On 26th evening, i pierced my left ear at Alamanda Putrajaya for RM6. I was a bit scared at first coz i tot it's going to a hell of a pain for me. But seems like i was wrong. It was merely a feeling of getting bitten by an ant. Then again, it feels like ur ear got poke but the item used to poke it didn't get through. Then again the girl sprayed anaestaetic on my ear before the piercing process begins. For the first 10 minutes after my ear got pierced, i barely had the guts to lay a hand on that ear. The thought of pain that i would feel really spook me. I had a bad history with human anatomy during my highschool days. During biology and science classes, when the subject's syllabus comes to the part about the human body, i would suddenly blacked out and collaspe on the floor. Basically i think too much about it. "Brain overload". That's the term i used. So far i fainted 3 times when i see and think of it... whether i read it from newspaper, clinic posters or even textbooks. >.<" Guess maybe that's the reason i hate Biology.
Time for me to get sum sleep now. Tomolo staying at Ivan's place for the nite, meet up with Tie, supper with Ronan(maybe) and erm..... maybe go find Exon.
PS: Anyone here can tell me what kind of earring is nice or looks cool when worn on? I prefer those with small needles. ^_^
-End of post-
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Happiness
So wat's happiness? Well according to Wikipedia,
Happiness, pleasure or joy is the emotional state of being happy. The definition of happiness is one of the greatest philosophical quandaries. Proposed definitions include freedom from want and distress, consciousness of the good order of things, assurance of one's place in the universe or society, inner peace, and so forth. More generally, though, it can be defined as the state which humans and other animals are behaviorally driven towards, to counter external forces which would otherwise lead to unhappiness (and presumably eventual death).
Associated emotions include joy, exultation, delight, bliss, and love. Antonyms include suffering, sadness, grief, and pain. The term pleasure (like its opposite pain) is often used to specifically indicate localized, physical sensations, while happiness is sometimes used to refer specifically to a long-term, inner feeling.
Happiness differs from joy and glee in degree, if not in kind. To be happy implies a considered viewpoint which lasts longer than the transitory feelings of pleasure which are connoted by joy and glee. Thus happiness is often regarded as priceless, as opposed to the temporary pleasure stimulated by mechanical actions such as shopping or having sex.
However, happiness can come as the result of a situation which has been carefully planned for, as well as from situations caused by the kindness of others, or from situations which upon reflection feel positive and worthwhile. More typically though, happiness is attained by an entire life well planned for. The question of the best form of life is one of the major topics of Ethics.
To me happiness is sumthing like above. In My Opinion(IMO), i think happiness isn't sumthing that lasts long. To achieve happiness, one have to work hard to gain it.
Today, as i glanced through friendster, I notice this good friend of mine, also my dearest heng tai(brother) who should be achieving happiness. But is he rili happy? There are times when i see him laughing his ass off. There are oso times when i see him filled with probs. I guess i'm just not good at understanding others. =.=" But i do know one theory. Humans are beings that are not easily satisfied. That's what makes them unhappy at times. So they usually work their way up to reach that level of satisfaction. So mathematically, satisfaction=happiness.
Friday, September 09, 2005
NIGHTMARE~!!!
Tomorrow's my 2nd test for TCE2311- data communications and telecommunicationsand i've only studies 2 chapter of 8 chapters. But wait.. this ain't my nightmare.
So what happen was this. I had a dream. After finishing 2 chapters, i decided to get a rest. Then next thing i know i close the lights and head to bed, decided to wake up the next morning to do my revision and settle my other stuff. And this is where the nightmare comes....
I dreamt i was in a beach.(sematan maybe..) playing along the beach in a singlet and short pants. My age.. around 10-13 i guess. At that beach, i was running away from sumthing. Can't really remember. Then i saw my parents and all those fear just vanish. Next thing that happens i became an adult. And in the car was me and my siblings. Driving around the hillside where we. Those rocky hills. It was dark. Really dark and there was no street lights at all.
We were on our way to have dinner with my parents i think. Coz at first i remember it was my mum who was driving. Then all of a suddenthe driver became my bro. >.<" Spooky. What's worst was he got the car gone into a big deep drain. And i tot it was hopeless. We're all going to drown. "Damn.. told you to look properly on the road already. Can't you drive a bit slow?". "but there was no road at all," he answered. My younger sis were trying to stop us but no avail. "then why the heck you drive in there? give me the steering wheel." "no. I can drive." And somehow the drain becomes smaller and shallower and he manage to drive us out and and head for the hill on our way out. And that is when i woke up. Or was there more?
The future..is dark for me. Tat's how i see it. I dunno about you readers out there but i can't really imagine me myself getting a job. I don't see anything that im capable of except papers and pencils. Wonder why i'm studying in this subject? Still wondering. What was my reason of studying it? I guess i've forgotten.
When i awoke from my dream just now. The first thing that hit me is my parents. Could be because my family is the most important asset in my life. I'd always prayed for them every night before ihead for bed but somehow, i stopped. What's happening to me? WHat did i lost? Which part went wrong>? Which item did i not bring along with me? Man i was in total chaos for like 10 seconds. Fear ran thru my spines for a while there. But i'm okay now. Guess it's those moody days that got me into this. Had been stressful for the past 2 weeks. Still a bit stress about my TOS assignment. I dunno hwo to save my ass from the coding. Dun wanna fail anymore. Dun wanna score low anymore. Wish i have someone there to guide me.
Currently listening to jas' song. (Yes. she's my first love. I loved her dearly. But now only as a friend. I have a virtual person whom i haven't met yet, Mich. she could be real, then again she may just be fake. I do not know.) Boy does her song clips really decrease all those stress and fear within me. Thanx jas.
Should stop for now. I just tot i should blog this out because i dun want to waste my time just slacking off in DotA and not writing a part of my life. I want to remember this day when i have this nightmare and be able to learn from it, and then laugh about it.
PS:
To ya all peeps that are have a bad day, get your grip on. Then pray and wish your self good luck before heading on your ways. That includes me of course. Pray to GOD guys n girls... HE helps~!
Am3n.
So what happen was this. I had a dream. After finishing 2 chapters, i decided to get a rest. Then next thing i know i close the lights and head to bed, decided to wake up the next morning to do my revision and settle my other stuff. And this is where the nightmare comes....
I dreamt i was in a beach.(sematan maybe..) playing along the beach in a singlet and short pants. My age.. around 10-13 i guess. At that beach, i was running away from sumthing. Can't really remember. Then i saw my parents and all those fear just vanish. Next thing that happens i became an adult. And in the car was me and my siblings. Driving around the hillside where we. Those rocky hills. It was dark. Really dark and there was no street lights at all.
We were on our way to have dinner with my parents i think. Coz at first i remember it was my mum who was driving. Then all of a suddenthe driver became my bro. >.<" Spooky. What's worst was he got the car gone into a big deep drain. And i tot it was hopeless. We're all going to drown. "Damn.. told you to look properly on the road already. Can't you drive a bit slow?". "but there was no road at all," he answered. My younger sis were trying to stop us but no avail. "then why the heck you drive in there? give me the steering wheel." "no. I can drive." And somehow the drain becomes smaller and shallower and he manage to drive us out and and head for the hill on our way out. And that is when i woke up. Or was there more?
The future..is dark for me. Tat's how i see it. I dunno about you readers out there but i can't really imagine me myself getting a job. I don't see anything that im capable of except papers and pencils. Wonder why i'm studying in this subject? Still wondering. What was my reason of studying it? I guess i've forgotten.
When i awoke from my dream just now. The first thing that hit me is my parents. Could be because my family is the most important asset in my life. I'd always prayed for them every night before ihead for bed but somehow, i stopped. What's happening to me? WHat did i lost? Which part went wrong>? Which item did i not bring along with me? Man i was in total chaos for like 10 seconds. Fear ran thru my spines for a while there. But i'm okay now. Guess it's those moody days that got me into this. Had been stressful for the past 2 weeks. Still a bit stress about my TOS assignment. I dunno hwo to save my ass from the coding. Dun wanna fail anymore. Dun wanna score low anymore. Wish i have someone there to guide me.
Currently listening to jas' song. (Yes. she's my first love. I loved her dearly. But now only as a friend. I have a virtual person whom i haven't met yet, Mich. she could be real, then again she may just be fake. I do not know.) Boy does her song clips really decrease all those stress and fear within me. Thanx jas.
Should stop for now. I just tot i should blog this out because i dun want to waste my time just slacking off in DotA and not writing a part of my life. I want to remember this day when i have this nightmare and be able to learn from it, and then laugh about it.
PS:
To ya all peeps that are have a bad day, get your grip on. Then pray and wish your self good luck before heading on your ways. That includes me of course. Pray to GOD guys n girls... HE helps~!
Am3n.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
"wo hai bu xiang sui"
Guess u readers might be wondering what the title above means. In mandarin, it means I still don't wanna sleep.
Right now my body is tired; mind's exhausted as well. Can say that this s the first time i've felt pure tireness after years living. Forgotten have i of when i felt that tired. Maybe when i was still a kid? Hmm...
Lots of things to do and lots of things to rush this week and next week. Life is gonna start to be hectic. Wish i can pull myself together right now and make myself 'serious'. It's so hard for me to be serious in life. There's always those milestones that'll stop my wheel of life from rolling. In the end, i'd be stuck in the middle of nowhere, far away from others that it'll be impossible for me to catch up. I should be sleeping now... I guess i will. But the desire of wanting to see her and chat with her is keeping me from sleeping. Been 72 hours. I guess our story ends here.
Am3n.
Right now my body is tired; mind's exhausted as well. Can say that this s the first time i've felt pure tireness after years living. Forgotten have i of when i felt that tired. Maybe when i was still a kid? Hmm...
Lots of things to do and lots of things to rush this week and next week. Life is gonna start to be hectic. Wish i can pull myself together right now and make myself 'serious'. It's so hard for me to be serious in life. There's always those milestones that'll stop my wheel of life from rolling. In the end, i'd be stuck in the middle of nowhere, far away from others that it'll be impossible for me to catch up. I should be sleeping now... I guess i will. But the desire of wanting to see her and chat with her is keeping me from sleeping. Been 72 hours. I guess our story ends here.
Am3n.
Friday, August 26, 2005
Doing Stupid things
Have you ever do things which causes you problems in your life later on? Like you cheated in ur midterm and when final comes, you couldn't do it cause you just don't have the knwoledge for it. Sounds familiar doesn't it?
What is happening to me right now is that I've gamed too much. I lost control of myself over game addiction. And i'm about to lose someone special to me, lose my freedom and my very own soul. What am i to do about it. I really ponder. If GOD would help me right this moment, I really pray. Pray that i'll not lose her, pray that everything will still be on time for me. Pray that luck is still on my side. The sacrifice for those that i prayed for; anything GOD wants from me.
The more i think of my problems now, the more scared i am of life. I really have tons of things to do. Furthermore, I'm very left out behind already. I wonder if i'll ever catch up with them? I'm worried that i'll be left behind. Worry that i'll be forgotten. Because I do not play any part in their life.
This is the life of me. Even though how much i tried, in the end, i'll stop trying. my wheel of life stops rolling, and my faith crushed.
Am3n.
What is happening to me right now is that I've gamed too much. I lost control of myself over game addiction. And i'm about to lose someone special to me, lose my freedom and my very own soul. What am i to do about it. I really ponder. If GOD would help me right this moment, I really pray. Pray that i'll not lose her, pray that everything will still be on time for me. Pray that luck is still on my side. The sacrifice for those that i prayed for; anything GOD wants from me.
The more i think of my problems now, the more scared i am of life. I really have tons of things to do. Furthermore, I'm very left out behind already. I wonder if i'll ever catch up with them? I'm worried that i'll be left behind. Worry that i'll be forgotten. Because I do not play any part in their life.
This is the life of me. Even though how much i tried, in the end, i'll stop trying. my wheel of life stops rolling, and my faith crushed.
Am3n.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
A new person in my life?
It all started this year i think. DotA(Defence of the Ancients) that i met her. To be certain, I dun think my first encounter with her was in a DotA game. I think it was more of like in a TD game. Then again i couldn't remember. Just knew that the next few times were in TD games or some other castle defence game. She's good in gaming. Can say one of the girls i knew and am impress with.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
I wanna graduate ASAP~!
I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!I wanna graduate ASAP~!
Please don;t mind my whackiness but seriously i really wanna graduate as soon as possible. I wanna end this race and step on for the next race as sson as possible. The ball must keep rolling. Else there'll be no meaning in my life. Well... that's what a wise person says. I'm not sure what i want actually. I mean i do wish to graduate. But i still cant find any path in which i would really wanna walk to. Maybe i haven't analyze through yet. Man.. this is bad.... Totally bad.
=.=
HMmm.....i'll just hit the books and see how it goes anyway.
Please don;t mind my whackiness but seriously i really wanna graduate as soon as possible. I wanna end this race and step on for the next race as sson as possible. The ball must keep rolling. Else there'll be no meaning in my life. Well... that's what a wise person says. I'm not sure what i want actually. I mean i do wish to graduate. But i still cant find any path in which i would really wanna walk to. Maybe i haven't analyze through yet. Man.. this is bad.... Totally bad.
=.=
HMmm.....i'll just hit the books and see how it goes anyway.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
I wanted so much to sleep...wanted so much to forget and wake up fresh the next day
Things in me are improving...in my preparation for supp that is... But still i'm having a problem with my sleep. Cant manage to get my mind to a rest. I've got an e-mail from a friend that states honey helps. Alas i do not like honey. Plus there's no honey in my room. So i guess i'll just wasted all my energy up and hope one day my whole body will crumble and my mind blank that i wouldn't have too think of anything much. Maybe sumthing like a comma for 8 hours would do. Haha. just kidding anyway. :P Who would wanna sleep like a "cabbage". I prefer sleeping in dreams. But i have to put myself to bed first. Problem again is sumhow my brain isn't willing to. Oh well.
guess i'm gonna dota till i get X-tREMELY EXHAUSTED~!
-Ic3
guess i'm gonna dota till i get X-tREMELY EXHAUSTED~!
-Ic3
Monday, May 30, 2005
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Hope lost...along with Faith.
Life lately hasn't been how i thought it would be. I'm therefore unknowingly sealing myself from all sorts of happiness as it seems. Nothing much seems to interests me rite this moment. Is there anything i can do about myself? How do i get myself back on track? How do i re-live my life? Can anyone help me?
So far the only answer i got from myself is "only You(me) can do it". Weird isn't it? The mind seems to know what's best for the body but yet the body refuses to do it. Same as life.
Currently thinking of other options to fix my idle life. Hmm.....
So far the only answer i got from myself is "only You(me) can do it". Weird isn't it? The mind seems to know what's best for the body but yet the body refuses to do it. Same as life.
Currently thinking of other options to fix my idle life. Hmm.....
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Sumthing I like.
Check this link out. I'm sure u guys/gals will like it. ^^. I've watched this video a couple of times eversince 2001 and i can say that i've never gotten bored over it. It's a nice Korean MV. Hope you guys/gals will like it. :)
http://dnaoffice.dyndns.org/matrix/KISS.wmv
Friday, March 25, 2005
Stress Time~! Stress Time~!
Currently is the last week of the academic week, which means after this week, no more midterms, no more assignments due and no more boring lecturer. Unfortunately, I still got lots of things to do and the clock is ticking like a timebomb for me. SE individual report due today, TRM assignments due tomorrow and lab test tomorrow. And what's special for today? I have to go pay up for my academic fee coz my PTPTN loan just wouldn't come. Damn.. Should've called up PTPTN ealier if i knew this would happen. If i dun pay up i'm going to get BARRED from exam. Sigh~. Messy life i have here.
Everything's totally messed up this semester. Really really really really messy. Hopefully it'll all change by next semester. Pray to LORD.
AMEN.
Everything's totally messed up this semester. Really really really really messy. Hopefully it'll all change by next semester. Pray to LORD.
AMEN.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
He was not handsome
I got this from friendster. The story is nice but i'm not sure if the story is true though it make sense.
Work your way for love and you will find love. Amen.
This is based on a true
story.. If
you like it, re-post it.. Perhaps you will find the
love
you have been waiting for all this time..
He was not handsome..But he had feelings..
One day, he felt in love with one gurl..A
gurl he really had a crush on..But he
realized that he was not handsome..So he
kept it deep inside his heart..
He was not handsome..Knowing this, he still
approached the gurl he admired..Upon
approaching her, he asked her name and
asked for her number.. They came into
contact with each other..The guy was so
happy
and he felt nice talking to the gurl..
He was not handsome..He had to remember
this all the time..He knew he couldnt say out
his wish to the gurl..However, one day, he
took up the strength to call the gurl..When
he was about to pick up the reciever, the
phone
rang..It was her..His crush...His gurl of his
dreams..she asked him out on that
night..There was no reason for him to say
NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for
dinner..
He was not handsome..This was proven to
him at that night..When the gurl told him that
she had a crush on another guy. his heart was
crushed into pieces by his own crush..but he
didnt
say a word..He knew it..He was not
handsome~!...
He was not handsome..and he knew he
wont
get his gurl of his dream..So he intended to
help the gurl out..He took the gurl to the guy
whom she had a crush on..After a week, he
saw the gurl dating with the guy..He knew
that there is no more hope for him..
He was not handsome..and this made him
loose his love..He just kept his feelings deep
inside his heart..But it was okay for him..as
his love was happy with the guy she loved..
He was not handsome..but maybe his
powerful love brought his gurl back to
him..One day, the gurl came all the way
crying to him..she said to him that she lost
the guy,the guy play timer and dumped
her..she
was all in tears and didnt know where to go..
He was not handsome..but he loved her..He
wiped the tears off the gurl and gave a warm
hug..The gurl felt the warm feel gush through
her nerves and touch her heart deep
inside..she realized that this is her true love..
he was not handsome..but he found his love
finally..and he was happy ...
p/s: looks are not really the most important
thing in love..Consider the feelings of
the ppl around you..You might just find
that true love of yours..He may not be
handsome..but he might love you more than
anyone could ever love you!.. and that is
greater than some bastard idiots who
doesn't love u.
If you think they're true, pass it on.
If you don't? Pass it on anyway, maybe
someone else will think it is.
Work your way for love and you will find love. Amen.
This is based on a true
story.. If
you like it, re-post it.. Perhaps you will find the
love
you have been waiting for all this time..
He was not handsome..But he had feelings..
One day, he felt in love with one gurl..A
gurl he really had a crush on..But he
realized that he was not handsome..So he
kept it deep inside his heart..
He was not handsome..Knowing this, he still
approached the gurl he admired..Upon
approaching her, he asked her name and
asked for her number.. They came into
contact with each other..The guy was so
happy
and he felt nice talking to the gurl..
He was not handsome..He had to remember
this all the time..He knew he couldnt say out
his wish to the gurl..However, one day, he
took up the strength to call the gurl..When
he was about to pick up the reciever, the
phone
rang..It was her..His crush...His gurl of his
dreams..she asked him out on that
night..There was no reason for him to say
NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for
dinner..
He was not handsome..This was proven to
him at that night..When the gurl told him that
she had a crush on another guy. his heart was
crushed into pieces by his own crush..but he
didnt
say a word..He knew it..He was not
handsome~!...
He was not handsome..and he knew he
wont
get his gurl of his dream..So he intended to
help the gurl out..He took the gurl to the guy
whom she had a crush on..After a week, he
saw the gurl dating with the guy..He knew
that there is no more hope for him..
He was not handsome..and this made him
loose his love..He just kept his feelings deep
inside his heart..But it was okay for him..as
his love was happy with the guy she loved..
He was not handsome..but maybe his
powerful love brought his gurl back to
him..One day, the gurl came all the way
crying to him..she said to him that she lost
the guy,the guy play timer and dumped
her..she
was all in tears and didnt know where to go..
He was not handsome..but he loved her..He
wiped the tears off the gurl and gave a warm
hug..The gurl felt the warm feel gush through
her nerves and touch her heart deep
inside..she realized that this is her true love..
he was not handsome..but he found his love
finally..and he was happy ...
p/s: looks are not really the most important
thing in love..Consider the feelings of
the ppl around you..You might just find
that true love of yours..He may not be
handsome..but he might love you more than
anyone could ever love you!.. and that is
greater than some bastard idiots who
doesn't love u.
If you think they're true, pass it on.
If you don't? Pass it on anyway, maybe
someone else will think it is.
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Ulcer~!~!
DAmn ulcer growing beneath my cheeks near the upper teeth, below my upper teeth and infront of my upper teeth. GEez....wat a nuisance they are. Anyway, these are sumthing which i got frm the web. Sumthing to share. ^^
Despite the common occurrence of mouth ulcers and vast amounts of research, the cause of these irritating sores is still not completely understood. However, by far and away the most common cause is the infection of an injury in the mouth. These injuries can be cuts, abrasions or burns.
Care should be taken with hot food and drinks as further damage can be caused to the ulcer while it is numb.
Mouth Ulcers
Despite the common occurrence of mouth ulcers and vast amounts of research, the cause of these irritating sores is still not completely understood. However, by far and away the most common cause is the infection of an injury in the mouth. These injuries can be cuts, abrasions or burns.
A mouth ulcer affects the softer areas of the mouth, for example the tongue and cheeks. The surface layer of the skin is removed leading to the formation of the ulcer which usually appears circular with a yellow or white centre and a raised red rim. It is because of the removal of the skin layer that nerve cells are exposed causing the associated pain.
You should not attempt to treat a mouth ulcer yourself if:
Treatment
There are many types of treatment available. These can be placed into three main categories:Pain Relief
These products contain ingredients which act to prevent the sensation of pain. They usually contain an anaesthetic which is applied directly to the ulcer. After some initial stinging while the anaesthetic starts to work the area will become numb.Care should be taken with hot food and drinks as further damage can be caused to the ulcer while it is numb.
Some examples of the anaesthetics used are benzocaine and lidocaine.
Also available is an ingredient called choline salicylate which is related to aspirin. This pain killer works at the site of the ulcer in the same way as the analgesics or pain killers. This means that they are generally longer acting than the anaesthetics.
Choline salicylate should not be used by people allergic to aspirin.
Antibacterials
These treatments are used to kill any bacteria that may be infecting the ulcer or more generally the entire mouth. They are usually mouth washes if the antibacterial is the only active ingredient although they are often incorporated into the other treatments, for example, pain relief treatments.Anti-inflammatories
These are the newest treatments available for mouth ulcers, they are based on corticosteriods which act to reduce the inflammation at the site of the ulcer and as such aid healing.It is important to note that the use of these locally acting products avoids many of the associated side effects of oral corticosteriods.
General Advice
There are some simple things you can do to reduce the discomfort felt while you have a mouth ulcer.Firstly, do not expose the ulcer to foods which cause pain and aggravate the symptoms. These types of food are acidic, spicy, salty, coarse or hot and cold. However it may be of some benefit to gargle with salt water as this is mildly antibacterial.
You can also use mouth washes regularly to prevent mouth ulcers if you find that you are getting mouth ulcers regularly.
You should consult your doctor if the problem persists..
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Friday, March 04, 2005
A night to remember~!
It was just yesterday evening, around 9pm when I got a ym! msg from ah_peh(birthday boy) asking me whether I want to go for 'satay celup'. I accepted the offer since it's ah_peh's invitation and I haven't taken my dinner yet (due to the rainy day~). So I got dressed up 'casually'(a T-shirt and three-quarter jean-pants), waited for Kim Hian(Ultraman) to pick me up while I try to sing my voice out to the song 'iris' by goo goo dolls. My voice sucks btw. ^^'
Minutes later ultraman arrived and off we go to Capitol. When we arrived there, the seats we all full. So we waited for like 10 minutes until the next group of ppl leaves. The meal there was pleasant and we were served with octopus and BIG tiger prawn. The last tiger prawn given was really big~(Compare to the other tables. Ppl were staring at our prawn when KY started to be HIGH with the prawn. He was like "Omg~! this prawn is so damn big." */swt*) It was about 20cm long. And the best part was it costs only 50cents. ^^; God for ah peh lah. Birthday boy got his birthday gift from Capitol as well. Haha. So how much we ate that nite? Well, it's RM130. 0-0; It's expensive but it was enjoyable.
Next on the list was the 'yam char' session. And destination was PURE. We shared a JD(Jack Daniels) that nite. Took 8 of us only 30 minutes to finish the whole thing. And boy that wasn't just all. B-kun(the' kun' isn't a referring actually. It's more referring to 'stick' in hakka.) then suggested that he treat us all on a bottle of Hennessy VSOP for that nite. Boy was I really starting to get freak out. I never drank those heavy stuff before. JD was my first time. And VSOP is also new to me. So he opened the drink and then most of them got HIGH. Ping, Tham, KY, Peh, Ultraman and B-kun were all like drinking the stuff raw. No soft drinks mix together. It really amaze me seeing how good they are at drinking. 0.0.
That time my body was already heating up and I could feel my burning face, so I decided not to drink anymore so I could drive them back in case they got drunk. So I told Kah Ling to drink on my behalf. Unfortunately I was spotted by them and this is where the bad things come. They started to stare at me with evil thoughts in their mind. What else could it be except that B-kun took my glass which was filled with coke and drank it, then replaced it with VSOP. I was starting to imagine me getting drunk for the very first time. Luckily for me, I manage to negotiate them that I'll finish the drink but little by little. I tot I would be drunk after that but instead of getting more drunk, my mind was getting clearer. But that lasted for like only 10 minutes =-=. Best agenda of the night was ah peh got persuade to drink 4 shots of tequila. B-kun wanted to treat me but I said no. Tequila shot is like more than 40% alcohol. Which means it's much more heavier than Cognac or VSOP. So the nite ended with a drunk ah peh and fortunately Ultraman was still conscious. So my worry of getting involve in something bad was just a dream.
Reach back home at around 3am and as soon as I reached my room, my stomach started to go wrong. I quickly rushed to the toilet and I was just in the nick of time to 'bulemic' the 'satay celup's and also those 'tea' out. ^^. I vomited for like 7 times. And i can tell u that it's not a good feeling when u vomit. But u do feel better AFTER u vomit. I slept on my room's wooden floor that nite and hours later slept on my bed coz the nite was getting chilly.
And that's all for today. I woke up at 6am with still a bit of pain in my head. But right now i'm okay. ^^. I found out sumthing that nite. I could actually drink and not get drunk. Only problem is I'll vomit after that. ^^;
PS: M-chan ym me tonite but byt the time i got back, she was already off9. T-T. Oh well...
-End
Minutes later ultraman arrived and off we go to Capitol. When we arrived there, the seats we all full. So we waited for like 10 minutes until the next group of ppl leaves. The meal there was pleasant and we were served with octopus and BIG tiger prawn. The last tiger prawn given was really big~(Compare to the other tables. Ppl were staring at our prawn when KY started to be HIGH with the prawn. He was like "Omg~! this prawn is so damn big." */swt*) It was about 20cm long. And the best part was it costs only 50cents. ^^; God for ah peh lah. Birthday boy got his birthday gift from Capitol as well. Haha. So how much we ate that nite? Well, it's RM130. 0-0; It's expensive but it was enjoyable.
Next on the list was the 'yam char' session. And destination was PURE. We shared a JD(Jack Daniels) that nite. Took 8 of us only 30 minutes to finish the whole thing. And boy that wasn't just all. B-kun(the' kun' isn't a referring actually. It's more referring to 'stick' in hakka.) then suggested that he treat us all on a bottle of Hennessy VSOP for that nite. Boy was I really starting to get freak out. I never drank those heavy stuff before. JD was my first time. And VSOP is also new to me. So he opened the drink and then most of them got HIGH. Ping, Tham, KY, Peh, Ultraman and B-kun were all like drinking the stuff raw. No soft drinks mix together. It really amaze me seeing how good they are at drinking. 0.0.
That time my body was already heating up and I could feel my burning face, so I decided not to drink anymore so I could drive them back in case they got drunk. So I told Kah Ling to drink on my behalf. Unfortunately I was spotted by them and this is where the bad things come. They started to stare at me with evil thoughts in their mind. What else could it be except that B-kun took my glass which was filled with coke and drank it, then replaced it with VSOP. I was starting to imagine me getting drunk for the very first time. Luckily for me, I manage to negotiate them that I'll finish the drink but little by little. I tot I would be drunk after that but instead of getting more drunk, my mind was getting clearer. But that lasted for like only 10 minutes =-=. Best agenda of the night was ah peh got persuade to drink 4 shots of tequila. B-kun wanted to treat me but I said no. Tequila shot is like more than 40% alcohol. Which means it's much more heavier than Cognac or VSOP. So the nite ended with a drunk ah peh and fortunately Ultraman was still conscious. So my worry of getting involve in something bad was just a dream.
Reach back home at around 3am and as soon as I reached my room, my stomach started to go wrong. I quickly rushed to the toilet and I was just in the nick of time to 'bulemic' the 'satay celup's and also those 'tea' out. ^^. I vomited for like 7 times. And i can tell u that it's not a good feeling when u vomit. But u do feel better AFTER u vomit. I slept on my room's wooden floor that nite and hours later slept on my bed coz the nite was getting chilly.
And that's all for today. I woke up at 6am with still a bit of pain in my head. But right now i'm okay. ^^. I found out sumthing that nite. I could actually drink and not get drunk. Only problem is I'll vomit after that. ^^;
PS: M-chan ym me tonite but byt the time i got back, she was already off9. T-T. Oh well...
-End
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
1st of March, 18 days before M's b'day.
Not really sure what should i blog today. So once more it's crap session. ^^; Currently listening to John Mayer's "daugther". Had a very f*** up day 12hrs back as my tcp2411 group's presentation totally suck. Lots of things went wrong. It was so bad that our programs went wrong. It was working at first. But why not then? Fortunately Ms. Vimala was kind enuf to let us "live" until this friday. After that i had to rushed back home and settle my "stomach". >-<. Now i have to go for 10am lab later on. So much for the stomachache.
Got my exam schedule today. But venues are unconfirmsed yet. So maybe after i've got kim hang's schedule, and plan a bit coz i plan to visit kuantan, then i'll plan my flight date back home. ^^ Miss home. But miss the puppies more~! Wonder how are they now? Sigh.
One thing kept going through my mind these few days. "How am i gonna sort up my life?" My life is really in a mess right now. Gotta get "FAT", get a good sleeping habit, get tidy and most important of all, do well in my studies. Help me sum1. Anyone can do.
Don't feel like cont. crapping. So that's all. Tata.
-Ic3
Got my exam schedule today. But venues are unconfirmsed yet. So maybe after i've got kim hang's schedule, and plan a bit coz i plan to visit kuantan, then i'll plan my flight date back home. ^^ Miss home. But miss the puppies more~! Wonder how are they now? Sigh.
One thing kept going through my mind these few days. "How am i gonna sort up my life?" My life is really in a mess right now. Gotta get "FAT", get a good sleeping habit, get tidy and most important of all, do well in my studies. Help me sum1. Anyone can do.
Don't feel like cont. crapping. So that's all. Tata.
-Ic3
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Rainy day~!
After nearly a week of hazy days accompannied by the glaring sun as well as the hot environment, it finally rained. So i'm gonna finish this asap and then head for bed. So wat happen past two days? Well, i did a last 3 hrs of preparation for Trinite. Haha ^^; Got the car(a rent white kancil) at 4 and then went out with Allen to JJ to hunt for formal shirt and a tie. Costs me about RM106.80 for the shirt and the tie. And to sums up the expenditure for that nite, i used up about RM200-. T-T Rent a kancil for a day costs me RM70, drank carlsberg at GreenWorld cost me RM12, Petrol fuel costs me RM10. Trinite was so so~! Not really fun but well, it does feel like a prom nite compare to last year's one....from my own perspective that is.
So 12 hours ago we were suppose to go on a steamboat for dinner. But ended up having dinner at Newton hawker stall instead. Spent like about RM15 for the food but it's worth it~! Much better than steamboat. Next agenda was at 11:30pm where tie, li zhao, chak gor, jin rong and i went pasar borong for supper. The conversation were mostly on IT-based. Kinda boring for me but then the part about FYP(final year project) hits me. Yeah..we're gonna make up sumthing big and earn cash from it~! F*** MMU. You cna go to hell for as long as i care~! Muahahaha~!! ^-^;
Anyway..i think p-chan would be glad for the rainy day tonite. Air is cooling and it's so nice~!!! Time to sleep liaw. Haha. Guess both our wish for the rain to come finally happen ei? :-D
That's all. nites~!
So 12 hours ago we were suppose to go on a steamboat for dinner. But ended up having dinner at Newton hawker stall instead. Spent like about RM15 for the food but it's worth it~! Much better than steamboat. Next agenda was at 11:30pm where tie, li zhao, chak gor, jin rong and i went pasar borong for supper. The conversation were mostly on IT-based. Kinda boring for me but then the part about FYP(final year project) hits me. Yeah..we're gonna make up sumthing big and earn cash from it~! F*** MMU. You cna go to hell for as long as i care~! Muahahaha~!! ^-^;
Anyway..i think p-chan would be glad for the rainy day tonite. Air is cooling and it's so nice~!!! Time to sleep liaw. Haha. Guess both our wish for the rain to come finally happen ei? :-D
That's all. nites~!
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Lost my precious memories...rebuilding a new one
Current mood: swingy Currently listening to: M's - "2 beds and a coffee machine"
Okay...so i finally got a new replacement for my "dead" 40GB WD-caviar HDD. Sigh~ lost all my precious things there. But luckily i backed up the important stuff. Only things i forgot to backed up are the databases and the msg logs... oh well.
Anyway, time now is 8.14am and i just finished my w3-DOTA. It was a tough victory. But the cooperation paid off~! Managed to get the creeps to raze all the production buildings. Hahaha. fd...I pound ya first~! Come and get me dude~! ^^. Anyway, no flaming pls. 0=)
Next class in 1 hr n 45 minutes. And worst part is i haven't slept through the whole nite. Damn. Oh well...guess I'll have to stand thru this whole 8 hrs...^^;
M-chan's voice is really sweet. But unfortunately the tone of her voice sounds like she's very sad. Mayeb i'm just thinking too much. M, if u read this(which i'm sure u will), Take care ya. I might have tried to let it all go but still you're there some how. It's unexplainable that sumthing from M could turn my life upside down and back again to the way it used to be. Listening to her voice could heal my pain, loneliness but when i think back, i feel like having tons of silver arrows being shot through my body and soul. The pain is unbearable. But i know it's the path i have choze to take. So i'll walk it till the other side.
That's all for now. Gonna rest my body liaw. Jaa..
Okay...so i finally got a new replacement for my "dead" 40GB WD-caviar HDD. Sigh~ lost all my precious things there. But luckily i backed up the important stuff. Only things i forgot to backed up are the databases and the msg logs... oh well.
Anyway, time now is 8.14am and i just finished my w3-DOTA. It was a tough victory. But the cooperation paid off~! Managed to get the creeps to raze all the production buildings. Hahaha. fd...I pound ya first~! Come and get me dude~! ^^. Anyway, no flaming pls. 0=)
Next class in 1 hr n 45 minutes. And worst part is i haven't slept through the whole nite. Damn. Oh well...guess I'll have to stand thru this whole 8 hrs...^^;
M-chan's voice is really sweet. But unfortunately the tone of her voice sounds like she's very sad. Mayeb i'm just thinking too much. M, if u read this(which i'm sure u will), Take care ya. I might have tried to let it all go but still you're there some how. It's unexplainable that sumthing from M could turn my life upside down and back again to the way it used to be. Listening to her voice could heal my pain, loneliness but when i think back, i feel like having tons of silver arrows being shot through my body and soul. The pain is unbearable. But i know it's the path i have choze to take. So i'll walk it till the other side.
That's all for now. Gonna rest my body liaw. Jaa..
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Drawing with P-chan
Above is wat i did just now....just nt long. Guess who drew who? Actually the story from the drawings above is like this. I was chatting with p-chan then we talked about hairstyle. So she used the "Doodle" environment from yahoo messenger to draw to tell me wat is fringe. After that i started drawing and she did too. I drew a fox head with a tail while p-chan drew a christmas tree. /swt. Dunno why she so into x'mas. Maybe she got a very nice x'mas pressie last x'mas? Anyway, i was suppose to print screen that image when i accidentally closed teh msg. Damn~. Luckily for me, p-chan is free to draw again. Since she couldn't think of wat to draw, so i suggest that i drew her face and she drew mine. It took p-chan about 30minutes to finish the drawing. But for me...it took me like 1 hr. (T-T). Using a mouse to draw is really hard. Seriously. Summore i kept erasing the things i drew. ^-^; Anyway...that's all for now. B4 i call it a day, wanna thank p-chan again for the drawing. I post it here liaw. Hope you like it~! :-D
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