Feeling Shitty

Honestly, i have no idea at all what's happening to me lately. I just feel so small and so moody. Just felt like slamming my laptop and destroying anything that crossed my path. But alas, that is not my nature. Sigh~

Sometimes being good just gets u into a shithole. Especially when u're doing business. I understand that nothing is right nor wrong. But then how come all the things i do, only the wrong shows up? What a nice feedback!.

I tried to went to bed earlier on but only to be laying on the bed with my thoughts on my last relationship. Just cant really get my mind off her. Gee. this totally sucks.

And to you my fellow friends who thinks i'm living a good life. You're totally wrong. MY life seems better than yours because it just comes to happen that thay day u had a shittier day than me.

AMEN.

God Bless you all and Take CARE.

I ma gonna try get some shut eyes. Nites world~