the term i used. So far i fainted 3 times when i see and think of it... whether i read it from newspaper, clinic posters or even textbooks. >.<" Guess maybe that's the reason i hate Biology.
Time for me to get sum sleep now. Tomolo staying at Ivan's place for the nite, meet up with Tie, supper with Ronan(maybe) and erm..... maybe go find Exon.
PS: Anyone here can tell me what kind of earring is nice or looks cool when worn on? I prefer those with small needles. ^_^
-End of post-
Time for me to get sum sleep now. Tomolo staying at Ivan's place for the nite, meet up with Tie, supper with Ronan(maybe) and erm..... maybe go find Exon.
PS: Anyone here can tell me what kind of earring is nice or looks cool when worn on? I prefer those with small needles. ^_^
-End of post-
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Happiness
So wat's happiness? Well according to Wikipedia,
Happiness, pleasure or joy is the emotional state of being happy. The definition of happiness is one of the greatest philosophical quandaries. Proposed definitions include freedom from want and distress, consciousness of the good order of things, assurance of one's place in the universe or society, inner peace, and so forth. More generally, though, it can be defined as the state which humans and other animals are behaviorally driven towards, to counter external forces which would otherwise lead to unhappiness (and presumably eventual death).
Associated emotions include joy, exultation, delight, bliss, and love. Antonyms include suffering, sadness, grief, and pain. The term pleasure (like its opposite pain) is often used to specifically indicate localized, physical sensations, while happiness is sometimes used to refer specifically to a long-term, inner feeling.
Happiness differs from joy and glee in degree, if not in kind. To be happy implies a considered viewpoint which lasts longer than the transitory feelings of pleasure which are connoted by joy and glee. Thus happiness is often regarded as priceless, as opposed to the temporary pleasure stimulated by mechanical actions such as shopping or having sex.
However, happiness can come as the result of a situation which has been carefully planned for, as well as from situations caused by the kindness of others, or from situations which upon reflection feel positive and worthwhile. More typically though, happiness is attained by an entire life well planned for. The question of the best form of life is one of the major topics of Ethics.
To me happiness is sumthing like above. In My Opinion(IMO), i think happiness isn't sumthing that lasts long. To achieve happiness, one have to work hard to gain it.
Today, as i glanced through friendster, I notice this good friend of mine, also my dearest heng tai(brother) who should be achieving happiness. But is he rili happy? There are times when i see him laughing his ass off. There are oso times when i see him filled with probs. I guess i'm just not good at understanding others. =.=" But i do know one theory. Humans are beings that are not easily satisfied. That's what makes them unhappy at times. So they usually work their way up to reach that level of satisfaction. So mathematically, satisfaction=happiness.
Friday, September 09, 2005
NIGHTMARE~!!!
Tomorrow's my 2nd test for TCE2311- data communications and telecommunicationsand i've only studies 2 chapter of 8 chapters. But wait.. this ain't my nightmare.
So what happen was this. I had a dream. After finishing 2 chapters, i decided to get a rest. Then next thing i know i close the lights and head to bed, decided to wake up the next morning to do my revision and settle my other stuff. And this is where the nightmare comes....
I dreamt i was in a beach.(sematan maybe..) playing along the beach in a singlet and short pants. My age.. around 10-13 i guess. At that beach, i was running away from sumthing. Can't really remember. Then i saw my parents and all those fear just vanish. Next thing that happens i became an adult. And in the car was me and my siblings. Driving around the hillside where we. Those rocky hills. It was dark. Really dark and there was no street lights at all.
We were on our way to have dinner with my parents i think. Coz at first i remember it was my mum who was driving. Then all of a suddenthe driver became my bro. >.<" Spooky. What's worst was he got the car gone into a big deep drain. And i tot it was hopeless. We're all going to drown. "Damn.. told you to look properly on the road already. Can't you drive a bit slow?". "but there was no road at all," he answered. My younger sis were trying to stop us but no avail. "then why the heck you drive in there? give me the steering wheel." "no. I can drive." And somehow the drain becomes smaller and shallower and he manage to drive us out and and head for the hill on our way out. And that is when i woke up. Or was there more?
The future..is dark for me. Tat's how i see it. I dunno about you readers out there but i can't really imagine me myself getting a job. I don't see anything that im capable of except papers and pencils. Wonder why i'm studying in this subject? Still wondering. What was my reason of studying it? I guess i've forgotten.
When i awoke from my dream just now. The first thing that hit me is my parents. Could be because my family is the most important asset in my life. I'd always prayed for them every night before ihead for bed but somehow, i stopped. What's happening to me? WHat did i lost? Which part went wrong>? Which item did i not bring along with me? Man i was in total chaos for like 10 seconds. Fear ran thru my spines for a while there. But i'm okay now. Guess it's those moody days that got me into this. Had been stressful for the past 2 weeks. Still a bit stress about my TOS assignment. I dunno hwo to save my ass from the coding. Dun wanna fail anymore. Dun wanna score low anymore. Wish i have someone there to guide me.
Currently listening to jas' song. (Yes. she's my first love. I loved her dearly. But now only as a friend. I have a virtual person whom i haven't met yet, Mich. she could be real, then again she may just be fake. I do not know.) Boy does her song clips really decrease all those stress and fear within me. Thanx jas.
Should stop for now. I just tot i should blog this out because i dun want to waste my time just slacking off in DotA and not writing a part of my life. I want to remember this day when i have this nightmare and be able to learn from it, and then laugh about it.
PS:
To ya all peeps that are have a bad day, get your grip on. Then pray and wish your self good luck before heading on your ways. That includes me of course. Pray to GOD guys n girls... HE helps~!
Am3n.
So what happen was this. I had a dream. After finishing 2 chapters, i decided to get a rest. Then next thing i know i close the lights and head to bed, decided to wake up the next morning to do my revision and settle my other stuff. And this is where the nightmare comes....
I dreamt i was in a beach.(sematan maybe..) playing along the beach in a singlet and short pants. My age.. around 10-13 i guess. At that beach, i was running away from sumthing. Can't really remember. Then i saw my parents and all those fear just vanish. Next thing that happens i became an adult. And in the car was me and my siblings. Driving around the hillside where we. Those rocky hills. It was dark. Really dark and there was no street lights at all.
We were on our way to have dinner with my parents i think. Coz at first i remember it was my mum who was driving. Then all of a suddenthe driver became my bro. >.<" Spooky. What's worst was he got the car gone into a big deep drain. And i tot it was hopeless. We're all going to drown. "Damn.. told you to look properly on the road already. Can't you drive a bit slow?". "but there was no road at all," he answered. My younger sis were trying to stop us but no avail. "then why the heck you drive in there? give me the steering wheel." "no. I can drive." And somehow the drain becomes smaller and shallower and he manage to drive us out and and head for the hill on our way out. And that is when i woke up. Or was there more?
The future..is dark for me. Tat's how i see it. I dunno about you readers out there but i can't really imagine me myself getting a job. I don't see anything that im capable of except papers and pencils. Wonder why i'm studying in this subject? Still wondering. What was my reason of studying it? I guess i've forgotten.
When i awoke from my dream just now. The first thing that hit me is my parents. Could be because my family is the most important asset in my life. I'd always prayed for them every night before ihead for bed but somehow, i stopped. What's happening to me? WHat did i lost? Which part went wrong>? Which item did i not bring along with me? Man i was in total chaos for like 10 seconds. Fear ran thru my spines for a while there. But i'm okay now. Guess it's those moody days that got me into this. Had been stressful for the past 2 weeks. Still a bit stress about my TOS assignment. I dunno hwo to save my ass from the coding. Dun wanna fail anymore. Dun wanna score low anymore. Wish i have someone there to guide me.
Currently listening to jas' song. (Yes. she's my first love. I loved her dearly. But now only as a friend. I have a virtual person whom i haven't met yet, Mich. she could be real, then again she may just be fake. I do not know.) Boy does her song clips really decrease all those stress and fear within me. Thanx jas.
Should stop for now. I just tot i should blog this out because i dun want to waste my time just slacking off in DotA and not writing a part of my life. I want to remember this day when i have this nightmare and be able to learn from it, and then laugh about it.
PS:
To ya all peeps that are have a bad day, get your grip on. Then pray and wish your self good luck before heading on your ways. That includes me of course. Pray to GOD guys n girls... HE helps~!
Am3n.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
"wo hai bu xiang sui"
Guess u readers might be wondering what the title above means. In mandarin, it means I still don't wanna sleep.
Right now my body is tired; mind's exhausted as well. Can say that this s the first time i've felt pure tireness after years living. Forgotten have i of when i felt that tired. Maybe when i was still a kid? Hmm...
Lots of things to do and lots of things to rush this week and next week. Life is gonna start to be hectic. Wish i can pull myself together right now and make myself 'serious'. It's so hard for me to be serious in life. There's always those milestones that'll stop my wheel of life from rolling. In the end, i'd be stuck in the middle of nowhere, far away from others that it'll be impossible for me to catch up. I should be sleeping now... I guess i will. But the desire of wanting to see her and chat with her is keeping me from sleeping. Been 72 hours. I guess our story ends here.
Am3n.
Right now my body is tired; mind's exhausted as well. Can say that this s the first time i've felt pure tireness after years living. Forgotten have i of when i felt that tired. Maybe when i was still a kid? Hmm...
Lots of things to do and lots of things to rush this week and next week. Life is gonna start to be hectic. Wish i can pull myself together right now and make myself 'serious'. It's so hard for me to be serious in life. There's always those milestones that'll stop my wheel of life from rolling. In the end, i'd be stuck in the middle of nowhere, far away from others that it'll be impossible for me to catch up. I should be sleeping now... I guess i will. But the desire of wanting to see her and chat with her is keeping me from sleeping. Been 72 hours. I guess our story ends here.
Am3n.
Friday, August 26, 2005
Doing Stupid things
Have you ever do things which causes you problems in your life later on? Like you cheated in ur midterm and when final comes, you couldn't do it cause you just don't have the knwoledge for it. Sounds familiar doesn't it?
What is happening to me right now is that I've gamed too much. I lost control of myself over game addiction. And i'm about to lose someone special to me, lose my freedom and my very own soul. What am i to do about it. I really ponder. If GOD would help me right this moment, I really pray. Pray that i'll not lose her, pray that everything will still be on time for me. Pray that luck is still on my side. The sacrifice for those that i prayed for; anything GOD wants from me.
The more i think of my problems now, the more scared i am of life. I really have tons of things to do. Furthermore, I'm very left out behind already. I wonder if i'll ever catch up with them? I'm worried that i'll be left behind. Worry that i'll be forgotten. Because I do not play any part in their life.
This is the life of me. Even though how much i tried, in the end, i'll stop trying. my wheel of life stops rolling, and my faith crushed.
Am3n.
What is happening to me right now is that I've gamed too much. I lost control of myself over game addiction. And i'm about to lose someone special to me, lose my freedom and my very own soul. What am i to do about it. I really ponder. If GOD would help me right this moment, I really pray. Pray that i'll not lose her, pray that everything will still be on time for me. Pray that luck is still on my side. The sacrifice for those that i prayed for; anything GOD wants from me.
The more i think of my problems now, the more scared i am of life. I really have tons of things to do. Furthermore, I'm very left out behind already. I wonder if i'll ever catch up with them? I'm worried that i'll be left behind. Worry that i'll be forgotten. Because I do not play any part in their life.
This is the life of me. Even though how much i tried, in the end, i'll stop trying. my wheel of life stops rolling, and my faith crushed.
Am3n.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
A new person in my life?
It all started this year i think. DotA(Defence of the Ancients) that i met her. To be certain, I dun think my first encounter with her was in a DotA game. I think it was more of like in a TD game. Then again i couldn't remember. Just knew that the next few times were in TD games or some other castle defence game. She's good in gaming. Can say one of the girls i knew and am impress with.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
I wanna graduate ASAP~!
I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!
Please don;t mind my whackiness but seriously i really wanna graduate as soon as possible. I wanna end this race and step on for the next race as sson as possible. The ball must keep rolling. Else there'll be no meaning in my life. Well... that's what a wise person says. I'm not sure what i want actually. I mean i do wish to graduate. But i still cant find any path in which i would really wanna walk to. Maybe i haven't analyze through yet. Man.. this is bad.... Totally bad.
=.=
HMmm.....i'll just hit the books and see how it goes anyway.
Please don;t mind my whackiness but seriously i really wanna graduate as soon as possible. I wanna end this race and step on for the next race as sson as possible. The ball must keep rolling. Else there'll be no meaning in my life. Well... that's what a wise person says. I'm not sure what i want actually. I mean i do wish to graduate. But i still cant find any path in which i would really wanna walk to. Maybe i haven't analyze through yet. Man.. this is bad.... Totally bad.
=.=
HMmm.....i'll just hit the books and see how it goes anyway.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
I wanted so much to sleep...wanted so much to forget and wake up fresh the next day
Things in me are improving...in my preparation for supp that is... But still i'm having a problem with my sleep. Cant manage to get my mind to a rest. I've got an e-mail from a friend that states honey helps. Alas i do not like honey. Plus there's no honey in my room. So i guess i'll just wasted all my energy up and hope one day my whole body will crumble and my mind blank that i wouldn't have too think of anything much. Maybe sumthing like a comma for 8 hours would do. Haha. just kidding anyway. :P Who would wanna sleep like a "cabbage". I prefer sleeping in dreams. But i have to put myself to bed first. Problem again is sumhow my brain isn't willing to. Oh well.
guess i'm gonna dota till i get X-tREMELY EXHAUSTED~!
-Ic3
guess i'm gonna dota till i get X-tREMELY EXHAUSTED~!
-Ic3
Monday, May 30, 2005
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Hope lost...along with Faith.
Life lately hasn't been how i thought it would be. I'm therefore unknowingly sealing myself from all sorts of happiness as it seems. Nothing much seems to interests me rite this moment. Is there anything i can do about myself? How do i get myself back on track? How do i re-live my life? Can anyone help me?
So far the only answer i got from myself is "only You(me) can do it". Weird isn't it? The mind seems to know what's best for the body but yet the body refuses to do it. Same as life.
Currently thinking of other options to fix my idle life. Hmm.....
So far the only answer i got from myself is "only You(me) can do it". Weird isn't it? The mind seems to know what's best for the body but yet the body refuses to do it. Same as life.
Currently thinking of other options to fix my idle life. Hmm.....
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Sumthing I like.
Check this link out. I'm sure u guys/gals will like it. ^^. I've watched this video a couple of times eversince 2001 and i can say that i've never gotten bored over it. It's a nice Korean MV. Hope you guys/gals will like it. :)
http://dnaoffice.dyndns.org/matrix/KISS.wmv
Friday, March 25, 2005
Stress Time~! Stress Time~!
Currently is the last week of the academic week, which means after this week, no more midterms, no more assignments due and no more boring lecturer. Unfortunately, I still got lots of things to do and the clock is ticking like a timebomb for me. SE individual report due today, TRM assignments due tomorrow and lab test tomorrow. And what's special for today? I have to go pay up for my academic fee coz my PTPTN loan just wouldn't come. Damn.. Should've called up PTPTN ealier if i knew this would happen. If i dun pay up i'm going to get BARRED from exam. Sigh~. Messy life i have here.
Everything's totally messed up this semester. Really really really really messy. Hopefully it'll all change by next semester. Pray to LORD.
AMEN.
Everything's totally messed up this semester. Really really really really messy. Hopefully it'll all change by next semester. Pray to LORD.
AMEN.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
He was not handsome
I got this from friendster. The story is nice but i'm not sure if the story is true though it make sense.
Work your way for love and you will find love. Amen.
This is based on a true
story.. If
you like it, re-post it.. Perhaps you will find the
love
you have been waiting for all this time..
He was not handsome..But he had feelings..
One day, he felt in love with one gurl..A
gurl he really had a crush on..But he
realized that he was not handsome..So he
kept it deep inside his heart..
He was not handsome..Knowing this, he still
approached the gurl he admired..Upon
approaching her, he asked her name and
asked for her number.. They came into
contact with each other..The guy was so
happy
and he felt nice talking to the gurl..
He was not handsome..He had to remember
this all the time..He knew he couldnt say out
his wish to the gurl..However, one day, he
took up the strength to call the gurl..When
he was about to pick up the reciever, the
phone
rang..It was her..His crush...His gurl of his
dreams..she asked him out on that
night..There was no reason for him to say
NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for
dinner..
He was not handsome..This was proven to
him at that night..When the gurl told him that
she had a crush on another guy. his heart was
crushed into pieces by his own crush..but he
didnt
say a word..He knew it..He was not
handsome~!...
He was not handsome..and he knew he
wont
get his gurl of his dream..So he intended to
help the gurl out..He took the gurl to the guy
whom she had a crush on..After a week, he
saw the gurl dating with the guy..He knew
that there is no more hope for him..
He was not handsome..and this made him
loose his love..He just kept his feelings deep
inside his heart..But it was okay for him..as
his love was happy with the guy she loved..
He was not handsome..but maybe his
powerful love brought his gurl back to
him..One day, the gurl came all the way
crying to him..she said to him that she lost
the guy,the guy play timer and dumped
her..she
was all in tears and didnt know where to go..
He was not handsome..but he loved her..He
wiped the tears off the gurl and gave a warm
hug..The gurl felt the warm feel gush through
her nerves and touch her heart deep
inside..she realized that this is her true love..
he was not handsome..but he found his love
finally..and he was happy ...
p/s: looks are not really the most important
thing in love..Consider the feelings of
the ppl around you..You might just find
that true love of yours..He may not be
handsome..but he might love you more than
anyone could ever love you!.. and that is
greater than some bastard idiots who
doesn't love u.
If you think they're true, pass it on.
If you don't? Pass it on anyway, maybe
someone else will think it is.
Work your way for love and you will find love. Amen.
This is based on a true
story.. If
you like it, re-post it.. Perhaps you will find the
love
you have been waiting for all this time..
He was not handsome..But he had feelings..
One day, he felt in love with one gurl..A
gurl he really had a crush on..But he
realized that he was not handsome..So he
kept it deep inside his heart..
He was not handsome..Knowing this, he still
approached the gurl he admired..Upon
approaching her, he asked her name and
asked for her number.. They came into
contact with each other..The guy was so
happy
and he felt nice talking to the gurl..
He was not handsome..He had to remember
this all the time..He knew he couldnt say out
his wish to the gurl..However, one day, he
took up the strength to call the gurl..When
he was about to pick up the reciever, the
phone
rang..It was her..His crush...His gurl of his
dreams..she asked him out on that
night..There was no reason for him to say
NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for
dinner..
He was not handsome..This was proven to
him at that night..When the gurl told him that
she had a crush on another guy. his heart was
crushed into pieces by his own crush..but he
didnt
say a word..He knew it..He was not
handsome~!...
He was not handsome..and he knew he
wont
get his gurl of his dream..So he intended to
help the gurl out..He took the gurl to the guy
whom she had a crush on..After a week, he
saw the gurl dating with the guy..He knew
that there is no more hope for him..
He was not handsome..and this made him
loose his love..He just kept his feelings deep
inside his heart..But it was okay for him..as
his love was happy with the guy she loved..
He was not handsome..but maybe his
powerful love brought his gurl back to
him..One day, the gurl came all the way
crying to him..she said to him that she lost
the guy,the guy play timer and dumped
her..she
was all in tears and didnt know where to go..
He was not handsome..but he loved her..He
wiped the tears off the gurl and gave a warm
hug..The gurl felt the warm feel gush through
her nerves and touch her heart deep
inside..she realized that this is her true love..
he was not handsome..but he found his love
finally..and he was happy ...
p/s: looks are not really the most important
thing in love..Consider the feelings of
the ppl around you..You might just find
that true love of yours..He may not be
handsome..but he might love you more than
anyone could ever love you!.. and that is
greater than some bastard idiots who
doesn't love u.
If you think they're true, pass it on.
If you don't? Pass it on anyway, maybe
someone else will think it is.
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Ulcer~!~!
DAmn ulcer growing beneath my cheeks near the upper teeth, below my upper teeth and infront of my upper teeth. GEez....wat a nuisance they are. Anyway, these are sumthing which i got frm the web. Sumthing to share. ^^
Despite the common occurrence of mouth ulcers and vast amounts of research, the cause of these irritating sores is still not completely understood. However, by far and away the most common cause is the infection of an injury in the mouth. These injuries can be cuts, abrasions or burns.
Care should be taken with hot food and drinks as further damage can be caused to the ulcer while it is numb.
Mouth Ulcers
Despite the common occurrence of mouth ulcers and vast amounts of research, the cause of these irritating sores is still not completely understood. However, by far and away the most common cause is the infection of an injury in the mouth. These injuries can be cuts, abrasions or burns.
A mouth ulcer affects the softer areas of the mouth, for example the tongue and cheeks. The surface layer of the skin is removed leading to the formation of the ulcer which usually appears circular with a yellow or white centre and a raised red rim. It is because of the removal of the skin layer that nerve cells are exposed causing the associated pain.
You should not attempt to treat a mouth ulcer yourself if:
Treatment
There are many types of treatment available. These can be placed into three main categories:Pain Relief
These products contain ingredients which act to prevent the sensation of pain. They usually contain an anaesthetic which is applied directly to the ulcer. After some initial stinging while the anaesthetic starts to work the area will become numb.Care should be taken with hot food and drinks as further damage can be caused to the ulcer while it is numb.
Some examples of the anaesthetics used are benzocaine and lidocaine.
Also available is an ingredient called choline salicylate which is related to aspirin. This pain killer works at the site of the ulcer in the same way as the analgesics or pain killers. This means that they are generally longer acting than the anaesthetics.
Choline salicylate should not be used by people allergic to aspirin.
Antibacterials
These treatments are used to kill any bacteria that may be infecting the ulcer or more generally the entire mouth. They are usually mouth washes if the antibacterial is the only active ingredient although they are often incorporated into the other treatments, for example, pain relief treatments.Anti-inflammatories
These are the newest treatments available for mouth ulcers, they are based on corticosteriods which act to reduce the inflammation at the site of the ulcer and as such aid healing.It is important to note that the use of these locally acting products avoids many of the associated side effects of oral corticosteriods.
General Advice
There are some simple things you can do to reduce the discomfort felt while you have a mouth ulcer.Firstly, do not expose the ulcer to foods which cause pain and aggravate the symptoms. These types of food are acidic, spicy, salty, coarse or hot and cold. However it may be of some benefit to gargle with salt water as this is mildly antibacterial.
You can also use mouth washes regularly to prevent mouth ulcers if you find that you are getting mouth ulcers regularly.
You should consult your doctor if the problem persists..
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Friday, March 04, 2005
A night to remember~!
It was just yesterday evening, around 9pm when I got a ym! msg from ah_peh(birthday boy) asking me whether I want to go for 'satay celup'. I accepted the offer since it's ah_peh's invitation and I haven't taken my dinner yet (due to the rainy day~). So I got dressed up 'casually'(a T-shirt and three-quarter jean-pants), waited for Kim Hian(Ultraman) to pick me up while I try to sing my voice out to the song 'iris' by goo goo dolls. My voice sucks btw. ^^'
Minutes later ultraman arrived and off we go to Capitol. When we arrived there, the seats we all full. So we waited for like 10 minutes until the next group of ppl leaves. The meal there was pleasant and we were served with octopus and BIG tiger prawn. The last tiger prawn given was really big~(Compare to the other tables. Ppl were staring at our prawn when KY started to be HIGH with the prawn. He was like "Omg~! this prawn is so damn big." */swt*) It was about 20cm long. And the best part was it costs only 50cents. ^^; God for ah peh lah. Birthday boy got his birthday gift from Capitol as well. Haha. So how much we ate that nite? Well, it's RM130. 0-0; It's expensive but it was enjoyable.
Next on the list was the 'yam char' session. And destination was PURE. We shared a JD(Jack Daniels) that nite. Took 8 of us only 30 minutes to finish the whole thing. And boy that wasn't just all. B-kun(the' kun' isn't a referring actually. It's more referring to 'stick' in hakka.) then suggested that he treat us all on a bottle of Hennessy VSOP for that nite. Boy was I really starting to get freak out. I never drank those heavy stuff before. JD was my first time. And VSOP is also new to me. So he opened the drink and then most of them got HIGH. Ping, Tham, KY, Peh, Ultraman and B-kun were all like drinking the stuff raw. No soft drinks mix together. It really amaze me seeing how good they are at drinking. 0.0.
That time my body was already heating up and I could feel my burning face, so I decided not to drink anymore so I could drive them back in case they got drunk. So I told Kah Ling to drink on my behalf. Unfortunately I was spotted by them and this is where the bad things come. They started to stare at me with evil thoughts in their mind. What else could it be except that B-kun took my glass which was filled with coke and drank it, then replaced it with VSOP. I was starting to imagine me getting drunk for the very first time. Luckily for me, I manage to negotiate them that I'll finish the drink but little by little. I tot I would be drunk after that but instead of getting more drunk, my mind was getting clearer. But that lasted for like only 10 minutes =-=. Best agenda of the night was ah peh got persuade to drink 4 shots of tequila. B-kun wanted to treat me but I said no. Tequila shot is like more than 40% alcohol. Which means it's much more heavier than Cognac or VSOP. So the nite ended with a drunk ah peh and fortunately Ultraman was still conscious. So my worry of getting involve in something bad was just a dream.
Reach back home at around 3am and as soon as I reached my room, my stomach started to go wrong. I quickly rushed to the toilet and I was just in the nick of time to 'bulemic' the 'satay celup's and also those 'tea' out. ^^. I vomited for like 7 times. And i can tell u that it's not a good feeling when u vomit. But u do feel better AFTER u vomit. I slept on my room's wooden floor that nite and hours later slept on my bed coz the nite was getting chilly.
And that's all for today. I woke up at 6am with still a bit of pain in my head. But right now i'm okay. ^^. I found out sumthing that nite. I could actually drink and not get drunk. Only problem is I'll vomit after that. ^^;
PS: M-chan ym me tonite but byt the time i got back, she was already off9. T-T. Oh well...
-End
Minutes later ultraman arrived and off we go to Capitol. When we arrived there, the seats we all full. So we waited for like 10 minutes until the next group of ppl leaves. The meal there was pleasant and we were served with octopus and BIG tiger prawn. The last tiger prawn given was really big~(Compare to the other tables. Ppl were staring at our prawn when KY started to be HIGH with the prawn. He was like "Omg~! this prawn is so damn big." */swt*) It was about 20cm long. And the best part was it costs only 50cents. ^^; God for ah peh lah. Birthday boy got his birthday gift from Capitol as well. Haha. So how much we ate that nite? Well, it's RM130. 0-0; It's expensive but it was enjoyable.
Next on the list was the 'yam char' session. And destination was PURE. We shared a JD(Jack Daniels) that nite. Took 8 of us only 30 minutes to finish the whole thing. And boy that wasn't just all. B-kun(the' kun' isn't a referring actually. It's more referring to 'stick' in hakka.) then suggested that he treat us all on a bottle of Hennessy VSOP for that nite. Boy was I really starting to get freak out. I never drank those heavy stuff before. JD was my first time. And VSOP is also new to me. So he opened the drink and then most of them got HIGH. Ping, Tham, KY, Peh, Ultraman and B-kun were all like drinking the stuff raw. No soft drinks mix together. It really amaze me seeing how good they are at drinking. 0.0.
That time my body was already heating up and I could feel my burning face, so I decided not to drink anymore so I could drive them back in case they got drunk. So I told Kah Ling to drink on my behalf. Unfortunately I was spotted by them and this is where the bad things come. They started to stare at me with evil thoughts in their mind. What else could it be except that B-kun took my glass which was filled with coke and drank it, then replaced it with VSOP. I was starting to imagine me getting drunk for the very first time. Luckily for me, I manage to negotiate them that I'll finish the drink but little by little. I tot I would be drunk after that but instead of getting more drunk, my mind was getting clearer. But that lasted for like only 10 minutes =-=. Best agenda of the night was ah peh got persuade to drink 4 shots of tequila. B-kun wanted to treat me but I said no. Tequila shot is like more than 40% alcohol. Which means it's much more heavier than Cognac or VSOP. So the nite ended with a drunk ah peh and fortunately Ultraman was still conscious. So my worry of getting involve in something bad was just a dream.
Reach back home at around 3am and as soon as I reached my room, my stomach started to go wrong. I quickly rushed to the toilet and I was just in the nick of time to 'bulemic' the 'satay celup's and also those 'tea' out. ^^. I vomited for like 7 times. And i can tell u that it's not a good feeling when u vomit. But u do feel better AFTER u vomit. I slept on my room's wooden floor that nite and hours later slept on my bed coz the nite was getting chilly.
And that's all for today. I woke up at 6am with still a bit of pain in my head. But right now i'm okay. ^^. I found out sumthing that nite. I could actually drink and not get drunk. Only problem is I'll vomit after that. ^^;
PS: M-chan ym me tonite but byt the time i got back, she was already off9. T-T. Oh well...
-End
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
1st of March, 18 days before M's b'day.
Not really sure what should i blog today. So once more it's crap session. ^^; Currently listening to John Mayer's "daugther". Had a very f*** up day 12hrs back as my tcp2411 group's presentation totally suck. Lots of things went wrong. It was so bad that our programs went wrong. It was working at first. But why not then? Fortunately Ms. Vimala was kind enuf to let us "live" until this friday. After that i had to rushed back home and settle my "stomach". >-<. Now i have to go for 10am lab later on. So much for the stomachache.
Got my exam schedule today. But venues are unconfirmsed yet. So maybe after i've got kim hang's schedule, and plan a bit coz i plan to visit kuantan, then i'll plan my flight date back home. ^^ Miss home. But miss the puppies more~! Wonder how are they now? Sigh.
One thing kept going through my mind these few days. "How am i gonna sort up my life?" My life is really in a mess right now. Gotta get "FAT", get a good sleeping habit, get tidy and most important of all, do well in my studies. Help me sum1. Anyone can do.
Don't feel like cont. crapping. So that's all. Tata.
-Ic3
Got my exam schedule today. But venues are unconfirmsed yet. So maybe after i've got kim hang's schedule, and plan a bit coz i plan to visit kuantan, then i'll plan my flight date back home. ^^ Miss home. But miss the puppies more~! Wonder how are they now? Sigh.
One thing kept going through my mind these few days. "How am i gonna sort up my life?" My life is really in a mess right now. Gotta get "FAT", get a good sleeping habit, get tidy and most important of all, do well in my studies. Help me sum1. Anyone can do.
Don't feel like cont. crapping. So that's all. Tata.
-Ic3
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Rainy day~!
After nearly a week of hazy days accompannied by the glaring sun as well as the hot environment, it finally rained. So i'm gonna finish this asap and then head for bed. So wat happen past two days? Well, i did a last 3 hrs of preparation for Trinite. Haha ^^; Got the car(a rent white kancil) at 4 and then went out with Allen to JJ to hunt for formal shirt and a tie. Costs me about RM106.80 for the shirt and the tie. And to sums up the expenditure for that nite, i used up about RM200-. T-T Rent a kancil for a day costs me RM70, drank carlsberg at GreenWorld cost me RM12, Petrol fuel costs me RM10. Trinite was so so~! Not really fun but well, it does feel like a prom nite compare to last year's one....from my own perspective that is.
So 12 hours ago we were suppose to go on a steamboat for dinner. But ended up having dinner at Newton hawker stall instead. Spent like about RM15 for the food but it's worth it~! Much better than steamboat. Next agenda was at 11:30pm where tie, li zhao, chak gor, jin rong and i went pasar borong for supper. The conversation were mostly on IT-based. Kinda boring for me but then the part about FYP(final year project) hits me. Yeah..we're gonna make up sumthing big and earn cash from it~! F*** MMU. You cna go to hell for as long as i care~! Muahahaha~!! ^-^;
Anyway..i think p-chan would be glad for the rainy day tonite. Air is cooling and it's so nice~!!! Time to sleep liaw. Haha. Guess both our wish for the rain to come finally happen ei? :-D
That's all. nites~!
So 12 hours ago we were suppose to go on a steamboat for dinner. But ended up having dinner at Newton hawker stall instead. Spent like about RM15 for the food but it's worth it~! Much better than steamboat. Next agenda was at 11:30pm where tie, li zhao, chak gor, jin rong and i went pasar borong for supper. The conversation were mostly on IT-based. Kinda boring for me but then the part about FYP(final year project) hits me. Yeah..we're gonna make up sumthing big and earn cash from it~! F*** MMU. You cna go to hell for as long as i care~! Muahahaha~!! ^-^;
Anyway..i think p-chan would be glad for the rainy day tonite. Air is cooling and it's so nice~!!! Time to sleep liaw. Haha. Guess both our wish for the rain to come finally happen ei? :-D
That's all. nites~!
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Lost my precious memories...rebuilding a new one
Current mood: swingy Currently listening to: M's - "2 beds and a coffee machine"
Okay...so i finally got a new replacement for my "dead" 40GB WD-caviar HDD. Sigh~ lost all my precious things there. But luckily i backed up the important stuff. Only things i forgot to backed up are the databases and the msg logs... oh well.
Anyway, time now is 8.14am and i just finished my w3-DOTA. It was a tough victory. But the cooperation paid off~! Managed to get the creeps to raze all the production buildings. Hahaha. fd...I pound ya first~! Come and get me dude~! ^^. Anyway, no flaming pls. 0=)
Next class in 1 hr n 45 minutes. And worst part is i haven't slept through the whole nite. Damn. Oh well...guess I'll have to stand thru this whole 8 hrs...^^;
M-chan's voice is really sweet. But unfortunately the tone of her voice sounds like she's very sad. Mayeb i'm just thinking too much. M, if u read this(which i'm sure u will), Take care ya. I might have tried to let it all go but still you're there some how. It's unexplainable that sumthing from M could turn my life upside down and back again to the way it used to be. Listening to her voice could heal my pain, loneliness but when i think back, i feel like having tons of silver arrows being shot through my body and soul. The pain is unbearable. But i know it's the path i have choze to take. So i'll walk it till the other side.
That's all for now. Gonna rest my body liaw. Jaa..
Okay...so i finally got a new replacement for my "dead" 40GB WD-caviar HDD. Sigh~ lost all my precious things there. But luckily i backed up the important stuff. Only things i forgot to backed up are the databases and the msg logs... oh well.
Anyway, time now is 8.14am and i just finished my w3-DOTA. It was a tough victory. But the cooperation paid off~! Managed to get the creeps to raze all the production buildings. Hahaha. fd...I pound ya first~! Come and get me dude~! ^^. Anyway, no flaming pls. 0=)
Next class in 1 hr n 45 minutes. And worst part is i haven't slept through the whole nite. Damn. Oh well...guess I'll have to stand thru this whole 8 hrs...^^;
M-chan's voice is really sweet. But unfortunately the tone of her voice sounds like she's very sad. Mayeb i'm just thinking too much. M, if u read this(which i'm sure u will), Take care ya. I might have tried to let it all go but still you're there some how. It's unexplainable that sumthing from M could turn my life upside down and back again to the way it used to be. Listening to her voice could heal my pain, loneliness but when i think back, i feel like having tons of silver arrows being shot through my body and soul. The pain is unbearable. But i know it's the path i have choze to take. So i'll walk it till the other side.
That's all for now. Gonna rest my body liaw. Jaa..
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Drawing with P-chan
Above is wat i did just now....just nt long. Guess who drew who? Actually the story from the drawings above is like this. I was chatting with p-chan then we talked about hairstyle. So she used the "Doodle" environment from yahoo messenger to draw to tell me wat is fringe. After that i started drawing and she did too. I drew a fox head with a tail while p-chan drew a christmas tree. /swt. Dunno why she so into x'mas. Maybe she got a very nice x'mas pressie last x'mas? Anyway, i was suppose to print screen that image when i accidentally closed teh msg. Damn~. Luckily for me, p-chan is free to draw again. Since she couldn't think of wat to draw, so i suggest that i drew her face and she drew mine. It took p-chan about 30minutes to finish the drawing. But for me...it took me like 1 hr. (T-T). Using a mouse to draw is really hard. Seriously. Summore i kept erasing the things i drew. ^-^; Anyway...that's all for now. B4 i call it a day, wanna thank p-chan again for the drawing. I post it here liaw. Hope you like it~! :-D
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
I sang for V'day~
Well...to my fellow housemates...if u hear me singing that lee hom's song with those off-tune voice of mine, u'll know that i'm singing for that sumone special. Unfortunately i'm not lucky enuf to celebrate this v'day with her. It's not because of my bloody TCP papper on that nite but of other factor like we're in a different world now. M, I nvr tot i would really be singing and recording this to you coz i know i dun have a nice voice. But there it was. There's the song for you. I dunno if u like it o not but i've tried my best in that shortest time. Happy v'day, M-chan~!
Happy V'day to you as well my dearest P-chan. May you find your other half soon.
And to Joan. Happy V'day + 2nd friendship anniversary. =-)
-Ic3
Happy V'day to you as well my dearest P-chan. May you find your other half soon.
And to Joan. Happy V'day + 2nd friendship anniversary. =-)
-Ic3
Monday, February 14, 2005
Thursday, February 10, 2005
2nd day of CNY
Here i am at my old house multi-tasking. Right hand typing the keyboard, left carrying the plate of "kolo mee", and me ears listening to the yelping of the puppies. Guess the mom's here. Going to unlock the cages and let the pups free till i finish this blog. then it'll be puppy-sitting for me. ^-^" Boy, it's such a day. So what have i done recently? Well..erm i did one friendster reply to agneslina. Wonder when am i gonna reply the real msg? Too busy lately. When to lowyat forum, Erm...study abit and went to visit a few of my relatives. Along the visiting, i ogt the chance to see a car in flame at sumwhere at 17th mile there there. Also, sumone smsed me. 0168052943 <--this should be the no. if not mistaken. I ended up being disturbed by him/her. wth? Isn't that wan lu? But how come the person keep asking me to speak malay? Sigh..oh well, if i see her online i'll ask her.
So today i'm suppose to do sum visiting. Or better yet, study. But I would rather choose option A eventhough my papers are after this week(stated in previous post). Hmm...nothing else to say except later at 6pm gonna have a smal reunion dnnner at Richmond's Place. Where else after that? Not sure.
Stopping it all for now. Though my mind has lots of things to pop up. Majorities are personel matters. So i'll just stick it in mind for the time being and then let it out on the other side of this world. Amen.
So today i'm suppose to do sum visiting. Or better yet, study. But I would rather choose option A eventhough my papers are after this week(stated in previous post). Hmm...nothing else to say except later at 6pm gonna have a smal reunion dnnner at Richmond's Place. Where else after that? Not sure.
Stopping it all for now. Though my mind has lots of things to pop up. Majorities are personel matters. So i'll just stick it in mind for the time being and then let it out on the other side of this world. Amen.
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
HAPPY Chinese New Year~!!
"Xin Nian Lai Le...." Well.. CNY is bak here again. Alas i've not much time to describe musch about it yet. Since my day back to kuching, God had bear 8 cute puppies consisting of 2 females and 6 males into my family. All with it's very own unique characteristics. Among them, one is a "whinner" named D.D., a sleepy head, an active and very curious pup, a fatso, and many more.
Next is an update on my current life. Let's see...I re injured my knee AGAIN during a recent bball match. So i guess this time i really have to start going to gym to traing my knee. Dunno what's gonna happen if i dun strengthen my knee. T-T
Hm...wat else... oh ya, for ROSE, finally i got a chance to play in union war. Though i died like 10 times, i manage to kill 1. Well, better than nothing rite? Furthermore the enemies there were like lvl70-90. And i'm only 57. Sigh. When i gonna be like sonoko who's now almost lvl 70? Have to train harder n die lesser.
Tomolo's CNY but not even a single visiting plan is set up yet. Maybe i'll go check in yahoo groups later on to plan. :) Check M-chan's blog today. And her latest post was about twins. hmmm.........interesting topic ei? Wonder where is my twin? If i see him, I sure gonna duel him in bball first~! Then later talk. Hehe.
Guess that's all for now. With CNY getting nearer, my inbox is full with smses. Wonder when i'm gonna get the chance to upgrade my sim card? Currently i can store only like 10 sms at most. Sigh. Hope i can buy a new hp by then. :-D
Tat's all for now. jaa mata.
Next is an update on my current life. Let's see...I re injured my knee AGAIN during a recent bball match. So i guess this time i really have to start going to gym to traing my knee. Dunno what's gonna happen if i dun strengthen my knee. T-T
Hm...wat else... oh ya, for ROSE, finally i got a chance to play in union war. Though i died like 10 times, i manage to kill 1. Well, better than nothing rite? Furthermore the enemies there were like lvl70-90. And i'm only 57. Sigh. When i gonna be like sonoko who's now almost lvl 70? Have to train harder n die lesser.
Tomolo's CNY but not even a single visiting plan is set up yet. Maybe i'll go check in yahoo groups later on to plan. :) Check M-chan's blog today. And her latest post was about twins. hmmm.........interesting topic ei? Wonder where is my twin? If i see him, I sure gonna duel him in bball first~! Then later talk. Hehe.
Guess that's all for now. With CNY getting nearer, my inbox is full with smses. Wonder when i'm gonna get the chance to upgrade my sim card? Currently i can store only like 10 sms at most. Sigh. Hope i can buy a new hp by then. :-D
Tat's all for now. jaa mata.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
2.55am--Time CRISIS
okay...gotta make this fast. Since i nid a good sleep and erm...wake up at 8:30am and meet my cuz at 9:30am at petronas there. i still got lots of things to do. eating raisins rite now coz they aren't any other snack i can eat. Summore i lazy to cook. Anyway, pack all my stuffs dy, Got my new year clothes, pants; and burnt the cds, prepared the cash for the journey. Planning to bring my dad's camera back but in the end i think i'll just skip it. Dun want to bring too much for this one week in kuching. And i dun think dad will nid the camera that soon also.
So what else have i not done? Hm...reply alicia's friendster msg which i've postponed for more than 3 days. ^^;. paiseh ar alica. Guess that's all for now. Tomolo have to remind myself to check n close all the windows, lock the doors...erm...take off the gas tube...wat else...hmmm........i'll think about it later. Anyway, that's all for now. I'll write more once i'm back kuching. hoopefully i have time then. Coz i have to study during thsi one week coz after this break, it's the mid-term exam. =-=|| damn....
oh well..signing off~!
jaamata ~!
So what else have i not done? Hm...reply alicia's friendster msg which i've postponed for more than 3 days. ^^;. paiseh ar alica. Guess that's all for now. Tomolo have to remind myself to check n close all the windows, lock the doors...erm...take off the gas tube...wat else...hmmm........i'll think about it later. Anyway, that's all for now. I'll write more once i'm back kuching. hoopefully i have time then. Coz i have to study during thsi one week coz after this break, it's the mid-term exam. =-=|| damn....
oh well..signing off~!
jaamata ~!
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
26, January 2005 Wednesday 7.55am
Track currently playing: 你爱我还是他-陶喆
Current problems: low in cash ^^;
Later on will be my quiz for TRM2191 and i just woke up not long. gonna study after i finish this blog and get my bath, brush my teeth and get myself a breakfast.
So what have been happening lately? Well, actually quite a few. Just that i dunno where to start. So i guess i'll just type out what i can remember for now and forget the rest.; whether it's a happy thing o not.
First of all, i wonder why m-chan stopped writing her blog? Been quite a while adi since she last wrote sumthing concerning insomnia. Hmm.....maybe this can help my buddy out. He's been having sumthing like insomnia lately. should send this link to him. *nods head*.
Second, would like to thank p-chan who would most of the time be there when i need her. And thanx for ur phrase that reminds me of sumting sweet, "Anyone knows why is there a gap between our fingers? If know msg me ^^".
Reminds me of that time back in Tun Jugah. Reminds me a lot of sweet memories. ^^. Well, the souvenir from that memory is still with me here. And i'm keeping it very well.
3rd, thank my brethens in UA 3-09(forgot ur apartment address. But u know who u guys are lah hor?), Mr. Hak n Mr. Hamster(stupid hamster-muahahahaha) for yesterday's pleasent dinner. Thanx for the company.
4th, would like to thank my housemate, Alien(Allen Ang) for following me to bball court to watch the girl's training. Paiseh ar...i kena tipu by my friend liaw....grrrr ~! Ah peh~!!! Mana ada ah moi cantik sana? All pok chop de~
5th, Sending gratitude to housemates again-> 小弟弟 win-san(vincent chai) for da games n lemon(Raymond Kuek) for tuition without tuition fees~!! ^^
6th, Erm............thank everybody lah....My family, my buddies, other friends, the mmu staffs, mmu workers, the facilities, the food....guess should be all.
Oh ya....THANK ME OSO. And achievement for this year so far would be killing a cockcroach on 24th January. i was just about to sleep when win-san came in and ask me to "show my skills?". Next thing i know was that there's a cockcroach in their room. Oh well... piece of cake. Anyone nid a roach-buster? I give fast and clean service. Reminder:: Make sure u have a good flusher. Else i bbq the roach like last time. ^^;
hmm......after reviewing what i typed, i once find out agian that i'm crapping again. Sigh.... Maybe next time i'll just draw and scan. Would be great ei? :D
Current problems: low in cash ^^;
Later on will be my quiz for TRM2191 and i just woke up not long. gonna study after i finish this blog and get my bath, brush my teeth and get myself a breakfast.
So what have been happening lately? Well, actually quite a few. Just that i dunno where to start. So i guess i'll just type out what i can remember for now and forget the rest.; whether it's a happy thing o not.
First of all, i wonder why m-chan stopped writing her blog? Been quite a while adi since she last wrote sumthing concerning insomnia. Hmm.....maybe this can help my buddy out. He's been having sumthing like insomnia lately. should send this link to him. *nods head*.
Second, would like to thank p-chan who would most of the time be there when i need her. And thanx for ur phrase that reminds me of sumting sweet, "Anyone knows why is there a gap between our fingers? If know msg me ^^".
Reminds me of that time back in Tun Jugah. Reminds me a lot of sweet memories. ^^. Well, the souvenir from that memory is still with me here. And i'm keeping it very well.
3rd, thank my brethens in UA 3-09(forgot ur apartment address. But u know who u guys are lah hor?), Mr. Hak n Mr. Hamster(stupid hamster-muahahahaha) for yesterday's pleasent dinner. Thanx for the company.
4th, would like to thank my housemate, Alien(Allen Ang) for following me to bball court to watch the girl's training. Paiseh ar...i kena tipu by my friend liaw....grrrr ~! Ah peh~!!! Mana ada ah moi cantik sana? All pok chop de~
5th, Sending gratitude to housemates again-> 小弟弟 win-san(vincent chai) for da games n lemon(Raymond Kuek) for tuition without tuition fees~!! ^^
6th, Erm............thank everybody lah....My family, my buddies, other friends, the mmu staffs, mmu workers, the facilities, the food....guess should be all.
Oh ya....THANK ME OSO. And achievement for this year so far would be killing a cockcroach on 24th January. i was just about to sleep when win-san came in and ask me to "show my skills?". Next thing i know was that there's a cockcroach in their room. Oh well... piece of cake. Anyone nid a roach-buster? I give fast and clean service. Reminder:: Make sure u have a good flusher. Else i bbq the roach like last time. ^^;
hmm......after reviewing what i typed, i once find out agian that i'm crapping again. Sigh.... Maybe next time i'll just draw and scan. Would be great ei? :D
Friday, January 21, 2005
Supposedly
Planned to start study this afternoon but turn out that i didn't. Been doing other stuff mostly related with forums. Luckily i didn't touch rose. Else i would really be dead. Wat to do now? wat to do now? Head's dizzy maybe due to the hot weather. Then again it should be due to the reason that i haven't eaten any decent meal since this morning. Had about 5-6 slices of crackers and water and also 2 tablets of B-complex just now.
Woke up at 9am though. Wish i had a car rite now so i could go out and hunt for food. But that's unlikely possible coz i'm not stayin forever in mlk. Will be heading back homeland in sarawak once i graduated.
Wonder if i'm gonna study today? Well, let's see then. Hopefully i will.
Signing of now. Going to get a rest. Call it as hiubernate till dinner time.
Woke up at 9am though. Wish i had a car rite now so i could go out and hunt for food. But that's unlikely possible coz i'm not stayin forever in mlk. Will be heading back homeland in sarawak once i graduated.
Wonder if i'm gonna study today? Well, let's see then. Hopefully i will.
Signing of now. Going to get a rest. Call it as hiubernate till dinner time.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
ROSE~!! I'm addicted to you~!
Currently listen to:: X-Japan=> Forever Love (Piano Version)
There's no denying now that i'm totally 100% addicted to ROSE. This is bad. Wonder when am i gonna get rid of addiction. Haven;t been sleeping well lately all coz of playing ROSE. My timezone is really messed up. Even I can feel my body not functioning to the fullest.
Midterm is next week and i've not even studied a single bit. This kind of situation reminds me of my beta third sem. Hope it's not really gonna happen to me again. Pray not~!
Just ended ROSE about minutes ago with my hawker reaching lvl 50. Boy was does it really take a long time for me to level. Spent about 10 hours playing it and i just lvled 5 lvl. So now i'm able to get a cart license so i can drive my car. But I dun have the zuly to get the parts..... oh dang... there goes me.
Next class starts in about 2 hours. So maybe i'll get a bit of rest till then. Just lay on the bed and close my eyes and yet be alert of my alarm coming from me nokia 3310 handphone. YEah...3310 is a very old phone. I do plan to get a new one but so far low in cash. Really dunno how i manage to spent that much on food. And yet i'm so skinny.
So how was my days recently? Well, it's great. Considering that i didn't have the sufficient sleep and yet i still manage to walk to class, walk back, and even play basketball. Thank lord my knee manage to withstand the tense as i run and turn rapidly. Maybe in a few more weeks i'll try if my knee can withstand my landing impact. Then i'll try jumping. And if both is okay, then i'll try to get back my lay-up skills back. Hopefully it wouldn't be a problem.
Anyway, here's a few shots of today's game.
I'm sitting and these little creeps(about 20+ of them) can't even pinch me
.
There's no denying now that i'm totally 100% addicted to ROSE. This is bad. Wonder when am i gonna get rid of addiction. Haven;t been sleeping well lately all coz of playing ROSE. My timezone is really messed up. Even I can feel my body not functioning to the fullest.
Midterm is next week and i've not even studied a single bit. This kind of situation reminds me of my beta third sem. Hope it's not really gonna happen to me again. Pray not~!
Just ended ROSE about minutes ago with my hawker reaching lvl 50. Boy was does it really take a long time for me to level. Spent about 10 hours playing it and i just lvled 5 lvl. So now i'm able to get a cart license so i can drive my car. But I dun have the zuly to get the parts..... oh dang... there goes me.
Next class starts in about 2 hours. So maybe i'll get a bit of rest till then. Just lay on the bed and close my eyes and yet be alert of my alarm coming from me nokia 3310 handphone. YEah...3310 is a very old phone. I do plan to get a new one but so far low in cash. Really dunno how i manage to spent that much on food. And yet i'm so skinny.
So how was my days recently? Well, it's great. Considering that i didn't have the sufficient sleep and yet i still manage to walk to class, walk back, and even play basketball. Thank lord my knee manage to withstand the tense as i run and turn rapidly. Maybe in a few more weeks i'll try if my knee can withstand my landing impact. Then i'll try jumping. And if both is okay, then i'll try to get back my lay-up skills back. Hopefully it wouldn't be a problem.
Anyway, here's a few shots of today's game.
I'm sitting and these little creeps(about 20+ of them) can't even pinch me
.
Monday, January 17, 2005
R-O-S-E
Since 4th of January 2005, i got myself addicted to a very unique online game called Rush On Seven Episode(ROSE in short). It's created by Gravity, creators of R.O. along with Triggersoft. Both companies i think are from Korea since RO was a korean game.To rate this game, i would give it a rating of 10/10 for graphics, 9/10 for gameplay, music of 6/10 and an overall rating of 8/10. ^0^
It's a nice game and to me, it's addictive. Been a long time since i got myself addicted to these sorts of games. Come to think of it, Ragnarok Online was my last game(played it during my last sem break back in november). And because of this game, sadly i have to say that I've not been having a decent sleep lately. Kept sleeping at 12noon for the past three days(eversince friday nite). I've also haven't been studying and my life is spent more on this. OMG~! Gotta get rid of this game ASAP~!!
Below are some pics of my characters in ROSE.:::
Me with an orc bow(2) Me with a hand rake
(From left to right:: my friend Wei Han, my muse character and another malaccan cybercafe boss.) ^-^ U can oso meet people in online games~!
[PS: the monster behind is an easy KILL. For my hawker's lvl that is. ^0^]
Nekochan and Me (Found this elegant character lying in the field so i chatted a few with her.)
See how addictive it is? Even Chak plays this game. Lolz~!! (I tot it was him coz of that ID. Still not sure though. Should get Lawrence to ask him.)
So i guess this is all for now. Will update the others later. ciao~!
It's a nice game and to me, it's addictive. Been a long time since i got myself addicted to these sorts of games. Come to think of it, Ragnarok Online was my last game(played it during my last sem break back in november). And because of this game, sadly i have to say that I've not been having a decent sleep lately. Kept sleeping at 12noon for the past three days(eversince friday nite). I've also haven't been studying and my life is spent more on this. OMG~! Gotta get rid of this game ASAP~!!
Below are some pics of my characters in ROSE.:::
Me with an orc bow(2) Me with a hand rake
(From left to right:: my friend Wei Han, my muse character and another malaccan cybercafe boss.) ^-^ U can oso meet people in online games~!
[PS: the monster behind is an easy KILL. For my hawker's lvl that is. ^0^]
Nekochan and Me (Found this elegant character lying in the field so i chatted a few with her.)
See how addictive it is? Even Chak plays this game. Lolz~!! (I tot it was him coz of that ID. Still not sure though. Should get Lawrence to ask him.)
So i guess this is all for now. Will update the others later. ciao~!
Saturday, January 15, 2005
I'm Glad today.
Ntg special happen but i'm just glad that i finally see a smile today.
Anyway, check out this flash here.
Anyway, check out this flash here.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
RESTLESS II
6:49am Wednesday 12th January 2005
Check out the song above. It's cool. I didn't upload it for you guys/galz to listen here coz i'm LAZY~! Haha~! So if you ppl wanna listen to it, go find it.
Here i am again restless. Out of no reason. Been having slight problem lately. Mostly personal. Mostly about myself. And unless i'm able to solve it, unless i'm able to clear my mind, my doubts, I'll not be able to have a decent rest. And no decent rest will equals to no basketball game. So the programming code function will go sumthing like this(comment if i'm wrong. Been out of the programming thingy for a long time).
So up there is my programming codes. I'm sure there's bugs to be fix over there. So any readers reading this, comment pls~!
7:04am
The sun just got up so i have two choice rite now. Stay awake untill all my class are over(ends at 5pm) or i could lie on the bed after this and hope i manage to get at least sum rest(though being able to sleep would be better) now and wake up at 11am, get myself ready and go for class. Option A would be the best choice so far. Let's see how it works out.
------------------------------------------------------------------> *new line
So what have i been doing recently? Well, nothing much except games! games! games! My current online game R[ush] O[n] S[even] E[pisode] had been a serious addiction. Damn. When i gonna get out of this gaming world. Cant seem to get enuf o get over it. Unless i got myself involved in basketball. But how am i gonna get myself involve in bball in this condition? ARGH~!!! Headache~! Headache~! Tolong~! S-O-S~!
Anyway, Sin Lin drew me Kakashi~! It's so cool~! Wish i have more meat. That way maybe i can cosplay become Kakashi. Haha~! Can hardly imagine how would i look like. Maybe i should try it one day?
M-chan just had her state exam yesterday and seems that she didn't do quite well. Dun be sad M-chan,. People makes mistakes. And certain deaths are caused by mistakes, though rare. But i'm sure if you don't give up, you'll one day succeed and be the best doctor there is around.
7:18am
time to hit the bed. So till now i guess. Jaa~!
-Ic3
Currently listening to: RYAN CABRERA - TRUE
Check out the song above. It's cool. I didn't upload it for you guys/galz to listen here coz i'm LAZY~! Haha~! So if you ppl wanna listen to it, go find it.
Here i am again restless. Out of no reason. Been having slight problem lately. Mostly personal. Mostly about myself. And unless i'm able to solve it, unless i'm able to clear my mind, my doubts, I'll not be able to have a decent rest. And no decent rest will equals to no basketball game. So the programming code function will go sumthing like this(comment if i'm wrong. Been out of the programming thingy for a long time).
main()
{
int x, y;
x= not_enuf_sleep;
y= bball;
cout<<"Did you sleep well today?"/n; cout<<"yes=1 no=0"/n; cin>>x;
cout<<"Do you plan to play basketball today?"/n; cout<<"yes=1 no=0"/n/n; cin>>y;
cout<<"Calculating.....please wait"; system(pause); { if(not_enuf_sleep=1;bball=0) cout<<"Go for it~! Just Do It~!"; else if (not_enuf_sleep=1;bball=1 ) cout<<"What the hell? You wanna get yourself injured or sumthing?"; }}
So up there is my programming codes. I'm sure there's bugs to be fix over there. So any readers reading this, comment pls~!
7:04am
The sun just got up so i have two choice rite now. Stay awake untill all my class are over(ends at 5pm) or i could lie on the bed after this and hope i manage to get at least sum rest(though being able to sleep would be better) now and wake up at 11am, get myself ready and go for class. Option A would be the best choice so far. Let's see how it works out.
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So what have i been doing recently? Well, nothing much except games! games! games! My current online game R[ush] O[n] S[even] E[pisode] had been a serious addiction. Damn. When i gonna get out of this gaming world. Cant seem to get enuf o get over it. Unless i got myself involved in basketball. But how am i gonna get myself involve in bball in this condition? ARGH~!!! Headache~! Headache~! Tolong~! S-O-S~!
Anyway, Sin Lin drew me Kakashi~! It's so cool~! Wish i have more meat. That way maybe i can cosplay become Kakashi. Haha~! Can hardly imagine how would i look like. Maybe i should try it one day?
M-chan just had her state exam yesterday and seems that she didn't do quite well. Dun be sad M-chan,. People makes mistakes. And certain deaths are caused by mistakes, though rare. But i'm sure if you don't give up, you'll one day succeed and be the best doctor there is around.
7:18am
time to hit the bed. So till now i guess. Jaa~!
-Ic3
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Rewriting myself
Eversince the new sem started, I've been an idle person. Maybe coz it's a new year and i've no new resolution yet. Life did say that people without an objective will walk a dark path. This seems to make more of a sense but just looking at me. So rite before i sleep, I'm gonna make resolutions for myself. It's time i rewrite myself. Forget about the past. there is nothing in the past for me to ponder and be glad of anymore. This is the 2005 and my resolutions are::
1- Get a better result from the previous semester. This includes upgrading my GCPA to 3.00 and above.
2- Stop my attitude of doing things last minute. Time to finish what i've started and time to get serious. 2005 is not 2004 and the year before it. If i dun change, I'll never be happy. If i don't be happy, I'll not be living my life at all.
3- Skipping class is bad for my studies. So from this day onwards. I shalt skip no more classes nor tutorials.
4- Take good care of my body. My soul may be strong. But a soul without a strong body is like a snail without a shell. The next time i collapse, I might never be able rise again. Then i may not be able to see HER anymore.
5- I've made a decision to get into this business. And the main reason is so i could fulfill my 3 years promise to Moscow. I'm gonna get enuf cash to go to Moscow, go to RSMU, and go to find HER. That is why i got into this thing in the first place. What happens next will be decided later.
6- Cherish everyone that is around me. I should start keeping in touch with my old mates. I know that lately i've been keeping myself from the outside world. It's time for this old fox saint to get out from his den. So this will be my ressurection. It's time i get to meet more people. Whether it is a guy o a gal.
7- Games! Games! Games! Should quit it all. But it would be boring if i just let it go. So imma shorten down my time on gaming. Like gaming an hour per day unless i'm superbly free.
SEVEN is her favourite number.
But SEVEN is connected with alot of things. It ressembles the lucky number(though my lucky number is 22). It also ressemble the DEADLY SINS::
GLUTTONY
GREED
PRIDE
SLOTH
LUST
ENVY
WRATH
But whatever 7 may represent, I do not care. It's time to care for what is most important. And my 7 resolutions are important.
1- Get a better result from the previous semester. This includes upgrading my GCPA to 3.00 and above.
2- Stop my attitude of doing things last minute. Time to finish what i've started and time to get serious. 2005 is not 2004 and the year before it. If i dun change, I'll never be happy. If i don't be happy, I'll not be living my life at all.
3- Skipping class is bad for my studies. So from this day onwards. I shalt skip no more classes nor tutorials.
4- Take good care of my body. My soul may be strong. But a soul without a strong body is like a snail without a shell. The next time i collapse, I might never be able rise again. Then i may not be able to see HER anymore.
5- I've made a decision to get into this business. And the main reason is so i could fulfill my 3 years promise to Moscow. I'm gonna get enuf cash to go to Moscow, go to RSMU, and go to find HER. That is why i got into this thing in the first place. What happens next will be decided later.
6- Cherish everyone that is around me. I should start keeping in touch with my old mates. I know that lately i've been keeping myself from the outside world. It's time for this old fox saint to get out from his den. So this will be my ressurection. It's time i get to meet more people. Whether it is a guy o a gal.
7- Games! Games! Games! Should quit it all. But it would be boring if i just let it go. So imma shorten down my time on gaming. Like gaming an hour per day unless i'm superbly free.
SEVEN is her favourite number.
But SEVEN is connected with alot of things. It ressembles the lucky number(though my lucky number is 22). It also ressemble the DEADLY SINS::
GLUTTONY
GREED
PRIDE
SLOTH
LUST
ENVY
WRATH
But whatever 7 may represent, I do not care. It's time to care for what is most important. And my 7 resolutions are important.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Sumthing wrong with blogger? O is it my browser?
5:44am January 04,2005 Tuesday
Man...what the heck? Sumthing wrong with blogger or isit stupid Streamyx? and LyriCool as well. Damn...Oh well...
I'm supposed to be in bed sleeping and waking up at 7am for my tutorial class. but here i am once again; restless. Then again, i just finish playing ROSE(Rush On Seven Episode) and couldn't get myself to sleep. Maybe it's M-chan's blog that makes me wanna blog again. :)
Just 24hrs ago, I finally met another friend of m-chan. Well, not really a real friend but she did talk to him over the phone. And that was like in 2001. Man, tell me how long is that? And i had this opportunity to find out. This is way kewl. Felt like being in smallville. Only thing that differs is that there's no SUPERMAN!! ^-^" So who is this guy i mention about? Well, it's none other than Allen Ang ........(never get to know his last name still ^.^" ); my housemate. Haha. I found out about it when i told him my past where i would visit M-chan at "southern bakery" everytime i had the chance. But alas....I didn't went there much. And i remembered that one of the time i went there, I took a bus(second o third time experience taking bus) there from the main post office to the bakery shop with a gift for her. She was surprise when i came into the bakery i guess. But i knew that i'm glad to have met her. So what happen next was i hand the gift over to her, chat with her a few then took bus back i think. Felt great that day. Too bad i didn't wrote it into my diary. I stopped writing my diary eversince form 5 ended i think.
I finally smile manage to smile when i look at M-chan's pic. Been a while since i felt that slight happiness inside me again. I was feeling restless the other nite dunno for what reason. But then later on, the feeling was gone. I think i should thank Mentos for chilling it away. Since i dun like smoking, so might as well use mentos as another option. Just hope i don't get addicted to mentos. Or i'll be having diabetes before i get old.
Chatted with p-chan for a while today. She just reached back from badminton and was telling me baout her hair cut. Too bad she re-cut her hair before i got the chance to see the china doll-like hair she had. But nvm. There's always another time. That i believe.
I guess that's all for now. Alister shares a song by 胡彦彬(Anson Hu Yan Bin) to me. Song title is 目不轉睛(Mu Bu Zhuan Jing). ENJOY~
lyrics::
Man...what the heck? Sumthing wrong with blogger or isit stupid Streamyx? and LyriCool as well. Damn...Oh well...
I'm supposed to be in bed sleeping and waking up at 7am for my tutorial class. but here i am once again; restless. Then again, i just finish playing ROSE(Rush On Seven Episode) and couldn't get myself to sleep. Maybe it's M-chan's blog that makes me wanna blog again. :)
Just 24hrs ago, I finally met another friend of m-chan. Well, not really a real friend but she did talk to him over the phone. And that was like in 2001. Man, tell me how long is that? And i had this opportunity to find out. This is way kewl. Felt like being in smallville. Only thing that differs is that there's no SUPERMAN!! ^-^" So who is this guy i mention about? Well, it's none other than Allen Ang ........(never get to know his last name still ^.^" ); my housemate. Haha. I found out about it when i told him my past where i would visit M-chan at "southern bakery" everytime i had the chance. But alas....I didn't went there much. And i remembered that one of the time i went there, I took a bus(second o third time experience taking bus) there from the main post office to the bakery shop with a gift for her. She was surprise when i came into the bakery i guess. But i knew that i'm glad to have met her. So what happen next was i hand the gift over to her, chat with her a few then took bus back i think. Felt great that day. Too bad i didn't wrote it into my diary. I stopped writing my diary eversince form 5 ended i think.
I finally smile manage to smile when i look at M-chan's pic. Been a while since i felt that slight happiness inside me again. I was feeling restless the other nite dunno for what reason. But then later on, the feeling was gone. I think i should thank Mentos for chilling it away. Since i dun like smoking, so might as well use mentos as another option. Just hope i don't get addicted to mentos. Or i'll be having diabetes before i get old.
Chatted with p-chan for a while today. She just reached back from badminton and was telling me baout her hair cut. Too bad she re-cut her hair before i got the chance to see the china doll-like hair she had. But nvm. There's always another time. That i believe.
I guess that's all for now. Alister shares a song by 胡彦彬(Anson Hu Yan Bin) to me. Song title is 目不轉睛(Mu Bu Zhuan Jing). ENJOY~
lyrics::
我愛你 好大的口氣 自己都心虛
只會傻傻看你 話講不完一句
緊湊微笑魔法和招呼手勢
一系列動作我都牢牢記心底
還有誰讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛
我不明白到底什麼原因 下一秒說愛你
原諒我的情不自禁
你好嗎 委婉的語氣 你的問候語
每次都會讓我 再三回味不已
晴天陰天雨天和有風天氣
看著你空氣都有新鮮的氣息
還有誰讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛
你就是讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛
我不明白到底什麼原因 下一秒擁抱你
原諒我的情不自禁 這一句我愛你
說了千萬遍在心裡
Monday, January 03, 2005
Two songs to describe how i feel today.
I don't feel like writing these few days. Dunno why. But after tonite's conversation with m-chan, I just wanna share this two songs to you readers. This is for M-chan.
Msg to M-chan:: I know u can't read this blog yet. But when u do, this both songs represent me to you. I do not know what the future holds. But i'm taking this chance, making this choice, just because i believe.
Amen.
Below are the two songs i mentioned from 王力宏 (Wang Lee Hom)::
This is his latest album
Forever Love
一首簡單的歌
PS: get the lyrics from here
Msg to M-chan:: I know u can't read this blog yet. But when u do, this both songs represent me to you. I do not know what the future holds. But i'm taking this chance, making this choice, just because i believe.
Amen.
Below are the two songs i mentioned from 王力宏 (Wang Lee Hom)::
This is his latest album
心中的日月
Forever Love
一首簡單的歌
PS: get the lyrics from here
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