I wanted so much to sleep...wanted so much to forget and wake up fresh the next day

Things in me are improving...in my preparation for supp that is... But still i'm having a problem with my sleep. Cant manage to get my mind to a rest. I've got an e-mail from a friend that states honey helps. Alas i do not like honey. Plus there's no honey in my room. So i guess i'll just wasted all my energy up and hope one day my whole body will crumble and my mind blank that i wouldn't have too think of anything much. Maybe sumthing like a comma for 8 hours would do. Haha. just kidding anyway. :P Who would wanna sleep like a "cabbage". I prefer sleeping in dreams. But i have to put myself to bed first. Problem again is sumhow my brain isn't willing to. Oh well.

guess i'm gonna dota till i get X-tREMELY EXHAUSTED~!

-Ic3

Missing chances

I see lots of chances slip by me. Wonder when will i learn not to miss them?

Hope lost...along with Faith.

Life lately hasn't been how i thought it would be. I'm therefore unknowingly sealing myself from all sorts of happiness as it seems. Nothing much seems to interests me rite this moment. Is there anything i can do about myself? How do i get myself back on track? How do i re-live my life? Can anyone help me?

So far the only answer i got from myself is "only You(me) can do it". Weird isn't it? The mind seems to know what's best for the body but yet the body refuses to do it. Same as life.

Currently thinking of other options to fix my idle life. Hmm.....