26, January 2005 Wednesday 7.55am

Track currently playing: 你爱我还是他-陶喆

Current problems: low in cash ^^;

Later on will be my quiz for TRM2191 and i just woke up not long. gonna study after i finish this blog and get my bath, brush my teeth and get myself a breakfast.

So what have been happening lately? Well, actually quite a few. Just that i dunno where to start. So i guess i'll just type out what i can remember for now and forget the rest.; whether it's a happy thing o not.

First of all, i wonder why m-chan stopped writing her blog? Been quite a while adi since she last wrote sumthing concerning insomnia. Hmm.....maybe this can help my buddy out. He's been having sumthing like insomnia lately. should send this link to him. *nods head*.

Second, would like to thank p-chan who would most of the time be there when i need her. And thanx for ur phrase that reminds me of sumting sweet, "Anyone knows why is there a gap between our fingers? If know msg me ^^".

Reminds me of that time back in Tun Jugah. Reminds me a lot of sweet memories. ^^. Well, the souvenir from that memory is still with me here. And i'm keeping it very well.

3rd, thank my brethens in UA 3-09(forgot ur apartment address. But u know who u guys are lah hor?), Mr. Hak n Mr. Hamster(stupid hamster-muahahahaha) for yesterday's pleasent dinner. Thanx for the company.

4th, would like to thank my housemate, Alien(Allen Ang) for following me to bball court to watch the girl's training. Paiseh ar...i kena tipu by my friend liaw....grrrr ~! Ah peh~!!! Mana ada ah moi cantik sana? All pok chop de~

5th, Sending gratitude to housemates again-> 小弟弟 win-san(vincent chai) for da games n lemon(Raymond Kuek) for tuition without tuition fees~!! ^^

6th, Erm............thank everybody lah....My family, my buddies, other friends, the mmu staffs, mmu workers, the facilities, the food....guess should be all.

Oh ya....THANK ME OSO. And achievement for this year so far would be killing a cockcroach on 24th January. i was just about to sleep when win-san came in and ask me to "show my skills?". Next thing i know was that there's a cockcroach in their room. Oh well... piece of cake. Anyone nid a roach-buster? I give fast and clean service. Reminder:: Make sure u have a good flusher. Else i bbq the roach like last time. ^^;

hmm......after reviewing what i typed, i once find out agian that i'm crapping again. Sigh.... Maybe next time i'll just draw and scan. Would be great ei? :D

Supposedly

Planned to start study this afternoon but turn out that i didn't. Been doing other stuff mostly related with forums. Luckily i didn't touch rose. Else i would really be dead. Wat to do now? wat to do now? Head's dizzy maybe due to the hot weather. Then again it should be due to the reason that i haven't eaten any decent meal since this morning. Had about 5-6 slices of crackers and water and also 2 tablets of B-complex just now.

Woke up at 9am though. Wish i had a car rite now so i could go out and hunt for food. But that's unlikely possible coz i'm not stayin forever in mlk. Will be heading back homeland in sarawak once i graduated.

Wonder if i'm gonna study today? Well, let's see then. Hopefully i will.

Signing of now. Going to get a rest. Call it as hiubernate till dinner time.

ROSE~!! I'm addicted to you~!

Currently listen to:: X-Japan=> Forever Love (Piano Version)

There's no denying now that i'm totally 100% addicted to ROSE. This is bad. Wonder when am i gonna get rid of addiction. Haven;t been sleeping well lately all coz of playing ROSE. My timezone is really messed up. Even I can feel my body not functioning to the fullest.

Midterm is next week and i've not even studied a single bit. This kind of situation reminds me of my beta third sem. Hope it's not really gonna happen to me again. Pray not~!

Just ended ROSE about minutes ago with my hawker reaching lvl 50. Boy was does it really take a long time for me to level. Spent about 10 hours playing it and i just lvled 5 lvl. So now i'm able to get a cart license so i can drive my car. But I dun have the zuly to get the parts..... oh dang... there goes me.

Next class starts in about 2 hours. So maybe i'll get a bit of rest till then. Just lay on the bed and close my eyes and yet be alert of my alarm coming from me nokia 3310 handphone. YEah...3310 is a very old phone. I do plan to get a new one but so far low in cash. Really dunno how i manage to spent that much on food. And yet i'm so skinny.

So how was my days recently? Well, it's great. Considering that i didn't have the sufficient sleep and yet i still manage to walk to class, walk back, and even play basketball. Thank lord my knee manage to withstand the tense as i run and turn rapidly. Maybe in a few more weeks i'll try if my knee can withstand my landing impact. Then i'll try jumping. And if both is okay, then i'll try to get back my lay-up skills back. Hopefully it wouldn't be a problem.

Anyway, here's a few shots of today's game.

I'm sitting and these little creeps(about 20+ of them) can't even pinch me .

R-O-S-E

Since 4th of January 2005, i got myself addicted to a very unique online game called Rush On Seven Episode(ROSE in short). It's created by Gravity, creators of R.O. along with Triggersoft. Both companies i think are from Korea since RO was a korean game.To rate this game, i would give it a rating of 10/10 for graphics, 9/10 for gameplay, music of 6/10 and an overall rating of 8/10. ^0^

It's a nice game and to me, it's addictive. Been a long time since i got myself addicted to these sorts of games. Come to think of it, Ragnarok Online was my last game(played it during my last sem break back in november). And because of this game, sadly i have to say that I've not been having a decent sleep lately. Kept sleeping at 12noon for the past three days(eversince friday nite). I've also haven't been studying and my life is spent more on this. OMG~! Gotta get rid of this game ASAP~!!


Below are some pics of my characters in ROSE.:::

Me with an orc bow(2) Me with a hand rake



(From left to right:: my friend Wei Han, my muse character and another malaccan cybercafe boss.) ^-^ U can oso meet people in online games~! [PS: the monster behind is an easy KILL. For my hawker's lvl that is. ^0^]



Nekochan and Me (Found this elegant character lying in the field so i chatted a few with her.)

See how addictive it is? Even Chak plays this game. Lolz~!! (I tot it was him coz of that ID. Still not sure though. Should get Lawrence to ask him.)


So i guess this is all for now. Will update the others later. ciao~!

I'm Glad today.

Ntg special happen but i'm just glad that i finally see a smile today.
Anyway, check out this flash here.

RESTLESS II

6:49am Wednesday 12th January 2005

Currently listening to: RYAN CABRERA - TRUE

Check out the song above. It's cool. I didn't upload it for you guys/galz to listen here coz i'm LAZY~! Haha~! So if you ppl wanna listen to it, go find it.

Here i am again restless. Out of no reason. Been having slight problem lately. Mostly personal. Mostly about myself. And unless i'm able to solve it, unless i'm able to clear my mind, my doubts, I'll not be able to have a decent rest. And no decent rest will equals to no basketball game. So the programming code function will go sumthing like this(comment if i'm wrong. Been out of the programming thingy for a long time).

main()
{
int x, y;

x= not_enuf_sleep;
y= bball;
cout<<"Did you sleep well today?"/n; cout<<"yes=1 no=0"/n; cin>>x;
cout<<"Do you plan to play basketball today?"/n; cout<<"yes=1 no=0"/n/n; cin>>y;

cout<<"Calculating.....please wait"; system(pause); { if(not_enuf_sleep=1;bball=0) cout<<"Go for it~! Just Do It~!"; else if (not_enuf_sleep=1;bball=1 ) cout<<"What the hell? You wanna get yourself injured or sumthing?"; }}

So up there is my programming codes. I'm sure there's bugs to be fix over there. So any readers reading this, comment pls~!

7:04am

The sun just got up so i have two choice rite now. Stay awake untill all my class are over(ends at 5pm) or i could lie on the bed after this and hope i manage to get at least sum rest(though being able to sleep would be better) now and wake up at 11am, get myself ready and go for class. Option A would be the best choice so far. Let's see how it works out.

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So what have i been doing recently? Well, nothing much except games! games! games! My current online game R[ush] O[n] S[even] E[pisode] had been a serious addiction. Damn. When i gonna get out of this gaming world. Cant seem to get enuf o get over it. Unless i got myself involved in basketball. But how am i gonna get myself involve in bball in this condition? ARGH~!!! Headache~! Headache~! Tolong~! S-O-S~!

Anyway, Sin Lin drew me Kakashi~! It's so cool~! Wish i have more meat. That way maybe i can cosplay become Kakashi. Haha~! Can hardly imagine how would i look like. Maybe i should try it one day?

M-chan just had her state exam yesterday and seems that she didn't do quite well. Dun be sad M-chan,. People makes mistakes. And certain deaths are caused by mistakes, though rare. But i'm sure if you don't give up, you'll one day succeed and be the best doctor there is around.

7:18am

time to hit the bed. So till now i guess. Jaa~!


-Ic3

Rewriting myself

Eversince the new sem started, I've been an idle person. Maybe coz it's a new year and i've no new resolution yet. Life did say that people without an objective will walk a dark path. This seems to make more of a sense but just looking at me. So rite before i sleep, I'm gonna make resolutions for myself. It's time i rewrite myself. Forget about the past. there is nothing in the past for me to ponder and be glad of anymore. This is the 2005 and my resolutions are::

1- Get a better result from the previous semester. This includes upgrading my GCPA to 3.00 and above.

2- Stop my attitude of doing things last minute. Time to finish what i've started and time to get serious. 2005 is not 2004 and the year before it. If i dun change, I'll never be happy. If i don't be happy, I'll not be living my life at all.

3- Skipping class is bad for my studies. So from this day onwards. I shalt skip no more classes nor tutorials.

4- Take good care of my body. My soul may be strong. But a soul without a strong body is like a snail without a shell. The next time i collapse, I might never be able rise again. Then i may not be able to see HER anymore.

5- I've made a decision to get into this business. And the main reason is so i could fulfill my 3 years promise to Moscow. I'm gonna get enuf cash to go to Moscow, go to RSMU, and go to find HER. That is why i got into this thing in the first place. What happens next will be decided later.

6- Cherish everyone that is around me. I should start keeping in touch with my old mates. I know that lately i've been keeping myself from the outside world. It's time for this old fox saint to get out from his den. So this will be my ressurection. It's time i get to meet more people. Whether it is a guy o a gal.

7- Games! Games! Games! Should quit it all. But it would be boring if i just let it go. So imma shorten down my time on gaming. Like gaming an hour per day unless i'm superbly free.


SEVEN is her favourite number.

But SEVEN is connected with alot of things. It ressembles the lucky number(though my lucky number is 22). It also ressemble the DEADLY SINS::
GLUTTONY
GREED
PRIDE
SLOTH
LUST
ENVY
WRATH

But whatever 7 may represent, I do not care. It's time to care for what is most important. And my 7 resolutions are important.

Sumthing wrong with blogger? O is it my browser?

5:44am January 04,2005 Tuesday

Man...what the heck? Sumthing wrong with blogger or isit stupid Streamyx? and LyriCool as well. Damn...Oh well...

I'm supposed to be in bed sleeping and waking up at 7am for my tutorial class. but here i am once again; restless. Then again, i just finish playing ROSE(Rush On Seven Episode) and couldn't get myself to sleep. Maybe it's M-chan's blog that makes me wanna blog again. :)

Just 24hrs ago, I finally met another friend of m-chan. Well, not really a real friend but she did talk to him over the phone. And that was like in 2001. Man, tell me how long is that? And i had this opportunity to find out. This is way kewl. Felt like being in smallville. Only thing that differs is that there's no SUPERMAN!! ^-^" So who is this guy i mention about? Well, it's none other than Allen Ang ........(never get to know his last name still ^.^" ); my housemate. Haha. I found out about it when i told him my past where i would visit M-chan at "southern bakery" everytime i had the chance. But alas....I didn't went there much. And i remembered that one of the time i went there, I took a bus(second o third time experience taking bus) there from the main post office to the bakery shop with a gift for her. She was surprise when i came into the bakery i guess. But i knew that i'm glad to have met her. So what happen next was i hand the gift over to her, chat with her a few then took bus back i think. Felt great that day. Too bad i didn't wrote it into my diary. I stopped writing my diary eversince form 5 ended i think.

I finally smile manage to smile when i look at M-chan's pic. Been a while since i felt that slight happiness inside me again. I was feeling restless the other nite dunno for what reason. But then later on, the feeling was gone. I think i should thank Mentos for chilling it away. Since i dun like smoking, so might as well use mentos as another option. Just hope i don't get addicted to mentos. Or i'll be having diabetes before i get old.

Chatted with p-chan for a while today. She just reached back from badminton and was telling me baout her hair cut. Too bad she re-cut her hair before i got the chance to see the china doll-like hair she had. But nvm. There's always another time. That i believe.

I guess that's all for now. Alister shares a song by 胡彦彬(Anson Hu Yan Bin) to me. Song title is 目不轉睛(Mu Bu Zhuan Jing). ENJOY~

lyrics::

我愛你 好大的口氣 自己都心虛
只會傻傻看你 話講不完一句
緊湊微笑魔法和招呼手勢
一系列動作我都牢牢記心底
還有誰讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛
我不明白到底什麼原因 下一秒說愛你
原諒我的情不自禁

你好嗎 委婉的語氣 你的問候語
每次都會讓我 再三回味不已
晴天陰天雨天和有風天氣
看著你空氣都有新鮮的氣息
還有誰讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛

你就是讓我目不轉睛 除了你還是你
在這整個世界裡 還有誰能挖掘我自信
連夢裡遇見你 都會目不轉睛
我不明白到底什麼原因 下一秒擁抱你
原諒我的情不自禁 這一句我愛你
說了千萬遍在心裡

Two songs to describe how i feel today.

I don't feel like writing these few days. Dunno why. But after tonite's conversation with m-chan, I just wanna share this two songs to you readers. This is for M-chan.

Msg to M-chan:: I know u can't read this blog yet. But when u do, this both songs represent me to you. I do not know what the future holds. But i'm taking this chance, making this choice, just because i believe.

Amen.

Below are the two songs i mentioned from 王力宏 (Wang Lee Hom)::
This is his latest album

心中的日月

Forever Love

一首簡單的歌

PS: get the lyrics from here