3rd July ramblings

12:50pm July 3rd, 2008

Aite... I just finish my lunch which consists of pork with sweet sauce + chicken + rice and to couple up with my meal would be a RM1.30 ABK(Air Buah Kundur) aka. Wintermelon drink. It's really a great thign to start of a day after sulking since morning for god knows what reason.

Lately i've been kind of emotional. Feel just like a liquid. I have no true form but i exist. What actually happened to me? Somehow i feel useless. Even those ppl whom i used to pity seemed to be living a better life than me.

I'm unstructured. By just reading back what i typed, it's all mixed-up. Like some sort of encryption code. >_<"

Maybe I should stop judging myself. Maybe i should stop making judgements.

Anyway, last night i went to watched "Wanted" with my fellow high school mates (A,M,C) + a friend which i known through futsal(H). The movie was good. But somehow i just don't seemed to be impressed with it. Maybe the trailer spoilt the action. Or maybe i was disturbed and therefore unable to concentrate on the movie. I still can remember how the storyline goes. But then thinking back it still doesn't seemed interesting. Hopefully "Hancock" and "Batman" would be better.

After the movie, i saw a stranger approaching me. And as he patted me on my right shoulder, I was a bit surprise + shocked and somehow, the 2002 incidents hit me back for a split seconds. My name was on his lips. "Hey ~! Lama tak jumpa! U macam mana sekarang?" Then only i realize that he was my secondary school friend. Boy did he changed. As I could recall, he was skinny when i last saw him..before i graduate from high school in 2001. Now he's quite meaty and as Mike said "muscular". Well, I still insist that he's meaty. During the 5 minutes conversation with him i was trying to remember his name. was it freddie? or is it frankie? I know he's the same year as me. My class? Ronnie? Hell no. DEfintely not ronnie. Alan? nah..... Then only after he left then mike told me his name, Caesar. Geez... Then all those flash backs keep zooming back into my mind. I still remember him. He just haven't appear for such a long time that i just forgot about it.

Next destination after Star is Petanak; which is famous for the "sugarcane sisters". Yes. U didn't read it wrong. It's actually famous because there's a stall owner selling sugarcane drinks that happens to have 4 pretty daughters. But out objectives there wasn't mainly to look or talk with the chicks. Well, definitely it's not in my objectives. Not sure about the rest though cause those 3 were talking about it. Only me n Chok we hunting for food. For food, I got myself a tomato sauce kueh teow for RM3.50. As for Chok, he got himself a fried rice cost RM3.50 (i think) and a bloody expensive small plate "kangkong belacan" which costs RM5.00. So how small is the dish u may wonder. To describe it, let's just say it's half glass. Yeah...that's how much the kangkong belacan is.

After a nice supper and some chit chat on rumors, evolutions, Fraternity/Maternity/Fertility/Fatality, we decided that it's time to get back and prepared for work.

And so i reach back home at 12:45am.

The next morning, i woke up, then sleep again. Woke up, sleep again.... and finally at 8:45am, I rose up from the bed and got myself ready for work. And there you have it. That's all.