All about life

Here's a story in which I would like to share out. It's told by my upline DD(also counting month Diamond, Brother Wee)::

One day in a forest, A hunter and his hound was hunting in a jungle and spotted a baby hare under a tree. With great concentration, the hunter aim and bang! He got the hare on one of its leg. The hunter then ordered his hound to go after the escaping rabbit.

Moments later, the hound came back with nothing in his mouth. With great curiousity, the hunter asked, "How could you let that hare get away? The f***ing hare was badly injured and you still couldn't catch it?! What f***ing dog are you?". The hound replied his master, "The hare's too fast *gasp* I tried my best! *Gasp* It's f***ing fast dude~!! How u expect me to f***ing catch it? *Gasp* F*** You!!"

Back at the hare's lair, the hare's mother saw the hare running into the lair with its leg injured and asked what happen. After listening to the story, she said to the hare, "You are one H*** of a lucky hare. Thank God for that." "No, mama. I'm not lucky. I ran for my F***ing life~! You know how hard is it to run all my way back here with an injured leg? Dang I need to get my leg healed."

Basically the moral of this story is that if you want success in a short time, you'll have to put your life into it. Just putting your effort will not make much difference. Let me differenciate between putting your LIFE and putting your EFFORT. When you put ONLY your EFFORT in doing a certain task, you are like the hound. But if you put your LIFE into doing something, like for instance in creating a brighter future; u are like the hare; u escaped from the hound(clutches of problems).

So I guess this is what I wanna share to you peeps about life. So after you guys finish reading thru this. I want you guys to asked yourself; "HAVE U TRIED PUTTING YOUR F***ING LIFE INTO DOING SUMTHING?" Coz if you haven't, you should do it from now onwards. You'll see what I mean.

In life, people do not go faster than you coz they are capable of it. Well, actually about 5% of the people will be more capable than you. You're slower than others coz you "stopped walking the steps". Growing up is about walking the steps of life. If you stop walking, you'll be seeing others walking pass by you. Therefore, my support to you peeps that are idling(I'm sure you know that you're idling rite this very moment), on your mark, get set, WALK~! ^^

She makes me smile....but it hurts me when i'm near her

I just finish friendstering and as usual, i went into her page and look at her pics. I do this almost everyday. And when i'm moody, i'll look thru her pics about 1-3 times a day. Maybe this is a bad thing to do. But each time i see her face, miraculously i'll smile. There's a contentment seeing her smile. It's like being near her. Though the fact is that we're really far apart; in two different world as well. She's in the world of prince and princess while i'm in the world of hades. I guess that's how Quasimodos's life was when he got kept inside the catheral of notre dame. And his life was blue until he met the gypsy girl. I wonder how did it end? I've seen books and movies about this story but i never actually read nor watch them. I wonder how it actually ended?

M-chan......she's cute, she's fair, she has almost everything describing an angel but deep down inside i know that she's struggling for sumthing. I have spent my times with her during those first few months together as friends and bgr and then back to friends again. That's how i know. But there's actually more to understand about her. Knowing her had indeed been a blessing. But it also has been a curse. Our days spent together was fun, sweet though at times there seems to be conflicts due to insatisfication. Maybe i didn't put in much effort and im not smart. Maybe she's demanding and comparitive. Maybe we're just not suitable. In the end our paths diverge into two paths. She head for the path to Camelot while my feet led me to the Dark Woods. I never know how her life was there as far as i would really want to find out. But i know that what ever happens, she is sure to avoid me. Who would want to be with a Quasimodo? What's so bad about Quasimodo anyway? He's caring, he's loving, he's lazy but for Esmeralda he would do anything-even if it means to kill himself. But alas....Quasimodo has fallen. As he entered the Dark woods, souls of the dead, also known as Hollow captured n consumed his soul.

And this is where u get a fallen hunchback. Imagine having a body but no soul. Ain't that sucks? Well, as far as i'm concern now, I'm forgiving the past. The past is just a story which i would like to share. Any influence from this past will be cut off permanently. For the sake of my future; for HER sake.

Me n M-chan are now still friends. Not really close friends but at least i didn't cut my connection with her. It's not that I do not want to cut it; It's just....I can't cut it. She's too important to me. Cutting my bond with her would means splitting myself into two. She might not know this but she's actually a part of me. Her smiles is equalivent to the antidotes for my problems in life. But yet being near her or chatting with her hurts me- just like taking an injection into your heart. Alas....this is where i shall i end.