Wednesday, January 26, 2005

26, January 2005 Wednesday 7.55am

Track currently playing: 你爱我还是他-陶

Current problems: low in cash ^^;

Later on will be my quiz for TRM2191 and i just woke up not long. gonna study after i finish this blog and get my bath, brush my teeth and get myself a breakfast.

So what have been happening lately? Well, actually quite a few. Just that i dunno where to start. So i guess i'll just type out what i can remember for now and forget the rest.; whether it's a happy thing o not.

First of all, i wonder why m-chan stopped writing her blog? Been quite a while adi since she last wrote sumthing concerning insomnia. Hmm.....maybe this can help my buddy out. He's been having sumthing like insomnia lately. should send this link to him. *nods head*.

Second, would like to thank p-chan who would most of the time be there when i need her. And thanx for ur phrase that reminds me of sumting sweet, "Anyone knows why is there a gap between our fingers? If know msg me ^^".

Reminds me of that time back in Tun Jugah. Reminds me a lot of sweet memories. ^^. Well, the souvenir from that memory is still with me here. And i'm keeping it very well.

3rd, thank my brethens in UA 3-09(forgot ur apartment address. But u know who u guys are lah hor?), Mr. Hak n Mr. Hamster(stupid hamster-muahahahaha) for yesterday's pleasent dinner. Thanx for the company.

4th, would like to thank my housemate, Alien(Allen Ang) for following me to bball court to watch the girl's training. Paiseh ar...i kena tipu by my friend liaw....grrrr ~! Ah peh~!!! Mana ada ah moi cantik sana? All pok chop de~

5th, Sending gratitude to housemates again-> 小弟弟 win-san(vincent chai) for da games n lemon(Raymond Kuek) for tuition without tuition fees~!! ^^

6th, Erm............thank everybody lah....My family, my buddies, other friends, the mmu staffs, mmu workers, the facilities, the food....guess should be all.

Oh ya....THANK ME OSO. And achievement for this year so far would be killing a cockcroach on 24th January. i was just about to sleep when win-san came in and ask me to "show my skills?". Next thing i know was that there's a cockcroach in their room. Oh well... piece of cake. Anyone nid a roach-buster? I give fast and clean service. Reminder:: Make sure u have a good flusher. Else i bbq the roach like last time. ^^;

hmm......after reviewing what i typed, i once find out agian that i'm crapping again. Sigh.... Maybe next time i'll just draw and scan. Would be great ei? :D

Friday, January 21, 2005

Supposedly

Planned to start study this afternoon but turn out that i didn't. Been doing other stuff mostly related with forums. Luckily i didn't touch rose. Else i would really be dead. Wat to do now? wat to do now? Head's dizzy maybe due to the hot weather. Then again it should be due to the reason that i haven't eaten any decent meal since this morning. Had about 5-6 slices of crackers and water and also 2 tablets of B-complex just now.

Woke up at 9am though. Wish i had a car rite now so i could go out and hunt for food. But that's unlikely possible coz i'm not stayin forever in mlk. Will be heading back homeland in sarawak once i graduated.

Wonder if i'm gonna study today? Well, let's see then. Hopefully i will.

Signing of now. Going to get a rest. Call it as hiubernate till dinner time.


Wednesday, January 19, 2005

ROSE~!! I'm addicted to you~!

Currently listen to:: X-Japan=> Forever Love (Piano Version)

There's no denying now that i'm totally 100% addicted to ROSE. This is bad. Wonder when am i gonna get rid of addiction. Haven;t been sleeping well lately all coz of playing ROSE. My timezone is really messed up. Even I can feel my body not functioning to the fullest.

Midterm is next week and i've not even studied a single bit. This kind of situation reminds me of my beta third sem. Hope it's not really gonna happen to me again. Pray not~!

Just ended ROSE about minutes ago with my hawker reaching lvl 50. Boy was does it really take a long time for me to level. Spent about 10 hours playing it and i just lvled 5 lvl. So now i'm able to get a cart license so i can drive my car. But I dun have the zuly to get the parts..... oh dang... there goes me.

Next class starts in about 2 hours. So maybe i'll get a bit of rest till then. Just lay on the bed and close my eyes and yet be alert of my alarm coming from me nokia 3310 handphone. YEah...3310 is a very old phone. I do plan to get a new one but so far low in cash. Really dunno how i manage to spent that much on food. And yet i'm so skinny.

So how was my days recently? Well, it's great. Considering that i didn't have the sufficient sleep and yet i still manage to walk to class, walk back, and even play basketball. Thank lord my knee manage to withstand the tense as i run and turn rapidly. Maybe in a few more weeks i'll try if my knee can withstand my landing impact. Then i'll try jumping. And if both is okay, then i'll try to get back my lay-up skills back. Hopefully it wouldn't be a problem.

Anyway, here's a few shots of today's game.

I'm sitting and these little creeps(about 20+ of them) can't even pinch me .

Monday, January 17, 2005

R-O-S-E

Since 4th of January 2005, i got myself addicted to a very unique online game called Rush On Seven Episode(ROSE in short). It's created by Gravity, creators of R.O. along with Triggersoft. Both companies i think are from Korea since RO was a korean game.To rate this game, i would give it a rating of 10/10 for graphics, 9/10 for gameplay, music of 6/10 and an overall rating of 8/10. ^0^

It's a nice game and to me, it's addictive. Been a long time since i got myself addicted to these sorts of games. Come to think of it, Ragnarok Online was my last game(played it during my last sem break back in november). And because of this game, sadly i have to say that I've not been having a decent sleep lately. Kept sleeping at 12noon for the past three days(eversince friday nite). I've also haven't been studying and my life is spent more on this. OMG~! Gotta get rid of this game ASAP~!!


Below are some pics of my characters in ROSE.:::

Me with an orc bow(2) Me with a hand rake



(From left to right:: my friend Wei Han, my muse character and another malaccan cybercafe boss.) ^-^ U can oso meet people in online games~! [PS: the monster behind is an easy KILL. For my hawker's lvl that is. ^0^]



Nekochan and Me (Found this elegant character lying in the field so i chatted a few with her.)

See how addictive it is? Even Chak plays this game. Lolz~!! (I tot it was him coz of that ID. Still not sure though. Should get Lawrence to ask him.)


So i guess this is all for now. Will update the others later. ciao~!



Saturday, January 15, 2005

I'm Glad today.

Ntg special happen but i'm just glad that i finally see a smile today.
Anyway, check out this flash here.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

RESTLESS II

6:49am Wednesday 12th January 2005

Currently listening to: RYAN CABRERA - TRUE

Check out the song above. It's cool. I didn't upload it for you guys/galz to listen here coz i'm LAZY~! Haha~! So if you ppl wanna listen to it, go find it.

Here i am again restless. Out of no reason. Been having slight problem lately. Mostly personal. Mostly about myself. And unless i'm able to solve it, unless i'm able to clear my mind, my doubts, I'll not be able to have a decent rest. And no decent rest will equals to no basketball game. So the programming code function will go sumthing like this(comment if i'm wrong. Been out of the programming thingy for a long time).


main()
{
int x, y;

x= not_enuf_sleep;
y= bball;
cout<<"Did you sleep well today?"/n; cout<<"yes=1 no=0"/n; cin>>x;
cout<<"Do you plan to play basketball today?"/n; cout<<"yes=1 no=0"/n/n; cin>>y;

cout<<"Calculating.....please wait"; system(pause); { if(not_enuf_sleep=1;bball=0) cout<<"Go for it~! Just Do It~!"; else if (not_enuf_sleep=1;bball=1 ) cout<<"What the hell? You wanna get yourself injured or sumthing?"; }}

So up there is my programming codes. I'm sure there's bugs to be fix over there. So any readers reading this, comment pls~!

7:04am

The sun just got up so i have two choice rite now. Stay awake untill all my class are over(ends at 5pm) or i could lie on the bed after this and hope i manage to get at least sum rest(though being able to sleep would be better) now and wake up at 11am, get myself ready and go for class. Option A would be the best choice so far. Let's see how it works out.

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So what have i been doing recently? Well, nothing much except games! games! games! My current online game R[ush] O[n] S[even] E[pisode] had been a serious addiction. Damn. When i gonna get out of this gaming world. Cant seem to get enuf o get over it. Unless i got myself involved in basketball. But how am i gonna get myself involve in bball in this condition? ARGH~!!! Headache~! Headache~! Tolong~! S-O-S~!

Anyway, Sin Lin drew me Kakashi~! It's so cool~! Wish i have more meat. That way maybe i can cosplay become Kakashi. Haha~! Can hardly imagine how would i look like. Maybe i should try it one day?

M-chan just had her state exam yesterday and seems that she didn't do quite well. Dun be sad M-chan,. People makes mistakes. And certain deaths are caused by mistakes, though rare. But i'm sure if you don't give up, you'll one day succeed and be the best doctor there is around.

7:18am

time to hit the bed. So till now i guess. Jaa~!


-Ic3

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Rewriting myself

Eversince the new sem started, I've been an idle person. Maybe coz it's a new year and i've no new resolution yet. Life did say that people without an objective will walk a dark path. This seems to make more of a sense but just looking at me. So rite before i sleep, I'm gonna make resolutions for myself. It's time i rewrite myself. Forget about the past. there is nothing in the past for me to ponder and be glad of anymore. This is the 2005 and my resolutions are::

1- Get a better result from the previous semester. This includes upgrading my GCPA to 3.00 and above.

2- Stop my attitude of doing things last minute. Time to finish what i've started and time to get serious. 2005 is not 2004 and the year before it. If i dun change, I'll never be happy. If i don't be happy, I'll not be living my life at all.

3- Skipping class is bad for my studies. So from this day onwards. I shalt skip no more classes nor tutorials.

4- Take good care of my body. My soul may be strong. But a soul without a strong body is like a snail without a shell. The next time i collapse, I might never be able rise again. Then i may not be able to see HER anymore.

5- I've made a decision to get into this business. And the main reason is so i could fulfill my 3 years promise to Moscow. I'm gonna get enuf cash to go to Moscow, go to RSMU, and go to find HER. That is why i got into this thing in the first place. What happens next will be decided later.

6- Cherish everyone that is around me. I should start keeping in touch with my old mates. I know that lately i've been keeping myself from the outside world. It's time for this old fox saint to get out from his den. So this will be my ressurection. It's time i get to meet more people. Whether it is a guy o a gal.

7- Games! Games! Games! Should quit it all. But it would be boring if i just let it go. So imma shorten down my time on gaming. Like gaming an hour per day unless i'm superbly free.


SEVEN is her favourite number.

But SEVEN is connected with alot of things. It ressembles the lucky number(though my lucky number is 22). It also ressemble the DEADLY SINS::
GLUTTONY
GREED
PRIDE
SLOTH
LUST
ENVY
WRATH

But whatever 7 may represent, I do not care. It's time to care for what is most important. And my 7 resolutions are important.

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Sumthing wrong with blogger? O is it my browser?

5:44am January 04,2005 Tuesday

Man...what the heck? Sumthing wrong with blogger or isit stupid Streamyx? and LyriCool as well. Damn...Oh well...

I'm supposed to be in bed sleeping and waking up at 7am for my tutorial class. but here i am once again; restless. Then again, i just finish playing ROSE(Rush On Seven Episode) and couldn't get myself to sleep. Maybe it's M-chan's blog that makes me wanna blog again. :)

Just 24hrs ago, I finally met another friend of m-chan. Well, not really a real friend but she did talk to him over the phone. And that was like in 2001. Man, tell me how long is that? And i had this opportunity to find out. This is way kewl. Felt like being in smallville. Only thing that differs is that there's no SUPERMAN!! ^-^" So who is this guy i mention about? Well, it's none other than Allen Ang ........(never get to know his last name still ^.^" ); my housemate. Haha. I found out about it when i told him my past where i would visit M-chan at "southern bakery" everytime i had the chance. But alas....I didn't went there much. And i remembered that one of the time i went there, I took a bus(second o third time experience taking bus) there from the main post office to the bakery shop with a gift for her. She was surprise when i came into the bakery i guess. But i knew that i'm glad to have met her. So what happen next was i hand the gift over to her, chat with her a few then took bus back i think. Felt great that day. Too bad i didn't wrote it into my diary. I stopped writing my diary eversince form 5 ended i think.

I finally smile manage to smile when i look at M-chan's pic. Been a while since i felt that slight happiness inside me again. I was feeling restless the other nite dunno for what reason. But then later on, the feeling was gone. I think i should thank Mentos for chilling it away. Since i dun like smoking, so might as well use mentos as another option. Just hope i don't get addicted to mentos. Or i'll be having diabetes before i get old.

Chatted with p-chan for a while today. She just reached back from badminton and was telling me baout her hair cut. Too bad she re-cut her hair before i got the chance to see the china doll-like hair she had. But nvm. There's always another time. That i believe.

I guess that's all for now. Alister shares a song by 胡彦彬(Anson Hu Yan Bin) to me. Song title is 目不轉睛(Mu Bu Zhuan Jing). ENJOY~

lyrics::




我愛你 好大的口氣 自己都心虛
只會傻傻看你 話講不完一句
緊湊微笑魔法和招呼手勢
一系列動作我都牢牢記心底
還有誰讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛
我不明白到底什麼原因 下一秒說愛你
原諒我的情不自禁

你好嗎 委婉的語氣 你的問候語
每次都會讓我 再三回味不已
晴天陰天雨天和有風天氣
看著你空氣都有新鮮的氣息
還有誰讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛

你就是讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛
我不明白到底什麼原因 下一秒擁抱你
原諒我的情不自禁 這一句我愛你
說了千萬遍在心裡


Monday, January 03, 2005

Two songs to describe how i feel today.

I don't feel like writing these few days. Dunno why. But after tonite's conversation with m-chan, I just wanna share this two songs to you readers. This is for M-chan.

Msg to M-chan:: I know u can't read this blog yet. But when u do, this both songs represent me to you. I do not know what the future holds. But i'm taking this chance, making this choice, just because i believe.

Amen.

Below are the two songs i mentioned from
王力宏 (Wang Lee Hom)::
This is his latest album
心中的日月



Forever Love





一首簡單的歌




PS: get the lyrics from here

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Project X'mas

In case some of you people are wondering what Project X'mas is......let's just say that it's nothing so special. Actually i'm just drawing some art for Christmas(like what i always do for certain occassions). Last time, i use to team up with a Minnesota girl by the name of Nicole Nusbaum making a webpage for Christmas. She did the scripts while i do the drawings. That was about 7 years ago. For this Christmas, I'm drawing Snoopy. The main reason would be that i have this snoopy doll near my monitor. Second supporting statement would be P-chan. She loves Snoopy. Third supporting statement is Snoopy is easy to draw. Okay...i lied on the part where snoopy is easy to draw. But i'm able to draw snoopy thanx to Corine Teh Yew Choo's support and for my determination of drawing a perfect Snoopy. Took me about a week to actually draw a nice snoopy.

So when did i started this project? Well, just yesterday afternoon at 2pm. I finished it at 3am but haven' really finalized it. Anyway, check it OUT. Hope you guys n gals like it.
Merry Christmas !!!

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Test~!





Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence



You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.


Nice site i got from raymond's blog. Well, the test is correct about me. You guys should try it as well. Just click here.

Friday, December 17, 2004

Waiting.....

17th December 2004 3:12am

It's raining heavily now and M-chan just went offline. Or has she? I'm not sure but seems like i dun have the chance to chat with her much lately. Why is this so? I don't know. I really don't know. Anyway, still remember those times when we would talk on the phone for long hours? It was raining heavily as well....just like now. I could barely hear what you were talking then. Especially with your soft voice. It's as if our road had already been decided then. 14 more minutes to go before i turn off this computer and head for bed. What are you doing rite now M-chan? Anyway, i wanna dedicate this song to you. It's called "waiting for you". Yeah...i'm waiting for you to get online again and chat. Been a while since we really chat. I don't know how u've been lately as well. Kinda concern; eventhough i know i'm not suppose to, I cant control it. Oh well, life goes on. Hope u'll like this song. >>

胡彦斌 - Waiting For You

金色的舞鞋 伴着音乐 BABY你的眼睛是一文深邃的湖水

而忽明忽灭 掩藏不可思议的美 让我晕眩 在悬崖边 谁知一睁眼就不见

Waiting For Yor I'm Waiting For You

Waiting For Yor Kiss Me At Tonight 为何你Cinderella

留给我一望无际的思念

Waiting For Yor I'm Waiting For You

Waiting For You Come Here To My Dream

牵着你不断旋转 一直到黑发变成了银线 Waiting For You Waiting For You 只到永远




I've waited and it's 3:26. 4 minutes left. Rain's starting to stop. Will i be able to see and chat with you before i go off? My heart says no. But i'm still hanging on. Most probably i wouldn't have that chance. But it's okay. There's still another time. :-)


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Theoretically i should be getting closer to my promise. But how come i feel as if i didn't move a pace at all?

Was happy this monday afternoon when i checked my results for my gamma second same paper. I managed to pass all~! Thank GOD. Been two sems since i passed all my subjects. But my GPA is still so low.. It's 2.08. Damn. Nid to work harder if i'm to be any better.

Well...it was a relief that i've passed this semester. Which meant i kept one part of my promise with m-chan. Am i getting closer to my promise? Will i be able to achieve them all? Theoretically i should be getting closer to my promise. But how come i feel as if i didn't move a pace at all? Maybe i thought too much. But the nite before i checked my results, i dreamt of m-chan. Wonder how's she doing over there rite now? Hope she's doing well. From her last reply when i told her that i passed all my papers, it seemed that she may have been burning oil again for her weekly papers. Sigh. M-chan, kah yao~! U're not alone. You have people cheering up for you. :)

The basketball match is over. No more basketball match liaw. My knee is still a bit handicapped. Can't bent them all yet. Still got like......30 degrees more to go? ^^; Tomolo i might go check on the bone specialist. See if i can find out the true reason about my knee. Dun dare to jump eversince last monday's incident-5 minutes in first quarter i had to leave the court coz i injured my knee while landing. Sucks i'll say. But oh well....guess that's my fate.

oh ya...i uploaded a few pics on community webshot. the url is:: http://community.webshots.com/user/foxseija check it out if u guys want to. Just sharing with you guys. Since the business i'm doing also is a sharing business.

Should be all for now. Till then.......

-Ic3

Friday, December 10, 2004

Hurt~! Healed by the Orange Ball

I'm kinda "hurt" today. Not only of all the things that had happen to me but also things that are currently going through my mind. Wish i could just express these feelings deep inside me out and then i'll be able to just forget about it. Unfortunately i'm HUMAN; unlike a robot in which u would be able to erase all its data, memories and errors that it had. I can choose not to think aboutit again but somehow it just pops up into my head after a long time.

Today was a fine day. A fine, lazy day. Didn't do much except for eat and watched slam dunk on pc. So in short, i kinda wasted the whole afternoon watching anime. Then evening came and i had to go for the basketball competition opening ceremony. I was reluctant to go but then i knew that is one of a duty as a coach. So i went, brought by my cousin.
At MBKS bball stadium, we waited for the first match to end before lining up to welcome the arrival of " YB. Lily Yong". I'm not sure who she is but i heard she's a national player for some sport. Wonder wat sport was it? The ceremony like most bball ceremony i attended was just like it had been-BORING. Worst comes worst i had to stand for about 30 minutes mostly on one feet while my still "bent" leg was just supporting another side of my body. Sucks~! But oh well.
So after the ceremony was the 2nd and after the 2nd, the 3rd bball match. The 2nd match was Sarberkas Tabuan Jaya kids against SUPP Batu Lintang (A) teens. I'm very impress in this match because the kids beat the teens. Well, the teens deserve to lose because they weren't playing well at all. The thing in that match that took my attention was the teamwork in STJ(Sarberkas Tabuna Jaya). They really play as if they were professionally trained. I'm very impress in their gameplay indeed. Although in the 1st and 2nd quarter they were losing by 10 points, at the 3rd quarter, number 7 managed to tie the score and at the 4th quarter with number 13's good rebound and 9's determination, they manage to change the flow and win the teens by 10 points. When the game ended, most of the spectators there gave a loud applause. 3rd match was 678 seafood against informatics. As expected, informatics lost. But i was able to see and analyze the players because they were our next challanger this coming Saturday. Man....how i wish i was able to play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How i wish my knee was okay. How i really wish i didn't join the sun shining camp! Dang! Coz of that camp i spent RM25 for it and wat i got? A broken knee. I'm not sure if it will get well again but my friends say that it won't. How i wish that they were wrong. Well, wait until next tuesday and i'll know the result. May there be hope for me.

Basketball to certain people is just a game. To some parents is just a sport that prevent their kids from involving in other unhealthy activities. But to me, basketball is a part of my life. It is the fire within me. When i held the ball in my hand, i could feel what i'm capable of doing and the more i play, the more things i learn in basketball. In fact, i feel as if i can do almost anything in basketball. I feel as if i'm able to master all the skills in bball. I took up playing basketball when my parents rejected me playing soccer because to them, soccer is a rough game. At first, i sulk. But then i knew i had no choice. I'm only a kid that time. What power do i have? My interest in bball started at the end of my primary school days when i followed my dad to watch his basketball team play. I was really amazed at how the game was played. Really amazed. All the lightning speed movements, the jump for rebound which looks like as if the player is reaching for the skies, and also the accurate shootings and the sound of the ball going through the basket net. And not to forgotten also the applause and cheering from the spectators and supporters. I still remember when i watched my father's team play, I could sense the tense of the basketball team. I could feel the worry of losing, then when just even the slightest faith was about to vanish, a glimpse hope emerge somewhere by luck and the situation change from a lost to a victory. Eversince then, i've decided to get myself famous in basketball.

During my first week in secondary school, I was one of the first to bring a basketball to school after noticing my seniors playing basketball everyday after their morning session class finish. Our form one was an afternoon session class. So basically during our recess, we would run down from our hill to the basketball court and join our seniors. At first, the seniors would ignore us, and monopolize the gameplay. But among the seniors, there is always one with a samaritan heart. So he let us played. Although at the begining we got bullied and they took advantage of our newbie playing, we manage to learn fast through their teachings as well as mockings. ^^; In form two, my chance came to play for the school when my seniors told me about the basketball team selection held on saturday. I was 170cm at that time. Quite tall for a form 1 student. So i went for the training, ran 10 laps around the basketball court, did stretchings, warm-ups and then after that basic trainings like lay-ups, shootings, defense and passings. It wasn't easy as i have to cope up with my seniors who are in their form 4 form 5. Our coach that time was Mr. Lim Ren En. He was a plump guy(similiar to Anzai sensei in slam dunk) and had just finish his form 6 in my school. In fact, he was also in charge of the afternoon session prefect. I learnt quite a few from him as well see a few stunts from my seniors. Unfortunately that year, i was filter out from the team. I was a bit sad. But i know that I'm not well up to them yet. During form 3, i missed the basketball selection team. But one of my friend whom i always defeated him 1 on 1 managed to get in the team. His name was freddie voon. Wonder where is this guy rite now? Really wanna settle this debt with him. Coz our last one on one match, I lost to him. My chance of representing the school came when i was in form 4 and form 5. My first match was against chung hua no. 1. And boy were they strong. Somemore we were playing against them at their basketball court. Sigh...Tough luck. In form 5, me along with a few friends; sing hui, kay hong, chee wei(my junior by one year who is now a state representative), ek zing and my lower six friends who came from kuching high represent st thomas to play once more. This time i was more experience but still low in confidence. But with kay hong and sing hui as well as lai supporting me, we manage to get into the quarter finals. So which school did we manage to beat? Well, it was smk lumba kuda and St. joseph(muahahaha...rival school defeated). Unfortunately we lost to kuching town and chung hua no. 3. Our last match was against smk pending. But that last match was more like a skill competition. U can see all types of lay ups. All the "bunga". Basketball life in high school was fun and memorable. The only thing that i really tought a lot was- why the heck i got chosen to play the center position? Anyway, bygones are bygones. Don mind.
Before entering MMU, I was suppose to play against a friend whom i met at Utopia prom nite. Unfortunately mishap fell upon him. I'm very sad of his departure and was shock when i heard the news. Mr. Ryan, rest in peace my friend. Hope that we'll get to play with each other when i get to heaven.

In mmu, during alpha year, i met kah mun, sim, kelvin, siang foong, yang zong, ronan, the sepang gang, triple s and many more whom became my friends and companions in basketball. It is from them i learn friendship. And from them, I met my second gf. During my beta year, my time spent on basketball decrease. Most of my friend that played basketball were in cyber already. Most of my times was spent with her. Unfortunately me n her didn't get along well. And in late beta, i re-enter the basketball court and there i met new friends. I met, kim hian(ultraman), keong yee(K.Y.), ah ping(chang swee phing), fei(fat) ping(also known as egg ultraman), satay, zhao, guo lin, ah peh and many more. All those people whom i keep seeing in my classes in beta but i didn't dare to go befriend with were now my friends. Cool ei? Life was very good when my gamma year starts. It feels more like a new begining and my life seems to have brighten with new friends. I do still keep in conctact with my old pals as i would go down at the first weekend of the semester just to gather with them. They're my "brothers" after all. And i will not forsake them. ^^

2:03am <-that's wat the clock at my monitor display.

Before i end this blog. I'd just like to leave a msg to M-chan.

"When all seems lost, when light of faith seems to dim out, there'll be hope. For I shall be your hope."
M---, if u can read this, I wanna say that i'm really happy and glad that u like it. The moment my bro told me he recieved a weird sms saying about cd, the first thing that went through my mind was you. I was right after all. I know that there's no chance. But i still lift my hope and faith up. Though not as high as before. When u are able to fly, that is when i shall let go and return to my true world. 1-4-3.

AMEN.

-Ic3

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Updating myself

So peeps....sorry i've been out of contact for quite sum time. Sumthing just came up. So wat i'm gonna type in here are sum of those stuff that i've done in brief. So check it out::

29th Nov
Afternoon::
My "brother" n his wife sent me to kl sentral and we manage to have lunch together at kfc b4 i catch my train to klia. The flight boarding time was 2:15 and when i got on the train, it was 1:35. I was kinda nervous at that moment coz i tot i would missed my flight again. Why again? Well, i missed my flight two years back during chinese new year eve due to my late check-in. Suppose to check-in an hour before boarding time but i didn't know that. In the end, me and kim hang had to pay extra RM50 and wait for extra seats. Luckily the past didn't repeat itself. Praise the LORD for that. I really ran from the custom check to the boarding room. Fortunately the plane wasn't ready for flight until 3pm. Again, i thank the LORD.

So when i was on the plane, i exchanged my seat to this adorable little girl who wants the seat near the window(K) which happens to be mine. So being a good samaritan, I talked to the mother of the child and gave her my seat tickets. My seat was then changed twice; from (F) to (B) coz the whole family wanted so sit together. Wat else i did on the plane was helping a little boy open the toilet door. Knewing the toilet was unused, i wanted to get up of my seat and help that kid. But sumthing was dragging me back. Could be my pride. But in the end, i let go off my hessitation and helped the kid. Really felt good after that. As if a sin has been cleanse. And guess wat after that? The guy who was sitting beside me started talking to me. We exchanged business cards and chatted a few. It was a nice day that day.

Evening::
That evening as soon as i reached home, i got ready and brought my bro, JBK to batu kawa town bball court. It was there only i found out that they are having a bball match net week. Sum milo competition. So training starts tomolo and i'm the coach.

30th Nov
I woke up early this morning and prepared Nutrilite breakfast for my family. My dad, being a cautios person at first rejected the drinks saying that there are side-effects from it and remind me of uncle jack(dunno who is he) who is said to have died of consuming overdosage of nutrilite. But i doubt it. It just doesn't make sense. If such thing were to happen, then nutrilite would've been banned already in the US. I mean someone else in the US would've also gone through this situation as well. No matter what, I've placed myself into this business and i will put my faith into this business. "If you dun believe, u'll never achieve". That is a saying from my uplines which sounded very true. This business which i'm working "with(not "under" coz if it was under, u will be yelled and sacked)" isn't an illegal company, is good and trustworthy. Else i will never join this company in the very first place. Summore this company provides 100% money back guarantee for most of it's product. This means it protects it's partners as well. Now where can u get that?

Actually i want one thing from this company. My dream is actually to go RSMU and find M-chan(a promise of 3 years), visit her and if she's not doing well there, I'll pay for the compensation and bring her back here. It's crazy but i've decided. It's my dream. I know it sounds stupid but hey; i'm not the only one insane in this world. Take a look around and you'll see that i'm still sane. And i know that through this company, as long as i work a bit harder, I'll achieve it. Along the days in this company, i noticed a sudden change in me. I may not have gotten closer to my dreams yet but alongthe way, i learnt principles in life, i learnt to be able to talk more, the courage to meet up with new ppl and introduce the business i'm doing. Maybe this is why my uplines call this business as a "sharing" business. You share experiences, advices and never ever criticize the mistakes of others; instead u correct them by showing their mistakes. The humor i found in this business is that my business partners all seemed to like "bird-talk". It's sumthing like making fun of each of us but just to entertain. Maybe this is also one of the skills.

Anyway, that evening, that was our very first training. I wouldn't say that the training was sucessful but compare to the days after that, today's training is so far the best. And that nite, i happen to have hurt my knee a bit when guarding my bro. Damn..when will it heal? Been months adi. Almost 2 months since i rested and 4 months since the incident. I had to gave up on my University's 5 on 5 competition because of it. Don't want to drag my team to hell.

PS: scratched my wira car at victor's gate that afternoon while parking into his house. Was damn pissed off of myself that that very nite i couldn't drive well.

1st Dec
Tonite was my very first 5 on 5 friendly match after months of rest. Luckily my knee was still in good condition. Also, the gameplay was nice. Only that we lost.

2nd Dec (Evening)
It was suppose to be our official training but only 5 showed up. Sigh. Didn't do much except for sea-side run(suicide), rebound-shoot, 3-point training and formation. After that was a short game of 3 on 3.

3rd Dec
No training that nite and i went out to meet up with alvin and robin at PC fair which was held at "taman kereta". We met many of our friends there by luck and i oso manage to spot my cyber sis and his hubby. I mced my sis bt seems like no response. So i tot i saw wrongly. Minutes later, she smesd me and told me she tot she saw me at the pc fair. So that means i was right after all. After that i went to find alex and then head for Mermaid. The place is small and it's not really hot there. The songs played were ah beng songs. No offence but that's wat i felt. So wat me, robin, alvin and daniel did there was watched "double vision" on the tv there. After that we went to mike's house and at 1pm sumthing, we head back. Comment on myself:: I drove badly today. Nearly rammed into a lorry. Could it be the beer that i drank? Nah~!

4th Dec
Stayed at home the whole day. No training because edmund went sibu, jason and my cousin went santubong, dunno where is wei loon, and i didn't contact the sejijak ppl. Alex invite me out. I know that tonite would be hot at the pub but sumhow i rejected him. Maybe coz the computer was back. I kinda nearly spoiled the computer on the second day i got back. I was cleaning the computer, disassembling it and then reassembling it back. When i open the computer, it seems that sumthing went wrong. Only todaywhen brother Kelvin explained it to me then i realized that i nearly burn the AMD athlon 2500+. Phew~!

5th Dec.
Went out to find jerry and lend him the RM100 he nid. He said he'll pay back on 26th Dec. Hope he keeps his words. I dun usually lend money to peeps unless they have a good relation with me.

6th Dec
Our first official matched. I got very worried today coz i kept wondering if our team will be rejected. We haven't filled in the form, it was 5:30pm and we're stucked in a traffic jam and it was raining(which means the jam gonna get worse). Fortunately things went well. We got there with enuf time, i get to meet the auntie that was selling snakcs and drinks there, get to chat with her and bought an adidas reject basketball uniform set for RM25. The material of the shirt is nice. The only thing bad about it was the sewing. Only a bit handicapped here and there. But for RM25, It really worth it.

That was the good news, now comes the SUCKY one. 5 minutes first quarter of the match, i injured my knee again. And boy was it really serious. My knee swell badly, I could barely walk and had to get my bro to support me back to the bench. My cousin subsitute me after that. Our oppenent that day wasn't strong at all. Their only advantage were that they had a bit of team-work. I got a bit pissed of my knee that nite. But I knew i had to be optimistic. Things happens for a reason. And that nite we lose 37 to 60.

7th Dec
Went to see the specialist at timberland this morning. Rested and then got myself to the second match. With a still swelling knee, i manage to get myself walking, endure those tiny sharp pain cause by the swelling cells and bones which squish my nerve as i move my leg. Today's opponent was said to be the previous champion. And that nite we lost even though our rival weren't playing 100%. Sigh......

I'm thinking of retiring from bball for a year or two. Until i am sure that my knee will be okay. According to the doctor that i wnt to see this morning, there's a possiblity that my nerve inside my knee(between the knee-cap and the joints) is injured. He said that it's one of the main cause for me being unable to control my left leg. And that explains why i injured myself after just doing a turnaround then and fade-away shot. It'll be a bad news if it's true. But he did say that my legs are strong. ^^.

Our next match will be this saturday. I know i cant play yet. And mostly i wouldn't play. But depends on my leg. If i think my leg can handle it, then i'll play. Bball is important to me. Because if it weren't for bball, I would've never existed in the very first place. I would be nothing but a speckle of dust..

8th Dec..
Maybe will get edmund and train his footsteps this afternoon. He committed "travelling" during yesterday's match. And tonite maybe they'll be a training to get ready for the match against our next rival.

I'll end it here now. AMEN.

To Be Continued..........


Monday, November 29, 2004

7 more hours before i leave for Kuching

Title says it all. I'm flying back. All my bags are pack, i'm ready to go. Just nid to wait for the time to fly.

Rite now i'm still at my friend's place. It's sumwhere near the intan college building. Out of the window is the front of intan college. Hmmm..... I tot i would have problems staying over here at first but seems like my worries are over. Kinda lucky to manage to sneak into this place. But that's not the climax. Climax is i manage to watch my friend's block mates breaking bottle glasses in the middle of the nite. Imagine them breaking glasses since 12 am till 3 am. I was too sleepy so i missed the first few hours of the show. ^^ But then i manage to see one of the bottle being break. I tried it myself but seems that i failed. The most i did was i made a cracking sound on the bottle. But it didn't crack at all...Damn... Anyway, if u wanna know how the bottle was broken, well, it's more like breaking the bottom part(base) of the glass bottle by implying acertain amount of force onto the lid(the mouth) of the bottle. Sounds odd but it works. But in order for it to work, the bottle have to be filled with liquid. Any should do. Just fill the bottle half full, take a good grip on the upper body of the bottle(to preventfrom slipping) and then with a full strike, hit with ur palm onto the cap of the bottle lid.

5/6 bottles were broken that night. I dunno what happen to the last one coz teh b'day boy took it back. Mayeb he really was trying to break it still. ^^;

So wat else i did here? Well, i join's kay hong(my friend which i'm staying over his place)'s friend from kluang(ah fahm) and a few more of the gangs celebrating the birthday boy(siew long)'s birthday eating durian. We were squatting just outside of SL's room eating durian. Imagine a room filled with the smell of durian. ^^

10:30am now and still got 6:30hrs b4 my flight. And also, i'm planning to end this early. Having backaches adi. Old man loh. Really had a nice day here. Have to thank GOD for these wonderful things. I feel blessed~!

AMEN~!


-Ic3

Thursday, November 25, 2004

TWO down ONE more to go

8:40am and thie time is ticking. ....Duh

Anyway, Rite now i'm kinda preparing for my breakfast. Hot milo + crackers. Not a very nice breakfast rite? Apa boleh buat? The nearest eating place is like RSU there and the food there oso might not taste nice. So wat the heck? Besides breakfast, i just started studying for my last paper while chatting with my cyber-sis(but she seemed very busy. Aih....working ppl sure very kolian. I hope i dun end up the same road as them. ^^) .

Yesterday's paper was kinda hard coz i didn't manage to score. Should have studied rite after my first exam. Hope i'll pass this one. Else die lah. My carry marks is 31.6/50. So this means i'll need 18.4 more to pass. But when i recount my marks oso didn't reach 16. OMG~!!! Dang....forget about this paper. I'm focusing on the last one. ^^

8:59am and i've finished my breakfast. Still hungry though. Wonder if Mr. Jerry is awake? Wanted to call him out for breakfast but then again he might be busy and sleeping. He always have his activities. Boy do i envy ppl with transportations(motors, cars and even bikes~!). Then the sms report that i sent to Joan just beeped. Guess Joan wakes up quite early oso. So now will be waiting for her reply.
Woah~! just found out CT got a new bf adi....GENG~! Then again; it's been like almost half a year since i last contacted with them. Haha. Wonder how they look like now?

Had a wonderful chat with Amanda last nite. We talk from present to past, from public to secret and oso about fox~!!! We also share about our dreams, and many more lah. I even try to korek some secret from her. Or was i? Reminisence. I still remember when i was 'fox'. Those happy days....and oso those sad days.... aih..... It's all a past now. Why i change in the first place? Maybe that's the way of LIFE? Maybe i should take a step forward into achieving my dreams? Bored and out of ideas now...

So before i end this blog. First of all i'd like to thank P-chan for cheering for me for this tdm. [ResP3ct!]


EnD-->

-Ic3

This song is called "La Salle De Bain" [ENj0y]




Wednesday, November 24, 2004

The BODY is tired but MIND is still active

8:11am in the morning and guess why i'm still awake? Yep~! it's the finalS~! And m second paper is at 2:30pm at CITS lab 3. So i kinda burn oil for the past 24hrs. Rite this very moment i can tell u that while typing, my body is really shaking; and so are my hands. Man i feel like i just got off from drugs. Then again i did take caffeine like 4-5 hours ago. Lolz. I dun really like taking coffee frankly spekaing. Nor do i like instant food. But at times like this, sacrifice have to be met to achieve something. -> People cannot GAIN anything without SACRIFICING something. You must present something of EQUAL VALUE to gain something. Now doesn't that sounds familiar? Yep~! It's the principles in Equivalent Trade from FMA. It's a very nice anime series. It's cool~!

Dang...8:32am now. Gtg get sum rest and wake up at 11am. Ciao~!

Oh ya......I'm missing her again. Been weeks since i last chat with her. I hope she's doing well over there. Sigh. I guess a curse is a curse afterall. No one else can ever dispell it unless it's thyself. M-chan...have u ever.....?

Lastly, I wish all the best and good luck to those having their finals. I know it's kinda late but i did pray for you guys n gals on monday while sitting for my computer security.

Anywya, ciao~! 8:36am

8:55am.....damn..i can't sleep without finish blogging wat happen for the past 24 hrs. First, i went campus and found out that u can't transfer cash from one account to another... Second, i lost to Mr. Lawrence on a bet on "who reach the burger stall first gets a free black pepper chicken." Well.. i wasn't running until i saw chak heading the burger stall alone but i'll admit i lost. :) And third, i just found out that this amanda(Kitsune-sama) was actually sitting the same table with me during 2002/2003 IT fair appreciation dinner. No wonder she was surprise when i wasn't surprise of her change; I couldn't even remember her!! Lolz~! Sorry girl...I have bad memories. Only could remember my pal, shawn kissing his gal in public that nite after appreciation nite ended.


9:01am...Finally.....Now i can hit the sack.

-Ic3

Monday, November 22, 2004

My Devotion

*I got this from M-chan in friendster. So far i couldn't find the origin of the song. No idea of who's the singer, how the song is like and wat language is it actually. Maybe she wrote it herself; since she's a bit of a singer herself as well. Can anyone help me out? Here's how the song, "My Devotion", goes...."


In a dream i hold u close,
embracing u with my hands,
in a gaze that meet,
with eyes full of love,
it made me understand,
that i was meant,
to share it with u,
my heart,my mind,my soul,
then i open my eyes,
and all i see,
reality shows i'm alone,
but i know someday that
u'll be by my side,
cos i know God is just waiting
til the time is right....

God will u keep him safe
from the thunder storm,
when the day is cold,
will U keep him warm,
when darkness falls
will u please shine him the way,
God will u let him know
that i love him so,
when there's no one there,
that he's not alone,
just close his eyes n
let him know my heart is
beating with his....

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Sumthing nice...the song's at the side bar

A song i got from a link sent by ma fren, ah wang.com - cheers dude~!


Song title::穝糤呼1


Lyrics::

這條歌 做給認為自己衰的人
你們認為自己狠衰 但是
你們甘有比我還要衰?
聽看麥...yeah...

為什麼我會烙賽?
今天的舞廳放westside
感覺真正不錯 feel all right
但是 還是沒人能夠了解
為什麼 烙賽就烙賽還從褲管流出來
流出來 想說暗暗沒人知
結果 害旁邊的人滑倒
外國人看到 說"damn! muthafucka!!"
遇到這種情形真正是丟臉死
註死 剛好今晚是lady free
舞池的人 大部分是辣手
全部都在討論"hey~do you see that?"
正港有在衰 種瓠仔生蔡瓜
沒吃什麼東西 卻種芋頭在褲底
安怎解釋 像我安捏
裡面穿 四角褲 卻忘記包尿布

<副歌>(chorus)
This is not my day
我怎麼架尼衰
烙賽在褲底 還被人發現
唉嚘 氣死 嗚~~~
This is not my day
我怎麼架尼衰
烙賽在褲底 還被人發現
唉嚘 倒退嚕~~~

自小漢媽媽就說肚子痛就不能拖
但是我好幾次都來不及拉在地上
現在已經大漢 沒那個習慣
忍屎NO.1 I say...
今天是抽到命運還是機會
走路還"拖泥帶水"
都是因為人太擠 大家相擠
害我走不過 還一直跟人會失禮
"哩洗勒擠三小?" 我被人 這樣醮
屁股快 凍未條 沒人要理我
現在拉出來 你們才嫌臭
脫掉~脫掉~讓你們聞個夠
順便轉一下風車 弄髒你們的地板
爽啦 第一次連圍事都怕我
我已經崩潰了啦哈哈~~~

<副歌>(chorus)
This is not my day
我怎麼架尼衰
烙賽在褲底 還被人發現
唉嚘 氣死 嗚~~~
This is not my day
我怎麼架尼衰
烙賽在褲底 還被人發現
唉嚘 倒退嚕~~~

Somebody tell me why~~~

Every morning
我都跑廁所
痾~~~便便
最怕烙賽~~~

This is not my day
我怎麼架尼衰
烙賽在褲底
還被人發現......
(架夭壽~架夭壽~架夭壽.....to the end)

yeah...代誌發生的時候
大家都圍在旁邊看
不輸有人再尬舞
有一個圍事
他走過來跟我說
"這什麼?"
"痾...應該是米田共...但是誰的我就不知道了..."
"哼!!臭小子!!你居然敢耍我...呀!!!"
"救命阿~~~"

<副歌> (chorus) to the end.....

 

"烙賽在褲底" made by KuSouL






PS: Got this song from a site:: Hope he dun sue me~! Lolz