Saturday, March 30, 2013

Hi

Dear KL,

I wanted to watsapp you but I just couldn't do it. So here i am, to write to you here instead.  How are you doing there? Have you gotten better in sense of health? I miss you.  But i do not know if it's the same for you there. I have no intention of chasing you back as even if I did, I am unable to see the next step to take.  I can't go to you just yet.  And you won't come to me.  So i'll just stay at a safe distance from you.  Get well soon my dear.

If you happen to read this, and if we can be friends again, drop me a message. It's a waste that an 8 year friendship just ended like this.


MJ

Monday, December 08, 2008

Updates . . . .

This post is for my Heng Tai who has been poking me in facebook and asking me to update my blog to share my life with him. Well, after a long thought and hesitation, i finally decided to give life to my blog today. How long will it live is still uncertain. But I can assure that this blog ain't dead...yet. xD

Anyway, since my graduation back in 2007, i have been working for my dad (starting from office work to the current job; fishing tackle shop). The fishing tackle shop in stutong had been open since 31st August(More than 3 months jor). But the official opening is 16th October. Reason is because my dad wants the main shop and the one i'm handling to celebrate their anniversary at the same time. Anyway, I don't think my Heng Tai wants to know about the shop.

Overall, my life now is quite good. Been trying to wake up early for work each day but so far i only manage to do it a few times. I even set my alarm clock to wake me up at 7am and 7:30am(in case the first one fails). So far my struggle to wake up doesn't really work. What i found out is that i am not motivated enough. Each time i wake up, the first thing i ask myself is "will today be another good day or another bad day?" If it's a bad day, it's gonna take me 5-6 alarms to wake me up. If it's a good day, no need the alarm clock i'll already be awake.

Work life: Aside from the first and last 2 hours of the day, all is good.

Love life: Currently am single and still looking. Haven't been meeting up with any girls at the moment. Don't really have any chicks that i can get out after work. And Sunday is futsal / fishing day.

Health: Futsal on Sunday. But i'm afraid i'm gonna miss 2-3 matches as i would be in Aust. I think Australia is gonna kill me with their bacons and fats. ^^" I still remember i gain 3 pounds and a michellin tyre while i was there for 5 days. Wonder what i'm gonna turn out to be after 2 weeks?

Movies that i watched and recommend:

The Love Guru: Madagascar 2: Tropic Thunder: Red Cliff: <Tony Leung Chiu-Wai, Takeshi Kaneshiro, Zhang Fengyi, Chang Chen, Hu Jun, Lin Chi-ling and Zhao Wei.

Anyway.... that's all for now. Pray that i Come back from Aust alive. xD

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Feeling Shitty

Honestly, i have no idea at all what's happening to me lately. I just feel so small and so moody. Just felt like slamming my laptop and destroying anything that crossed my path. But alas, that is not my nature. Sigh~

Sometimes being good just gets u into a shithole. Especially when u're doing business. I understand that nothing is right nor wrong. But then how come all the things i do, only the wrong shows up? What a nice feedback!.

I tried to went to bed earlier on but only to be laying on the bed with my thoughts on my last relationship. Just cant really get my mind off her. Gee. this totally sucks.

And to you my fellow friends who thinks i'm living a good life. You're totally wrong. MY life seems better than yours because it just comes to happen that thay day u had a shittier day than me.

AMEN.

God Bless you all and Take CARE.

I ma gonna try get some shut eyes. Nites world~

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

I'm bored.... =_="

Well.. i got bored and browsed through my laptops... then i found pics taken during the permai camp and so i decided to do some things onto them.






Yeah... i find it kinda lame.... do you? xD

Friday, July 04, 2008

Happy Birthday

It's my day today. And i find no reason not to be happy. After 12623040 minutes of operating, I'm still running despite the viruses and worms that i encounter in my life.

Anyway, I wanna thank all those people who friendster msg, called, smsed and wishes me Happy Birthday. Thank you all and may the Saints walk wish you. xD

lastly, happy birthday~!

~!> MJ

Thursday, July 03, 2008

3rd July ramblings

12:50pm July 3rd, 2008

Aite... I just finish my lunch which consists of pork with sweet sauce + chicken + rice and to couple up with my meal would be a RM1.30 ABK(Air Buah Kundur) aka. Wintermelon drink. It's really a great thign to start of a day after sulking since morning for god knows what reason.

Lately i've been kind of emotional. Feel just like a liquid. I have no true form but i exist. What actually happened to me? Somehow i feel useless. Even those ppl whom i used to pity seemed to be living a better life than me.

I'm unstructured. By just reading back what i typed, it's all mixed-up. Like some sort of encryption code. >_<"

Maybe I should stop judging myself. Maybe i should stop making judgements.

Anyway, last night i went to watched "Wanted" with my fellow high school mates (A,M,C) + a friend which i known through futsal(H). The movie was good. But somehow i just don't seemed to be impressed with it. Maybe the trailer spoilt the action. Or maybe i was disturbed and therefore unable to concentrate on the movie. I still can remember how the storyline goes. But then thinking back it still doesn't seemed interesting. Hopefully "Hancock" and "Batman" would be better.

After the movie, i saw a stranger approaching me. And as he patted me on my right shoulder, I was a bit surprise + shocked and somehow, the 2002 incidents hit me back for a split seconds. My name was on his lips. "Hey ~! Lama tak jumpa! U macam mana sekarang?" Then only i realize that he was my secondary school friend. Boy did he changed. As I could recall, he was skinny when i last saw him..before i graduate from high school in 2001. Now he's quite meaty and as Mike said "muscular". Well, I still insist that he's meaty. During the 5 minutes conversation with him i was trying to remember his name. was it freddie? or is it frankie? I know he's the same year as me. My class? Ronnie? Hell no. DEfintely not ronnie. Alan? nah..... Then only after he left then mike told me his name, Caesar. Geez... Then all those flash backs keep zooming back into my mind. I still remember him. He just haven't appear for such a long time that i just forgot about it.

Next destination after Star is Petanak; which is famous for the "sugarcane sisters". Yes. U didn't read it wrong. It's actually famous because there's a stall owner selling sugarcane drinks that happens to have 4 pretty daughters. But out objectives there wasn't mainly to look or talk with the chicks. Well, definitely it's not in my objectives. Not sure about the rest though cause those 3 were talking about it. Only me n Chok we hunting for food. For food, I got myself a tomato sauce kueh teow for RM3.50. As for Chok, he got himself a fried rice cost RM3.50 (i think) and a bloody expensive small plate "kangkong belacan" which costs RM5.00. So how small is the dish u may wonder. To describe it, let's just say it's half glass. Yeah...that's how much the kangkong belacan is.

After a nice supper and some chit chat on rumors, evolutions, Fraternity/Maternity/Fertility/Fatality, we decided that it's time to get back and prepared for work.

And so i reach back home at 12:45am.

The next morning, i woke up, then sleep again. Woke up, sleep again.... and finally at 8:45am, I rose up from the bed and got myself ready for work. And there you have it. That's all.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Sigh~!

Sigh . . . .
This guy is bored,
This guy is injured,
This guy is frustrated,
This guy is confused,
He's haywired,
Going insane,
Feeling lonely,
lame,
bored,
regretful,
and most importantly; LOST.

But he tells himself,

CHEER UP!

Why make today a lame day?
You can do better!
You are unique!
You are special!
You are smart!
You are GOD-LIKE!
If you're in pain, show it!
If you're hurt, feel it!
If you think you're living a shitty life, change it!
Go make a difference!

Stop being an e-mo lame-ass and start being productive!

And so here I am... blogging once more. xD

From now on, I'll start to blog again.

The End.

Friday, May 30, 2008

May Fishing Trip Diary

Mon, 26 may 2008, 2238hrs

Going out with dad, bro, 2nd uncle, an Eastern Time reporter, Professor Dr Chong, Uncle Eng, Shui and their friends for this 3 day 2 night fishing trip. Left boat club at 6.29pm and will b arriving at our destination around 4.30am. Had a bad mood earlier. I'm okay now after taking an earlier nap. Kinda tired now. Need to sleep and get ready for video shooting tomorrow.


Tues, 27 may 2008, 5.30am

Reach destination around 4am. Dad made the first catch of the day which was either a trevally o tuna that weigh around 4~5 kg. Bait used is frozen squid.


Wed,28 may 2008, 0120hrs

End of day two for me. We're now at the mackerel fishing spot. uncle Eng, uncle Seh Foh, dad n my bro is still fishing outside while the rest are asleep. Today has been a tiring day 4 me. One of the cause is the hot afternoon and the 1 metre wave which was rocky and it make me felt giddy. Then again it could cause by me going into the hot deck and then going back into the chilling cabin that made me felt sick. To several naps that afternoon and only recovered after 4pm.

Today got quite a lot of big catch. I missed recording the afternoon fish session as i was in bed. Fishes caught were mangrove jack, red snapper, trevallies, juvenile GT, groupers, herrings and mackerel. Uncle Eng caught the first mackerel. Damn 7 tired adi. Nite.


Wed, 28 may 2008, 1055hrs

It was almost sunrise when i was woken up by the freezing temperature in the cabin. So i force myself onto the deck and found dad, uncle Shui, Eng and 'cikgu' catching squids. Squids were all over d place.
We r now on our way back to the boat club. Overall, everybody manage to land at least a fish. 2nd uncle got the biggest grouper n dog shark while 'cikgu' landed the biggest red snapper. As for me, i landed a grouper n a few herrings or sardine.
Estimated Time of Arrival to reach boat club 6 hrs. So we'll be reaching around 4:30pm.


Fri, 30 May 2008, 1428hrs

Is has been more than 24hrs since the fishing trip. To put a close to this diary, we reached the boat club around 4:30pm. Total catch should be more than 30 fishes.


Attached below are the catch of the 3 days 2 night trip.

Friday, October 05, 2007

Day 1 of Bursa Pursuit

Erm.... i've come out from the silence....for a while. And seems like there are big changes in posting up stuff... either that it's my browser's fault ==" Having trouble with posting pics on the post and i nid to use codes instead of clicks now. geez... Anyway...

There's two things i'd like to share today.

1st: I'll be in KL to attend an 8-day course which starts from 13th Oct until 29th Oct. Heng tai, i'll contact you guys when i'm able to meet up with you guys. My homework for that course just started today and i have to passed it up on this coming Monday. ^^"

2nd: Just thought of sharing this game with you all. In case you guys never heard of it. It's called BursaPursuit.

Just go google "Bursa Pursuit" and it'll take you there. So what is this thing that i so wanted to share about? Well, it's an online web-based stock market game. From what i know, this site has been up recently and there's ads about it on radios. So what's cool about this game? Basically you signed up to play, either solo or gang up with a few friends to trade stocks and rank up. And what more better when they offer you RM100,000 (hard cash) to you if u happen to be the winner. Another feature is that the information, the stock updates are all based on the real Malaysia Bursa Stock (formerly known as KLSE-Kuala Lumpur Stock Exchange). It's really an awesome and educational game among all the games i've played before. I got into this game after an introduction from my junior Thomian, Bryan Tong.

Since i just started today, i still don't quite have a clear picture on how to play stock market. But i'm seriously devoting myself into learning it. From my research, i found out that Even Australia high school students are exposed to this trading stuff..... then again if i recall correctly, even neopets have it. ^^"
But this Bursa Pursuit is far more different that those i've played. It's the real deal. Only thing fake is the $ i have in hand. The starting $ for anyone who signed up for this game is $250,000. That's a lot ain't it?

My progress so far is that i earned a gross profit of RM1.18 from 10 units of BJCORP. My next market watch will be:

1) Silver-WA
2) BJCORP
3) HSBC-C2
4) AIRASIA-CA
5) PBBANK-01

So who's interested in this? I'm thinking of making a league for it. Let me know so we can gang up and earn that RM100,000.


PS: Angel, how's everything there? All good?

Signing of,

~> MJ

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Fly me to the polaris

Just feel like putting in some stuff here today and heading back to bed after that. Below is a short music clip from the movie "Fly me to the Polaris". It's one of the nice sad movie in my own opinion. The song is called 烛光(pinyin:zhu-guang), candlelight in chinese sung by Richie Ren.



Life is so lonely lately. Each time i lay on my bed, there's this person whom i've been thinking of. I wonder how many person feel the same way as i am now. Sigh~

Anyway, hope u enjoyed it. :)

Oyasumi~

~>MJ

Friday, July 27, 2007

Busy busy busy

I know it's been quite some time i didn't blog. Been busy, mates. And been able to use the computer for about 2 hours per day for personal usage nia. So you guys be patient ya. I'll update as soon as i can steal some time. :)

Anyway, recently i bought a RED item that costs RM280. Anyone can guess what it is? Those who knows.... shhh~~~ xD.

I'll post up the clue somewhere soon.

Heading to bed now. Nites all. God Bless~!.

~>MJ

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Re-Cap of 6 days ago

Been days since i've blogged. A few things had happened here and there. Coincidences are happening and they led me to think of what the other me in another parallel world is doing. If he is the better me, i bet he has already founf what he had been searching for and am in another country right now, fulfilling all his promises which he had made. Then he'd be more suitable for the title "Moses" rather than me, since of course he'll be truly a leader.

But what about the worst me? hmm... I guess i'd would be a triad leader in Kuching by now and am fighting with the cops now. Maybe that other me is already dead. God knows. ^^"

A heng tai smsed me and then called me yesterday. Got me really freaked out. Guess the facts of his life must've been harsh for him to accept that. "Slimy people"..if you listened to Hitz FM this morning then you'd know what does "slimy" means. Maybe some of you already knew. To put you readers out of the blue, "slimy people" according to JJ n Rudy (Hitz FM DJs) are people who steal other people's partner. Be it girlfriend, boyfriend, wife or husband. These types of people whom i think deserve to be despised the most. What do you guys think?

Anyway, What i really wanted to blog about today is regarding coincidences. To my best buddies and heng tai, my birthday turned out to be quite a surprise after all. That 4th july evening, my friend called me to have a drink session with them. just a few friends together. I knew it was my birthday that day. But didn't expect for daniel, a person whom i've known for 14 years to be planning all this for me. Summore i let them waited me for 2 hrs plus as i had to go and picked up my family who came back from Singapore. I felt touched. T_T Thanks man~!

Anyway, after the birthday song, and cut cake session, I got a call from M-chan. She tried to call my handphone but i left it in the car. ^^" So she got through me via Daniel. that was another unexpected thing... for her to call me and wish me. now here's when the coincidence happen. After that call, the waitress at that cafe went up stage and sang harlem yu's "Qing Fei De Yi". Deep inside me was like ..."WTF~!?#$@#" coz that was the song which i sang to M-chan. Is that a sign again? I told myself this, "it's just a lame coincidence." So here I am.. blogging about it. And then thinking of that old days. But i'm already over it. What i wasnted then was to meet with M-chan and see how is she doing back in Kuching. I got her number, but i can't find a reason to make that call.

That's all for now. The remaining days were just work, eat, sleep, dota. well, except for a particular night which I hanged out with Silas and Ek Zing. Was fun being back with them. Although there are some incompatibality at times, but in the end, we still mix quite well. After this friday, Silas will be to KL and GOD knows when i'm gonna see him. Well, I think i'll see him soon snce he's only flying to KL. Only think have to think is zing who;s flying back to U.S. 2nd August. that one i lagi tak tau bila akan jumpa dia lagi. ^^" Gonna miss his "Yen Wang" symbol~. Lolz...

To those friends who were there to celebrate with me, without you guys, i dun think things will be that cool. Below are the list of people whom i wanted to thank.

1. Yang Kah Mun -> First guy to sms, clal and blog to wish me happy birthday.
2. Daniel Liew 3 E, Alvin Wong and Ah Hong -> Master planner and the helpers.
3. Chok -> thanks for the "punishment" Thanks Daniel again for reducing the severity of the punishment. xD
4. My family (mum, sis, corine, ?) ->thanks for wishing me and calling/sms me. Without you girls, I wouldn't be where i am now.
5. 5sc2 gang(Kim Hang, Ek Zing, Silas & Amy) -> thanks for being the gang where i always go lepak at during recess period. xD Always wanted to be a level lower so can hang out with you guys the whole class period. But i just wasn't able to make that decision. ^^"
6. To the cyberians(Su Huan, Sim, MK) and malacans(...), tq tq~! ^@^
7. To M-chan, didn't expect you to call. and to thank you, i place you at number 7(your favourite number).
8. For those whom i left out your name, you guys/gals still play an important part in my life. Coz without you guys, my path taken will be in another direction.

My words to you all. Stay cool, live your live well, chill out when you're down and if you need something to light your candle, I sell lighters here. xD RM1.30 per lighter. Cheap cheap nia xD.

Am3n.
~>MJ

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Happy Birthday to me

To those who have wished me, thank you all. You are my true friend indeed. As for those who knew but didn't wished me, it's okay. Maybe u forgot. To those who forget, well, u r more forgivable i guess. xD

Anyway, been a busy day, and my freedom ends tomorrow. Summore i'm having a bad mouth ulcer right now. >.<" I think i'm gonna live a short life. LoL.

Amen.

~>MJ

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Glimpse of a few days back

In case anyone is wondering what the heck am i doing back in Kuching after graduated unofficially, I'm now working for my dad at his coffeeshop, office and tackle shop.

Work will started from 6:15am till late 10pm. But since i crashed the car onto a traffic light(correction from the previous post; coz i actually crashed into a traffic light), i get to wake up a lil' bit later and car pool with my dad and get to reach the workplace at 7am; or maybe 8am. xD

Anyway, my job at the coffeeshop is mainly being a manager there. For the time being, i'm getting myself used to the situation at the coffeeshop doing some interview and focusing on the cashier part. Then i'm to learn to make drinks and then serve the customers.

Seems like an easy job? Come and try it yourself.

I'm still having problems memorizing the price list of the cigarettes, drinks and foods. Anyway, the staffs there are friendly as they mostly consists of teenagers and young adults at the age of 14-26. The shop has been opened for about 2 years now and business seems well so far.

Then i have hte job as an office boy at the office. Well not really an office boy as i'm handling some important documents as well. More like a staff there. Currently i'm learning how to sort and key in the details of my dad's small business.

Next for the tackle shop, my job is basically to be a good host to the customer. Training my marketing skills and also developing PR skills. Aside from that i'll be developing a website to promote and sell the products at the shop. Old bean says if we can achieve a certain standard every month, he's gonna sponsor us for a trip to Japan. WooT~! But here's the catch; the target is a freaking high target. >.<"

Well.. that's all for now. I'm gonna sacrifice my time in this coming 6 months to work under my dad and at the same time sharpen my programming skills. Hopefully after six months, i'll be a more stable and able to control-myself kind of person. :P

PS: Mun, Rine...i guess after convo, it'll be a long time since we'll meet again. ^^" Anyway, add oil. I'll see you guys soon. :D Take care.

PS: Michelle Ang, how you doing there? Everything good?

~>MJ

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Ran out of luck

Just when you proudly ranked yourself as the person who is achieving 0% car crash record....shit happens. =_="

It was a terrible day yesterday evening as all my plans going out meeting old friends and planning a crazy birthday was all crushed with one stupid mistake of mine. I crashed into a traffic light while trying to evade a pearl blue Mercedes that suddenly intercepted my lane from the left. The Mercedes speed up after he over took my lane. Sigh~. thank god my friends that was with me were all okay. Not a single minor injury. But the car was in a terrible condition; front lights, bumper, radiator..maybe engine as well.. all gone!! >.< Traffic light still standing tall as if nothing had happened to it. =_="

I could've turned left... which was the logical thing to do. But why the heck i turned right?! OMG..... Anyway, bygones are bygones. I just hoped that my car's insurance can be claimed.

In the last two weeks, this car had been nearly involved in road accidents. There was once when it nearly get crashed by a druken bmw driver that was driving the wrong lane. And then there was this time when it got hit by a kancil until the bumper fell a little bit. My accident, the third one! So it's a STRIKE! And i rand out of LUCK! Geeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzz~!

SAD T_T!

~>MJ

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

2 beds and a coffee machine

Just a song i find nice to listen to. Though it's a sad song. Savage Garden's not my favourite singer though. There's another version of it sang by a sweet girl.



*I'm double posting today*

~>MJ

To where i belong

I'm going back Kuching today. A part of me is glad. But somehow i feel so empty inside. Something inside of me is missing. Question is what is that missing thing?

Hopefully my trip back will be pleasant because i'm bringing two bags and a CPU along with me. ^^"

Right now i'm reminiscing what happen 5 years back. How 5 of us sat in a food court and discussed about places to stay, transportations and other plans when we get to MMU. then how some of us split because they got a better offer at the local university. Some got scholarship to further their studies to other countries.

The first mid sem break. The first loss, the first torturing trip which ended me crying in front of those two friends of mine. Till today, they are still my best friend. Though they are a pain in the ass at times. :P

Then there's my second chance and i just blew it up. Lessons i learnt in life. Always be willing to give if you want something in return. Sincerity may not be the the best policy. Sometimes you just need to be a lil' bit cruel. Persistence is the way to sucess. Always believe in GOD. Because if you don't have anyone to believe in, you'll find out that you do not have a place to belong to.

Basketball friends. The first time i drank so happily. And even after vomitting i'm still so happy about it. Thank you all. Hanging out with you guys at the court were my best times. Sadly I don't think there'll be another chance to do so in the near future.

My failures. And how i climbed up from the pits of darkness to reach where i am now. Still, i have a long way ahead of me.

Where do i go from here? I'm all alone now at square one. Me and my bagpack. I'll work something out somehow. I always do. It's the beginning of a new chapter now. . . .



~>MJ

Monday, June 11, 2007

I feel like....

Today is just a lame morning. I cant sleep. Must've been the caffeine. Now i feel so numb. >.<" It's like pinching on my skin and can't even feel a single pain. this is bad. Either my nervous system has gone haywired or i'm lack of blood circulation which causes lack of oxygen to my skin. Whatever it is, i just don't want to die right now. I got a future to create, a destiny to fulfill and a story to tell.

Ok... time for a break. Short break. Going to call kim hang up and send my package back to Kuching through Air mail at the post office.

~>MJ

Friday, June 08, 2007

I GRADUATED FINALLY


I heard from my clan mate that result is out. Checked and this is what i saw....



WooT WOOT~! I passed all~!! I'm finally graduating~!! Nyahaha~!

Gee i'm so happy. So happy that i wanna share it with someone.


~>MJ

Sunday, June 03, 2007

I'm back in Malacca

After a week staying in CyberJaya, I have safely arrived in Malacca. :)

Places i've been to, people i met, stories i hear, it's all so new to me. Many things have i learnt. Many things have i came to understand. But there's this phrase which really bugs me. "The day I fall in love to you is the day I knew I would be rejected." Meaning of the words? I'll blog about it soon. For now, just enjoy some of the pictures which i have taken during my trip.


From left to right: Sim, Kah Mun, See Ying, Yuan Ping


BMW z3 and I @ PutraJaya ^^"


Corine n M-K


Pirates of the Carribean Gang


Surene n Ezriq @ Puchong Hill


Kah Mun n Su Huan taking a fresh air at The CURVE


~>MJ