Cyberjay

Currently i'm at cyberjaya now, spending my break hanging out with my brethens. I'm not sure when will i see them again after i graduate mid of august this year. Rightn ow i'm unofficially graduated. I did my last papers and i think they were okay. Though my carry marks are kinda low. So it kinda bothers me as well.

There's so many things running thru my mind right now. So many things happening right now as i'm typing. My friend, ivan, is training for his gig performance this sunday, mun, taking his bath and maybe thinking of his "u-know-who", simmy...dono apa dia buat kat sana(means dono what he's doing over his place in malay). And ezriq, my new friend who is either taking his bath or ironing his working shirt for tomorrow while waiting for us to crash into his place. xD

So how long have i been in cyberjaya? Well, a day after my final paper. Took the afternoon bus and reached CJ(cyberjaya) at about 5pm sumthing. It was luck that day; either that it's freaking fate that got me to meet mun after months. I was suppose to stayed at see ying's place and waited for mun to come back from work before moving to stay over his place for the time being. But somehow, on the way to cyberjaya, there comes kah mun walking into the bus. And there was that surprise in his eyes as he tot i would've reached cj earlier. It was cool. how often do you get to meet your heng tai lidat? ^^"

First nite, we had a small dinner at see ying's place. I took a few pictures but sadly i didn't bring the cable to plug it into the pc. Dang. Anyway, that small dinner consists of me, kah mun, sim, see ying and yuan ping(wan ping). After dinner, we went back to take a bath before going for a stroll around putrajaya. At putrajay, they were having a rehersal for the "colours of Malaysia" which was going to be held the day after. the event was cool.. i guess. i didn't went for the evnt as i was in one U with friends wataching Pirated of the Carribean 3: At world's end. It was quite good how johnny depp acted. i laughed at the part where the rock became the crabs. But the kissing part between orlando bloom and keira knightley was kinda lame though. You will know once u read it. After the movie, we hanged out at ss2 murni. and after that asia cafe at subang to play pool n fooseball. and then there left 3 of us(ezriq, mun n i). We had an enjoyable nite.

On sunday, we just stayed in cyberia, took lunch n supper there. in the evening, mun's chief-tenant's boyfriend, aiman bought a new basketball back. So to the court we went. though i couldn't perform 100%, my team won all the games. ^^"

Aiman's back and i think it's time to let go the laptop (:P) . So that's all from me. c ya guys soon~ :P

~>MJ

Why make friends?

According to our famous online encyclopedia, 'el WIKIPEDIA, Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behaviour between two or more humans.

It is undeniable in the fact that the more friends we have, the harder it will be in maintaining it. A lot of time is needed to keep track of friends' life, knowing about how they are doing, and offering a helping hand in times of trouble. Friendship is a bothersome. So why make friends?

REMEMBER. Put in mind that friendship is also a type of relationship. It's just a bit lower level compare to boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. And because it is a relationship, it involves love and commitment between two individuals; you and him/her. If either of you are not putting effort updating each other, as days pass, as time flies, the strength of the bond will become weaker. Unless of course both parties really trusts and have faith with each other. Just like how you put your trust and believes in them. Sometimes we even 'psycho' ourselves that the things we do are the right thing. "BELIEVE" "HAVE FAITH"

There are a few level of friendship; for my case, there's 3:

hi-bye friends(level 3),

potential friends(level 2),

and brotherhood/sisterhood("heng tai zhi mui" in my dictionary)(level 1).

Not sure about you guys and girls la.

Friendship, unlike relationship has their advantages, drawbacks and effects. Advantages that are available to you will depend on the level of friendship that are between you and your fellow mates. If the relationship is very good, you can share with them almost anything. And you will feel at ease, doing what you want to do in front of them; as to them, "you are you". You are not a tool; but a true friend.

Friendship, if fallen into the wrong clutches, is disastrous. There are people who take "friendship"not as a gift but as a tool to achieve what they want. I won't deny that i've never done this before. But it all depends on the situation. Always "give and more and take less". That is true friendship. If a friend takes more than what he gives, then he may just be your enemy. And you have a high chances of falling into a victim. And if you do, you will be fallen into the pits of hell, filled with anger, despair, hatred and maybe not even recognize yourself anymore. You will lose trust in others that treated you well, thinking " they want something from me."

When a friendship ends, the effect will be dependent on the friendship level that are between you and your friend. In level 3 friendship, you can lose a friend and yet almost feel no pain at all. As for level 2, losing them will be like losing a gamble. Because you do not know if they are your friends or enemies. And for level 1, losing them is almost like losing your identity. Well... almost like that. Imagine your best buddy of 10 years making you a scapegoat which ended you up in prison. Or your best buddy cheating on you with your girlfriend? Now ain't that hell? >.<" Friends comes and goes.

As we grow older, our circle of friends grows smaller. I've been there. I'm not the type that can survive alone. Therefore i need friends. Therefore, I am always seeking out new people to meet with. Regardless of their background. Just as long as they do not have a hidden agenda. At least you know that when you are in deep shit, somebody will get a shovel and dig u out of it. :P

Anyway, this should explains why is friendship important and why should we make friends. ~>MJ

True Beauty

True Beauty

by Chad A Booher

Beauty is a thing seldom seen
No one sees it because no one looks
Or at least not in the right place
Beauty is held by all
Within the soul it lies
Waiting to come out to the surface
Only it can't
Beauty is suppressed by the evils of the world
Only love can bring beauty out
Once seen
Beauty never hides again
Not even hatred can deny beauty
Of it's true design
Beauty although possessed by all
Will only ever be truly seen by few
And fewer yet will ever see
One of the most beautiful sights
The beauty held by you

I suddenly thought of this phrase "true beauty" and decided to google it. And it led me to a wedding accessories website. Hmm.... is that an omen? nah~. i'm not to be married till i'm 28 at least. Hopefully by then i'll be financial stable and earning an annual income of RM100K. Then i'd have a son and a daugther. :D

Anyway, enuf crapping for now.. gotta get back to my study. exam in a few more days. can't play now. >.<" I'll blog more after i'm done with my finals.

PS: this is for @nG3L, regardless of what happens, i still think you are beautiful. :)

Am3n

~>MJ

I think I'm gonna be alone again

Sad to say this. But seems like i've been receiving bad omen. If that's true, then i guess that when the time comes, i'll have to let go. They say true love is when your are able to let go, and at the same time willing to suffer for that loss. It is to understand why you lost it. And to tell to yourself that it is for the best of both. Right now, I just don't feel well. Some times i wish these sculptures i built would just crumble and drag me along with them. Feels like hell here. A cold hell.




Am3n
~>MJ

Can you name 10 ppl?

I got this from a bulleting posted up in Friendster. Being bored and finding it interesting. I just took part in it. xD Here's what i think about these 10 ppl in my mind.

1. kah mun
2. jasmine
3. corine
4. sim
5. johnny
6. kelvin
7. ai ling
8. mike
9. kim hang
10. lawrence

How'd u meet 3?
-in class. same groupmate.. was in chee ai ling's gang. xD

What would you do if you had never met
number 1?
-I would never know that my other half actually existed? xD

What would you do if 6 and 2 were
going out?
- i think i'll be shock.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-as far i remember, nope... dun think i ever want to.

Where did you meet number 10?
-st3 prom nite(utopia nite rite?)

How do you know 8?
-he just happen to lurk in my class everytime during recess abck in highschool. Cool guy. U can see him on tv8 every sunday 10:30pm. xD

What do you think about 7?
-i scare of her one. Dun wanna make her angry. But she's a nice friend oso.

What would you do if 5 confessed they
loved you?
-sorry johnny, u may be the first guy i met during class in mmu, but i'm not gay. -D' End

A fact/or something about 9
-a reliable guy.

Who is 2 going out with?
-i wish i knew. Maybe it's better not to know. xD

What's 4 do for a living?
-i know he's still a student. Working part time in cyberjaya maybe.

Would you ever live with number 8?
-Of course. Cool guy to be with man. xD

Where does 3 live?
-penang island.

What do you like about number 1?
-this guy can fish almost any chick out. One hell of a sweet talker.

Is 2 your best friend?
-used to... i guess.

Do you miss number 3?
-saying no will be a total lie. She's my daugther~.

What is your opinion of number 5?
-a religious guy.

Is 10 a power ranger?
-i'm not sure. But i know he is semi-otaku. xD

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